SaBiRa's WoRLd

At Muni's crib.

2010-08-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

If you guys had been wondering why i've not been blogging for over a week,here it is.

There's something wrong with my damn laptop.

I couldn't even go into blogger's website.

Damn it seriously!!

And so i blogged based on what i remember.

So get ready to miss a few more posts again. Blackey says

TOODLES!!

Jamming at Kiko's

2010-08-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to be out with Muni but she got to go for treatment so it wouldn't be a nice long date with her.

Coincidentally,Kiko called me over to his place to jam.

Shasya joined me today,..

YAY!! Hahahah under training!
This is Apai!

My sweet lil baby cousin:)

It was strenous definitely,poor him.

We had fun singing but the night didn't turn out nice for me.

I'm sad.

Period.

Aching...peeling...

2010-08-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Just some random pictures..

Me and sexy Adi:) Hahahhaha random snap!
My Adi:))

Sexy position nah??

All i know is that my body's really aching like mad right now.

And my skin's peeling and it's really sting!

The pain definitely!
=(

A day at Abg Li's place

2010-08-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

We were supposed to go for a wedding.

But Dad was too caught up in his bird-singing competition.

He was back only close to 6pm.

By then me and sis had already made a trip to White Sands and got the cake and gifts.

Finally we're there at Abg Li's near to 7pm.

Here's the sweetie pies. My funny sporting aunt!

The birthday boy in 4 days to come.

Awwww sweet happy family!!

I don't know how old is he anyway.

The cousins:)

Plus nephews and nieces.

Spot how dark i am.

Hahhahaha!!

Amran:D

He's there in every single picture.

How annoying!!

The uncles:)

The loving couple:)

They're growing up way too fast!!

My cousin and nephew.

Played Twister but we gave up cos all of us were on full tummy and the floor's too slippery.

My baby Fadli:)

Thank God we managed to cast a smile on Abg Li's face.

Our very sweet and nice cousin,

hope you liked the simple surprise.

Sports Spectra

2010-07-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

It was damn hot and humid i swear.

In addition,i only had 2hours of sleep throughout the night.

The sun's scorching bright and oh god i feel burnt all the time!! We did pretty well for the first 2 games.

We beat them down,whoever they are lah.
But the last 3 games were really disappointing.
We lost to the last 3 schools in our Team.

But we kept our spirits high for the other 2 RP teams,which are our junior.

They got into the quarter-finals.

And they got to play against each other.

Damn exciting!!
We were laughing like mad.

And definitely there's issue with some other school,such as NYP.

The same girls.

Same problem.

Hahaha what's new??

Hahha random shot!!

Pretty much enjoyed the day though we could have done better.

Shopped alone at Paya Lebar and get dinner for myself.

Hahhaha i'm that pathetic!!

But i ended the night well as Mr came to spend the night together.

We watched a movie and we both fell asleep.

How mad!!

But it was a really great night.

Thanks sweets,though i'm really tired.

Thanks for the night.

Meet Muni Day!!

2010-07-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

No pictures.

But i had a date with Muni.

No there's no vehicle.

Believe it or not,we travelled by public transport

AT FIRST.

Then we head to her place and off to IKEA.

Shopped a lil bit and off home.

Yay,extra stuffs for the room.

Sabby like!!

Boring!!

2010-07-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

I did nothing today.

Seriously BORED!!

Am getting tired of sitting at home.

Someone please save me from this agony.

Hahahaha drama mama only!

No training

2010-07-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

There's Captain's ball training today but i didn't attend cos i was feeling alil weak:(

Am nervous for Saturday.

Stamina's down,i know:(

Did i tell you??

2010-07-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Have i told you that i've already started painting the room??

It's progressing well baby:)

Colours will be revealed soon.

Promise!

Ponteng day for her!!

2010-07-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

I forced Sabina to skip work today.

And thank God she heed me:)

We were supposed to head to Suntec City for an ICA walk-in interview BUT my damn thumbdrive had got itself a virus.

Not one but TWO!!

So i can't print out the form which i'm supposed to bring along:(

Sad okay.

So i brought her over to Downtown East for Popeyes. Treated her there.
And guess what she said?
IT'S NOT NICE!!!
How sad!!
My money went down the drain.
I could have brought someone who would appreciate my treat man!
Then we head on to Tampines to get her perfume and we got a toy each at Toys R Us;)
We're still children at heart baby:)

Meet her parents session;)

2010-07-25T23:59:00.004+08:00

We woke up early in the morning to clean up the house.

Cleaned up every corner of the house and damn people started coming in already.

Here's our sexy Blackey in the hamster's cage. Hahahaha her haven't bathe face!!
We went across the road to future sis-in-law's place.
Had so much laughter cos everyone barely knows what to say.
It's sick it's funny!!
But yeah a bonding session.
The engagement date's fixed on the 17th October:)
Hurray!!
And we're back home.
For some while only.
Everybody left quite early:(

Baby Fadli.

Baby Fadil.

Damn when will the braces be off??

Really can't wait!!

And SURPRISE!!

Blackey was so afraid when he sees too many unknown faces in the house.

He went to hide.

Hahaha!

SCAREDY CAT!!

Lovely day indeed!!

My BELOVED:)

2010-07-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

Me and my only Blackey:)

The sun of the family.

Love him to bits!!

Anws i finally met Didi,Shabby and family.

Pretty fun even though it was only for a short while.

Miss you guys really.

Happy shalala;)

2010-07-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since we last chatted.

And i'm happy that i met my msn sweetheart again:)

Though not for long,we did get to reminisce our past for abit.

Yes we're that deeply in love with each other.

Thank you Allah,

you're definitely the greatest.

G.W.S.B

2010-07-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Bf is sick.

Get well soon love.

P.S: Happy Birthday FAIZUL!!

pukes

2010-07-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

I have this habit of winding down my window when i drive alone.

And yesterday was the worst experience ever.

At 12.45am,i was on my way to Changi North to fetch Aba from Choa Chu Kang.

Imagine this,along TPE,from Woodlands till Jalan Kayu,the smell of vomit filled the air.

It gets stronger and stronger till i reached Jalan Kayu.

I thought fine,it's over.

But the moment i reached Sengkang/Punggol area,the air smells like a freaking longkang or can i say the poo of the cows in Malacca!!

It's that very same smell..

EWWWWW!!!

It was that bad.

But i just love the wind and hate the aircon.

My bad my bad..

Thank you love:)

2010-07-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

It feels good to know that you're always there for me.

You made me a happy girl last night.

And i'm still beaming with joy thanks to the surprise.

I thought you were just lying about being in my premises.

But the moment i saw your red car,hearing your instructions through the receiver,i lost my appetite to eat!!

Hahahaa who loses his/her appetite to eat Mcdonalds when he/she's been craving for it??

Well i did.

You're truly a gem,

and i love you with all my heart.

Thank you love..

Back to Flextronics:))

2010-07-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

When i ended my contract last week,i wasn't present to bid goodbye to these guys.

So me and Farid came back to snap some pics as we left on the same day.

So we came during their break:) With Maricar:)
Mr Matiin..

An Peng...

The crazy guys!

My funny leader!!

Awww...gonna miss all of them:(

The peeps in the testing room...Old-timers baybeh!

Before i left:(

Sun Pan Pan:)

No no,no tears:))

Awesome day out??

2010-07-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

And so i'd spend the whole of my day jamming at Kiko's place today.

They said that i was crazy,i laughed like a lunatic,but little did they know that there's just too many issues running inside my mind right now.

It's suffocating and i swear most of my reactions were fake!!

Now this song's quite apt,

*Why does it happen in love??*

in a different way that is..

Haiz.

We're always here for you:)

2010-07-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

One of my close family member was diagnosed with breast cancer.

It shocked me,it shocked us all.

Someone so strong and whacky and fun to be with.

Still remembered her frequent visits to the hospital when late mum was dead sick.

With her sweet husband and her trail of little children.

May God bless her.

Someone nice had got a tough obstacle for herself.

Insyaallah,you'll stride through sis.

We'll try to visit you once a week at least.

Stay chirpy always:)

Superstitions crap!!

2010-07-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

I really hate people who are really superstitious!

Whenever i hear crap coming from them,i swear i rolled my eyes for them to see,or just walk away.

Just tell me,where is the damn logic?

Especially this cliche one.

*DON'T HAVE PICTURES TAKEN WHEN THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE IS ODD**

Cos why,one of them will die.

EXCUSE ME?!

Is that stupid or what!

No matter how many people there are in the picture,at the end of the day,we all know that everyone is going to die!!

Now that's the freaking fact.

Seriously,do you guys even own brains?

Believing in stupid superstitions,is just totally stupid.

P.S: i'm in a foul mood,but it's still stupid ah,bleah!

Motorcyclists!!

2010-07-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

Dear motorcyclists,please ride safe.

I truly despise you riders who thinks that you're cool cutting through people's lanes!!

I nearly hit this damn motorcycle.

You're already at a junction with the damn red light on.

So you freaking STOP!!

Why the hell do you need to swerve out from where you are and into another junction which may cause freaking major injuries to yourself?

If i hadn't hit the brakes at the right time,you're a goner i swear.

What about this trembling driver who's of the right way??

Lucky you know you were wrong.

I saw your face was as pale as a corpse putting up your hand time and again,pleading sorry for your action!

So please,stop acting cool you people,think about the consequences,cos you're not the only soul using the damn road.

You guys are always getting on my nerves.

ROAD NUISANCE!

And i felt empty

2010-07-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i felt this calmness.

It's true that i've been busy slogging at work every single day till i don't even feel guilty that i've been skipping too much prayers.

I ended my contract with Flextronics today.

And i'm still not budging forward,i still don't know where i'm heading to.

It's thursday night and my heart moved me to recite.

But my heart was really heavy.

Every single line brings me so much heartache that churns out heavy tears rolling out of my eyes.

Suddenly i missed so many things/people around me that had gone missing for too long.

I don't know why it came,but i find it just too hard to recite properly and smoothly.

I just hope that nothing bad's gonna happen anytime soon.

But there's just something that's so unclear,and it's coming.

May HE clarify it soon.

Amin.

Aagaya Aagaya...

2010-07-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

Oh oh it's here..

But Qaiyum's cheering me up now.

Thanks yaar,you're the best!!

Musykil

2010-07-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

Am i really quitting??

Oh Allah,show me the right path.

Amin.

Always...

2010-07-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Seriously...i didnt know there's so much issues running in your mind.

Im sorry that all of these happened and i kinda lag in anticipating them, in which you are affected real badly.

But to top it all,i'm so proud that i have you as my boyfriend.

I may keep silent,but you made me smile so much.

Cos you addressed this issue so calmly, that i didn't feel pressurized or tired of hearing what you have to say.

And one thing that i wanna beg you,please don't ever assume that what we had planned, to vow as lifelong partners,are all my crazy hallucination.

I want, and really hope that it'll happen sweety.

You should know that you're already a huge part of my life whom I treasure and love so much, and i dare to say that I can't live without you right at this moment.

I think about you all the time..and it hurts me that you'd felt alil neglected cos of the actions i'd failed to provide you.

Really really sorry baby,i've no intention of creating a gap in between us. I'll mend my flaws,just for you.

Love you sweetheart,always...

Yay yay ABG YAN tunang!!!

2010-07-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

And so finally,our cousin is getting married sooon!

Here are some pictures,feel free to browse through:) We were in yellow anyways.

Don't ask me why:p
The journey to Bedok was kinda fun.
I used to be the passenger but this time round,i'm the one driving my cousins.
Lovely.

The aunt's with Abg Yan's fiance.

Me and Nana slipped away cos we're bored plus it was too humid.

And off home to pick dad up from work then straight to the hospital where we met the rest.

And KK's damn cool cos they have this Ronald Macdonald family room where there's nobody taking care of it and damn it you have the whole place to yourself.

You can freaking surf the net,play in the playroom,eat in the library and they have their very own dining area!!

Oh god!

Too pretty!

At the playroom.

Surfing the net.

The very clean toilet!

The dining area.

Awesome...

To my cousin-in-law,it's so good to see you so strong.

You've lost something,but i hope you'll be tough in going through it all.

Get well soon:)

For full album,click here:)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=180585&id=715723094&l=d8033f893c

And i still can't believe it that you're gone

2010-07-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

I cried when i see Blackey playing alone.
I can't bear to leave him alone.
Why is it so fast??
:(

R.I.P Whitey:'(

2010-07-09T08:39:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought i could be happy that tonight's gonna be my last day of doing night shift,i received a very bad bad bad news that i'm tearing like mad right now.

My neighbour came knocking on my door,informing us that she and her friend found Whitey dead in a pool of blood early this morning.

He'd been missing for 3 days and we couldn't locate him,and we'd always thought that he'd do fine,but little did we know that we're gonna lose him this fast.Now I'm gonna miss seeing him lazing in the balcony.
I'm gonna miss putting him to sleep like this.

I'm gonna miss calling him Smelly Ass.

I'm gonna miss cuddling with him.

And i'm gonna miss him like mad!!!!

The noises he makes when he kicks the door to be let in/out.

The way he sits around the hamsters' cages,watching them,teasing them.

The chase i had to make when he ran away,hiding at the staircase.

I didn't even have the chance to see him one last time.

Thank you neighbours for cleaning away his blood and burying him so near to us.

Though i think it's a good thing that we didn't get to see him in a pitiful state,i still feel guilty that we weren't there for him when he was attacked.

I'll miss you Whitey,we'll miss you,

and Blackey will definitly miss you more than anything else.

We're sorry,and we love you,take care down there.

:'(

And he got it all wrong!!

2010-07-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

Wanna hear a lil story from me??

Well it happened at my workplace.

There's this new technician who came in and he's from China,where almost everybody there belongs to.

It's really hard to communicate with them in English,cos it's either they don't understand me or they chose to act to understand me by replying to me with only-God-knows-what-the hell-they-are-saying.

And so back to him...

One morning,he was walking pass by me,my sis and a China friend of mine.

So i asked her, "Shuai ah?"

I'm asking her whether he's up to her peference or not.

Oh God is it my tone that she didn't understand?!!

And so she called him and said that i told her that he's handsome!!

So what the hell!!!

I burst out laughing cos she really did crack me up but little did i know that that guy is now thinking that i may have a liking on him.

Cos

RIGHT NOW,..

he kept on smiling at me,he opened the cupboard for me,and sis said that he kept on taking peeks at me!

Well it's kinda obvious that now i can't be bothered to even look or smile at him.

Now my colleagues are all laughing at me:(

Damn,thank god i'm ending my contract next week.

I'll just let him be in love for a few days more.

Muahahahahahaha!

Okay i'm so bad!

Hahaha!

But still,it's really ewwww lah!

Now i wanna whine to my bf.

He gotta know this.

I'm sure he'll wish me all the best.

-_______-

Labour??

2010-07-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone!!

It's 3.45am now and i'm not at work cos the damn cramps decided to give me a surprise visit before i got ready for work.

And so i was trying my best to hit my tummy umpteen times,just so it'll be nicer to me next time.

It happened last month,and again this month.

Now tell me what's happening?

It wasn't this often previously.

And can i ask you girls something?

Do PINK panadols really work??

I've already got a earful from my bf,cos i whined too much and refused to take any form of medication.

And now he's asleep when i can't cos i guessed my body clock's already adjusted to the night shift.

Poor sister all alone at work.

She must be damn bored there since i'm not around.

She can't even stop smsing me when she was otw to work just now.

Hahahaha see she missed me!!

*now i swear she's gonna roll her eyes when she reads this*

Now i wanna surf the night till sis gets home.

Right,we shall see if that's gonna happen.

Toodles ya all:)

Red is in!!!

2010-07-06T15:03:00.001+08:00

Oh nooooooo!!!

It's the time of the month again!!!

I hope i won't be gifted with any cramps this time round.

Especially on sleepy night shift.

SHOO AWAY YOU ANNOYING THING!!

And to top it off,i've yet to recover from my flu and pathetically crazy sore throat.

It's real annoying..

Work's in approximately 4hours time.

:))

Happy Birthday Aisyah:))

2010-07-05T17:31:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to my friend,Aisyah aka Isya.

Happy birthday babe!!

Let's go out to celebrate your 20th this Saturday!!

And sorry it has to be a short post cos i gotta get ready for work now.

Toodles!!

Syed Haiqal's cukur rambut ceremony

2010-07-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

So have you heard that my cousin had already gave birth?

Okay it's been a month now and so it's the baby's ceremony

(i don't know what it's called in english:P)

Got to meet my maternal cousins.

It feels so good just to be around them.

Lots of pictures taken definitely!!We came and we camwhored FIRST.

Lotsa babies down there.

Without most of them.

Baby Amran smiles with all his teeth on display.

Fadli!

And now it's makan time!

Yummmy.

The monkeys!

All soo happy ah!

The kecohrable aunts!

Like wedding already sia.

hahahhahah!!

And that's my guy cousin who's getting engaged NEXT WEEK,with that lady in tudung right at the end of the pic.

Before going inside..

That smart lil gal.

At the balcony.

-.-

Shasya:)

I like the effect!

Scary but nice.

Ayu aka Q.

Ayit and a baby.

Ain:)

Kacang KUDA!!

Still conversing...

Sufi and gang.

Yipppeee:D

First Lady's models.

On the stairs.

Hahahahhaa this must happen you see.

MENTEL!!!

The meows!!

Damn im tired of typing in captions now.

This is from Syira's camera.
Lovely:D

Yeah i know it's supposed to be pictures of the Babyboy in this whole post.

But you've seen too many pictures of us camwhoring and not him!

So here's the cutie lil baby,

Syed Haiqal.

Nana:)

Last shot before we make a move cos we were rushing to work!!!

And my favourite pic for now,taken by Shasya.

See you cousins next week,all in pretty pretty dresses!!

MUACKS!!!

Vicky's 21st!

2010-07-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

Remember Vicky??

My classmate in Year 1 Semester 2.

Well,me,Saiful and Domnic were invited to her 21st birthday bash which was a blast!!

Awesome plcae,awesome food,awesome music,and it was great to get to meet the whacky guys after a crazy long period of not hanging out.

And cutely,they were so kanchiong that we are the first few ones to reach there. Lovely ambience i can say.
Dom's skill!
Too good:)

Her makeover picture.

Looking sweet there babe:D

And i was one of the 7 candlegirls.

Hahhaha impromptu i swear!

And there's the birthday girl while we're watching her montage video.

Our last picture with her.

Happy birthday Vicky!

May we hang out again real soon!

Thanks for the invite,we really enjoyed ourselves.

And i sent the guys home and off home.

Lovely night:)

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........

2010-07-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

I remembered shivering everytime i stepped into the testing room again.

Darn the aircon's too strong,that my body ached like mad.

Last night was my worst,i felt like sleeping,and so i was dancing around the room,trying to keep myself warm and shed of the sleepiness.

And i miss my bf..

Day 1- accomplished

2010-07-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

Day 1 is over:)

Was supposed to go for a jammin session just now,but i realised that i couldn't sing only after spending nearly half an hour in the loo.

I slept for a short 4 hours today.

Let's see if it's sufficient for me to withstand throughout the whole of Day 2.

Heee...gotta go now!

BYEBYE!!

And today's the day:)

2010-06-30T12:17:00.000+08:00

And it's 12hour night shift tonight!!

Pretty excited for it cos i love to challenge myself.

But at the end of the week,i'll be the one feeling shagged:)

Heh heh heh!!

Anyways,my contract is supoosed to end today.

But i'm continuing till the night shift ends.

You now this is when the big bucks comes.

And i'm definitely ecxited to see my new bank account growing,cos i've got plans you see.

Gotta go shopping in awhile to withstand the night.

Here we go again!!!

Sabby's sick:(

2010-06-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

Hate to admit that i'm sick.

But hell yeah i am.

No idea what caused my nose and throat to act up.

You know you can give me the worse illness ever,but i seriously can't stand flu at any point of time!!

Hard to sleep,and when you wake up,your nose's like a running tapwater.

I hope fever's not tagging along soon.

Seriously no way to that!!

Nevertheless,i can't stop saying this to myself,

i loveeee my bf.

Thoooo tweeeeettt:))

2010-06-28T11:41:00.001+08:00

What beats the fact that sabby received a sooo sweet sms early in the morning?

It's telepathy.

His came in first while i was typing something for him.

Love is great.

God is greater for showering me with this blissful love.

Now who says that Mondays is always blue?

Doesn't apply for me:P

Great day everyone!!

Relaxing Sunday..

2010-06-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was crazy.

Came back from dental feeling all drowsy.

Was falling asleep whe Muni asked me out to accompany her lil cousins to Pasir Ris Park.

And so we did.

Hot and sweaty and back home.

Night was a date out with my precious Mr.

A short one that is,and off home,and chatted with Muni on the phone till close to 6am!!

Crazy or what!

We were like crazy drunkards mumbling repeated stuffs again and again.

Hahaha!!

And i woke up pretty late duh!

Spring cleaning today.

Now the house looks presentable:)

And i don't know which shift to report to work for tomorrow.

OOPS!!

Make it my Saturday??

2010-06-26T08:16:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone!!

Yea i know it's frigging early to start my Saturday.

But it's not really a Saturday for me:(

Today's a working day for me and sis is not going.

Do i have a choice to not go?

Haiyah...and night shift's starting either on Monday or Wednesday.

Here comes shaggy sabby!

Alrighty i gotta go shower cos i've got dental appointment at 11!

*shrugs*

Seriously,what a Saturday!!

Or should i just skip work?

Heeee;)

Rain rain rain come again:)

2010-06-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

I slept through my morning.

Thank God Mr woke me up just in time.

What a Friday!!

Whitey Whitey

2010-06-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

Whitey seems a lil weird after coming home from rehab.

RIGHT REHAB!!!

Hahahahah!

Nolah he was just missing for a few days,and my neighbour claimed that he was attacked by fierce female cats!

I saw his broken claws and very sad and scared face when he entered the house.

Poor baby..

And he loves to coop himself up in the bathtub,all alone.

Why baby,why??See,he'd never looked this timid before:(
So quiet,so lonely,so sad:(

Even Blackey was left to sleep all alone.

Get well soon Whitey:)

Now watch them kitties playing outside the house.

They love the floor and the sunlight.

Only God knows why.

Love them both!!

That's how much you meant to me..

2010-06-23T11:21:00.000+08:00

Baby..

i just wanna let you know that you meant alot to me.

I'm surprised that despite not getting to meet as often,you're still able to keep me close.

Getting angry over some perverts at my workplace,calling me during your breaks,till now,my heart still thumps when i see your name on display.

Your scent,your smile,your laughter never fail to melt me down.

The maturity of your words,your thoughts kept giving me a concrete assurance that we're gonna be good together,always.

From the bottom of my heart,i really feel bad to keep you waiting.

You're eligible enough to put an end to this happiness and realise your dreams.

And on the other hand,i'm still struggling to achieve that dream of mine.

Though you've set the time,i'm sorry that we have to wait and see if God had planned the same for us.

I can never ask for more than this bliss that had been rewarded to me.

Yeah we did have our bad moments,but we stride through them,with our love getting stronger and stronger each passing day.

Thank you for it all.

I wish that someday you came upon this,cos i'm so clumsy when i'm with you that my words are always jumbled up,and i ended up saying something silly,till you shake your head and gave me that adorable smile of yours.

I appreciate your actions,your gestures,and most importantly,your love.

Now who say i need a better life when i've already got your hand in mine??

Love you deeply,

it's all inside me.

Awwww baby...

2010-06-22T12:12:00.000+08:00

"But one thing for sure though we kindda lapsed in meetings lately,my love for you is not the least affected.. In fact it got more!! I love u sweetiepie!!"

Awwww you're the sweetest thing ever!

You know i love you too:)

always..

Monday loves

2010-06-21T13:21:00.001+08:00

Whitey is back!!

Yayness!!

In a very very happy mood:)

Work better be good!

Happy ABA day:)

2010-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

We may not have shown that we loved you.

We may not have done enough to show you that we do care for you.

And though we didn't say it,planting a kiss or a hug to you,

Happy father's day Aba:)

You know you're the best dad in the whole wide world.

You're both my mum and my dad,and tell me how many guys out there is just like you?

They're nowhere close.

Love you,

and i hope you love my treat though my plan didn't work out right:(

Anws,Whitey had been missing for days.

His sister is missing him badly.

Poor Blackey:(( I finally get to meet my Mr.

Ony God knows how much i missed him.

The moment i saw him from afar,this lips automatically stretched out to form a smile.

I'm happy that he's fine,and i'm happy that his aunts are nice and warm.

I didn't feel out of place,and they made me happy,just like you did sweety.

And no worries,you're not a bad bf.

I understand what's happening,let's let time stroll for awhile.

I'll always love you,

always.

And she worked hard today:)

2010-06-19T17:59:00.001+08:00

Believe it or not..

Sabby did OT today.

Though she didn't wake up on time for work,she still made it.

First time,

and last??

Goodbye Muthu:(

2010-06-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

Finally there's pics at work which i can show you guys.

Alright there was an occassion.

My very nice partner has resigned.

This is my current station.

I'll be going back to my first station today since Muthu's not gonna be there anymore.

The Passed motherboards collector.

Pan Pan:)
My beloved Muthu.

The kecoh makciks!

Pics during 2nd break.

I'm so gonna miss her man.

The testing peeps:D

-.-

Goodbye Muthu!

Hope you love the gifts we bought for you.
See you in 3 months time!!

L-O-V-E

Share SCARE

2010-06-17T12:33:00.001+08:00

Remember Nakshatra 2009?

Malio recorded this:) and look at how much i'm suffering,all bent down trying my best to sing.

HURHUR!!

Holding hands

2010-06-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

Had a dangerous walk home with sis last night.

Thought of trying,and it turned out scary cos there's no pavement for us for about 20mins!

And people might have assumed our profiles:P

Thank God we're back home,safe.

But it was real fun:)

-----------------------------------------------

I know it's a lovely weather to sleep in.

But i couldn't take the heat,it's just too cold.

And guess who i found under the comforter,nicely snuggling beside me?

My baby Whitey!!

Hahaha he's so annoying lor.

* Getting to hear your voice in the morning,hmmm...heaven. **

You're 20 bestie!!

2010-06-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

To my bestie who's far far away in Australia...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

You're missed and i wished that you're here so that i can arrange a surprise party for you,just like those times.
But yeah you're pretty busy with school there.

I'm sorry for the lack of interaction.

I hope to meet you soon.

Have a blast!!

Love:)

Five.

2010-06-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dearest Mum,

it's exactly five years since you left.

I still think that time passed too quickly.

I miss you like mad.

I've been through so many nasty roads without you accompanying me.

Yes i cried,you know i'm not strong without you.

I yearned for your presence,i yearned to have you in my dreams,facing me,speaking to me.

I yearned for all of that.

Maybe it's too soon.

You still want me to miss you more than that before showing up.

I know i've been rather selfish.

I've tried my best to keep you very close to me,in my heart,in my soul,in my mind,in every part of me.

But the least that i can hope for is that my prayers reaches you.

I love you,and i still wish that you're here with me.

Miss you terribly mum.

See you soon.

Great??

2010-06-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

I had a great Sunday.

Sang my lungs out.

But i still wished that you're the one i spent my day with.

That's how much i miss you.

May you be well,always.

And they streamed down:'(

2010-06-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

And when i couldn't hold it any longer,i let them down.

I felt so much better now.

But i still miss you.

Please come back.

:'(

YOu did it!!

2010-06-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

I'm being fickled now.

I feel like getting out of this.

It's like i can't be bothered when things are tormenting my heart and mind.

Now it really doesn't matter cos i'm strong enough to handle this despite letting out little tears in my sleep.

You wanna be different?

I can be different too.

As much as i don't like yours,neither will you like mine.

I hope God shows us something before it's too late.

Come on cheer up Sabby!

JAI HO!!

Why should i feel this way??

2010-06-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that i feel like i lack of everything.

Lack of love,lack of care,lack of happiness.

I don't feel good these few days.

Why can't i be patient for long?

Haiz,tough phase.

I hate this.

SHOO!

S.A.D

2010-06-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sad.

Really.

:'(

Ramly Burger

2010-06-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me why.

I've just got an issue with it.

There's only one thing that i'll get excited about when there's a pasar malam at my place.

Yes,

RAMLY BURGER!

Just cos we're banned from bringing them in from Malaysia.

BUT!

It's pretty amazing how the prices shot up in years.

In Malaysia,i think they were selling it at only RM2 to RM2.50 if i recalled correctly.

Now in the pasar malam,they're selling at S$2.50!

Which is equivalent to a high profit margin for them sellers.

It's almost double man!

And what's worst,they killed the taste.

With addition of barbecue sauce and cheese and what nots.

Oh and hell yeah,special is at S$3.

With egg and cheese that is.

I just had it 2 nights ago and i don't find it nice at all.

I can easily say that it's much more worth it to pay for a double cheeseburger which is at only S$2 from Mcdonalds.

So much nicer,and lesser waiting time.

Simply

R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S!!

K i'm done with my ratting!

Happy birthday twinnies:)

2010-06-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

The twins turned 4 today!!!

Freaking fast i swear!! Their BIG cake!!
Look at them happily smiling away!

He's the quieter one when he was younger,and now,he's the funnier one,very comical and cheeky!!

The food's yummy.

Western spread:)

Happy birthday cute ones.

You're both growing too fast now.

But lovely family bonding last night while watching a horror movie.

My uncle's seriously funny.

He just can't shut his mouth,i kinda predict the story when the movie had just started.

But it's okay,i can't be bothered to listen to the dialogues.

I miss the whole big family.

Are we even getting any better?

W.e.a.k

2010-06-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

I just came back from the twins' lil bday party.

Pictures will be up tomorrow:)

Night!

Go home!!

2010-06-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

I had a terrible time at work yesterday.

Mences cramps was killing me!!

I feel like puking,i feel like fainting,i ended up jamming the toilet up.

There's only 2 cubicles,and i was sitting inside for almost 30mins,falling asleep cos i couldn't stand the pain.

I could hear the people queueing up saying the possibility of the person inside,which is me,fainted in the cubicle.

I wasn't in the mood to laugh,duh!

I went out,with an expressionless face,walked right in front of their eyes and off to report to my leader.

She shoo-ed me home.

Hahaha how nice.

So yeah i did,but i was fine too soon.

Head off to Mustafa with Muni to buy my stuffs and had a drink at Teh Tarik for awhile and off home.

----------------------------------------------------------------------

Today's just a slacking day.

Managed to clean up the room for abit.

But i was feeling too tired cos i was on the line with Muni till 430am!

Hahaha talking about us:))

Now watch my kitties.

They were sleeping as if they worked during the weekdays.
Awww look at him!!

And we're nearly done with scrapping our sexy wall in the room.

I wonder when we'll be done.

Too much pauses:P

Okay my hair's not that short afterall.

But still short ah!

My sexy sweetheart;)

Siblings love.

Awwwww....

Blackey sayang2-ing Whitey.

My cutie-pies.

Sleeping away.

-___-

And she's hanging on the chair,sleeping away too!

Hahhahahah!!!

And the graduation pic reached !

And i looked like i'm having constipation.

ME NO LIKE!!!
Now gdnite,i'm doing OT tmr.

BYE!

What if.

2010-06-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

I'm on emotional mode today.

Cos last night i was stuck reading and feeling the turmoil of a girl who'd lost her 9 years bf due to a fatal bike accident.

It just struck me hard thinking that i wouldn't wanna be in her position.

I know i'd rather die.

In these time,individuals are much more closer to their bf/gf.

Trust me,even i feel like i'm closer to my Mr more than i'm with my dad,brothers and sister.

Closer in a sense that i share everything with him,my secrets,whatever happen day in day out.

This bond between me and him,i would never wanna lose.

Can you imagine the hurt of getting no calls when you're constantly on the line,giggling away every single day;when he's not there.

It's gonna be terrible.

Like seriously.

It hit me bad.

So i reversed the time when i first fell in love with him.

As i read through his msgs,my tears flowed.

I'm appreciating him more right now.

From a fight a month to none,this i wanna accomplish.

Not that i've not been appreciating him,but i'm just adding more value to this relationship.

Hope we can achieve our plans and dreams,just like the couple wished to.

I feel him,i feel her,may his soul rest in peace.

Now speaking of Mr,he gave me a morning sms today.

It made me smiled that i still have him with me,and i felt the love that the girl is missing after he left.

But you know things between me and Mr will never be serious for long.

He's a really funny chap who don't like to think about serious matters.

There'll be means of humour in him.

Take today for example.

He told me he's going to the gym to work-out this morning.

But when he called me,he wasn't,cos he was experiencing chest pains earlier,

AND YOU SHOULD HEAR WHAT HE SAID NEXT!

I was starting to worry already.

".....i think there's too much phlegm and oxygen,and i didn't wanna go to gym cos i don't wanna die in shorts. Not cool."

Tell me lah,how can i not laugh??

Hahahaa he's really a clown and i'm totally in love with him.

Now did i just say that?

Oh wells,i've gotta be honest in my own space.

Though he doesn't read it,i'm sure he knows how much he means to me.

He's greatly loved.

And i miss him,

alot.

Ooo we nearly died!

2010-06-03T02:27:00.000+08:00

Haahaha i can't stop laughing at the fact that everybody who didn't turn up on Tuesday were terminated!!

Well,i'm part of the clan too if you're wondering.

But me,my sis and another colleague had been saved by our leader.

As much as attendance was the main concern,the 3 of us were given one more chance cos of our performance.

Are they kidding me?

-____-

I thought i was the slackiest.

Haha but they'd seen only the best in me!

Muahahaha k kidding.

But thank God we were saved,cos i'm sure Dad's gonna kill us!

Now i promise to be devoted to Flextronics.

R-I-G-H-T!

We'll see to that.

Whitey-shakes head

2010-06-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

I have only one naughty kitten.

It's Whitey.

He'll run out whenever he sees the door slightly ajar.

As fast as he can and up to the 6th storey.

I don't know why,but he seems to be so interested with the cupboard outside my neighbour's house.

He'll be just there.

I always know where to look for him.

I just have to call out his name,and he'll start mewing.

My Whitey:)

formspring.me

2010-06-01T17:05:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Sabira89

Should i? Should i not?

2010-06-01T11:14:00.000+08:00

I feel like skipping work today.

Should i??

Thought of staying home and do some massive cleaning!

HEEE!!!

I'm sooo motherly right?

I KNOW!!!

L.A.T.E

2010-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

I woke up at freaking 1.17pm when work starts at 3pm.

Super doomed Monday!

I love you

2010-05-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

Guy: i love you

Gal: i love you more

Guy: sure or not? how you know? nvm,we love each other okay?

;))

Chop it up!!

2010-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

I used to cry alot seeing my hair getting chopped away.

My mum used to do all the haircuts in the family.

But every single time she's done with mine,i'll stomp my feet into the toilet,bang the door and cry my heart out.

It's that painful for me you see.

HOWEVER,

i was really on random mode today.

I walked in into a salon,all alone.

Made it fast,and out of there without even taking a look into the mirror to check out my hair.

I went home,and i think it's fine.

It's definitely shorter and easier to maintain now.

Style wise,

i don't give a damn.

Yay Yay i finally got a haircut after __years of saying that i wanted to.

;)

Bibi and Mali,are you proud of me now?

Finally!

2010-05-28T20:20:00.001+08:00

I'm done with my night shifts.

It's freaking over:)

And i had a real good rest today.

Simply rest and relax.

Just ended a conversation with my Mr.

It's been a long time since we last did that man.

Thanks to the night shift!

Now i gotta do some clean-up in the house.

Cos i'm living with a bunch of messy people!

GRRRRRRRRR!!!

AND I SLEEP

2010-05-27T16:56:00.001+08:00

I patted Whitey,

and

I FELL ASLEEP.

-____-

FULL

2010-05-26T15:17:00.001+08:00

We ended work too early this morning.

So me and sis decided to have breakfast while waiting for Dad.

Bought for him food too and we slept on a FULL stomach.

Damn full i must say!!

Now im awake and i shan't go back to sleep cos it'll make me feel more tired.

And and night shift's ending by this week.

So hell yeah!

I'm missing my late night hang-out with my Mr.

Okay fine,i've been missing him alot.

Late night talks,here we come again:)

And did i tell you that he's a doctor person?

MC here MC there.

Hahaha!!

Never-ending!

My beloved drama-king!

Sleepy:(

2010-05-25T13:20:00.002+08:00

Hey i just came back from JB.

Shopping spree,whatever you call it,straight from work.

And i've yet to get my sleep.

I know the car was swaying when i drove just now.

Thank God,we reached home safely.

Now i wanna sleep.

Nights!

Morning glory

2010-05-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

Okay i didn't wake up in the morning.

I woke up at 1++pm.

Was supposed to wake Mr up at 8am but i was too deep in my sleep.

And the moment i woke up,i see my lil kitties playing around with an artificial pink rose.

Blackey...

She puked again today. Hahahah selfish lil bugger.
And Whitey was looking at her playig alone with the pink rose.

See...still under her body!

And finally,Whitey got it:)

Hahhaha they're so cute can!

Damn i'm still sleepy now.
:(

Meet his family day:)

2010-05-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

I woke up feeling nervous.

Everything went wrong.

My hair tangled when i've finally decided on going for a haircut.

I didnt get to eat my favourite Mac breakfast meal cos it's a freaking weekend!!

I didnt get the wedges that i loved!
Super super sad sia!

Anyways,i'm nervous cos it's gonna be my first meet with all of them after securing a status with him.

And they didn't get to know from him,but they merely sensed it while watching the videos from my first and last wedding performance with the band. I was punctual of course.

Thank God Sabina and her bf were there to accompany me.

I'd die if i'm all alone.

Me and my minah-sis!

Hahhaha she's so gonna kill me if she sees this.
While waiting for Marhaban to end.
She feeling angmoh only!
HMPH!!

For once,i feel like i own a big pair of eyes.

Cos my sis's eyes are smaller than mine.

Kwang kwang kwang.

When she looked back at this picture,she said,

"Omg,i look like a Mom."

Wahahahaha epic siah!

How the hell we both ended up wearing blue?

Hell we were choosing what to wear at freaking 2am the previous night.

Heee Sabira and Sabina.

Haha she don't look like me at all.

Not even the skin man!
And finally,Mr came over to lead us.

I was shivering when he showed me around.

Not that i've never met them before.

It just feel different you see.

Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna.

Will always remember what you asked me.

:))
Next i sang with Uncle Ali from Geet.

He seriously shocked me to death.

He was just chatting with me by the side when i asked him to sing a song.

He said he can't sing,but he'd already chosen the song and i was supposed to duet with him.

He's cool,he's nice,check him out!

Awhile later,sis and her bf wanted to leave.

So i drove them to the interchange and picked Muni up.

Thank God she's willing to accompany me.

Else i'll be there,all alone.

And then we had a plan of spending the night having dinner together.

So i decided to send the car to Dad and cab back to Mr's to stay.

And Miss Muni's the driver:)

And i'm happily sitting down beside her,watching her hit on the accelerator,while she gasps throughout the whole journey.

It wasn't that far anyway.

Hahahahah!!

And Dad was all smiles when he saw her.

Annoying!

Flirt only this Munirah!

Then we had trouble looking for a cab,so we walked all the way out to Expo's cab queue.

Thank God it was brisk.

And there we are,back at the scene.

Her hands always looked pretty.

ANNOYING!

And here's the last duet of the day.

Mujhe Haq Hai:)

I'll remember what you asked here too:)

It's scary when his Mum was sitting directly in front of us and observing us.

I can see assessments being carried out.

Wahahahaha!!!

His cute cousin,Neha:)

Somebody's disturbing us.

But she made our day!

RIGHT!
And so,to wrap it up,all's well,all's good.

It's exciting,scary,you feel me.

Thanks Mr for understanding.

You're the best!!

Now how do i tell my Dad?

Can you guys help me with this?

Ideas please!!!

Lethargic

2010-05-22T19:03:00.002+08:00

So here's the weekend.

And i've slept my 9 hours away.

Didn't wake up for a haircut nor short shopping.

And now i'm down with a pretty crazy headache cos i slept in too long i guess.

I haven't eat a single thing now,but i feel like i've diarrhea.

Crazy crazy.

Body,please adapt to this fast.

Thank you,

very much.

One more

2010-05-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

In less than 2 hours time,i'll be at work again.

Wooohooo last one before the weekend!

And believe it or not,i'm gonna get a haircut.

Wait,did i just lied again?

We shall see whether i'm really up to it this time.
But one thing's for sure,my hair's getting too annoying for me to handle.

1st day done

2010-05-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!

My first 12 hour night shift's pretty awesome.

Barely 20 people around cos the overtime is just for my department.

It was hell,it was crazy.

Cos they made me do new things,which i have to do my own trial and error everytime they give me a new tester.

It feels like i'm taking a science module in the lab man.

But i was happy i made it through the night.

Had my sleep and now i'm dead famished!

Second last day before the weekends.

Let's zoom,

time!

Kitties LOVED

2010-05-19T13:33:00.000+08:00

They're the joy in my house.

Everybody in the family loves them.

Coming back from work,all tired,they are the first ones we meet and hug! Hahaaa i kept on calling her a broomstick.

Just look at the colour of her hair..
:))

Frames off the cabinet is pretty usual nowadays.

Now he's big enough to climb up there and have a nice sleep.

Oh kities,here comes our 12 hour shift.

We gonna miss you two!!

Here we go again

2010-05-18T11:00:00.003+08:00

Hey good morning all!!

I'm up early to complete some house chores.

And yeah,i'm starting my crazy 12 hours shift tomorrow.

It's gonna be awesome money once again:)

Looking forward to it definitely!

Have a nice Tuesday all.

Monday

2010-05-17T09:59:00.000+08:00

Work today:)

Monday greens!!

Eye-key-ah!

2010-05-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

Look at the scratches my lil whitey left on my back:(

Yes yes i bathed him and that's the consquences.

No barebacks for me now!!

Hahaha i talk as if i wear them.

-___-

Looks like so OUCH right?

Ohh nvm!

Anyways,i had a lovely day out with Mr.

Both of us were supposed to get a haircut,but his stylist was away!

So we went to our second planned destination,which was Eye-key-ah!

Okay fine,that's how you should pronounce it wokay!

IKEA,that's where we spent our day.

Hahah feeling as if we're married lor!

Okay not.

I've been planing to have a makeover for my room.

And Mr is still contemplating whether he should do that too,OR shift to a new place and do up the whole house.

Damn the things there are really super nice!!

I feel like grabbing them all.

I'm waiting for my next pay to come in,cos i've got it all planned:)

And and,you guys should really try Magnum Gold.

Super awesome!!

But it definitely come with a price.

No worries,it's definitely worth it,and Mr seemed to gulped it at one go!

Hahaha kidding,my lil surprise worked.

He's happy and i'm happier!!

Wooohooo!!

Nite all!

Saturday Saturday

2010-05-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

It feels like a Friday though.

Well cos i'm working.

Haiyah!

Enjoy your weekends!

I'm heading out to Changi North 6 now:)

Toodles!

Sick.

2010-05-14T11:49:00.001+08:00

I guess 2010's a sick year.

I rarely fall sick.

But it's not even half a year yet,and i've been falling sick for quite a number of times already.

This is shit.

Like seriously!!

I've planned on days which i want things done,and it's all not gonna happen in the end.

What luck!

Goodbye Republic Polytechnic:)

2010-05-13T18:29:00.001+08:00

3 years had passed by so quickly.

I remembered the very first time i stepped into school.

I was dead nervous.

But i made friends.

As much as i hate presentations,it helped me to be a more jovial and vocal person now.

Making a fool of myself while presenting,inserting craps in my presentation slides,that are some of the major things i do in school.

I learned?

Yes,abit.

It's great that in RP,every individual are responsible for their own learning.

You can choose to be lazy,you can choose to be hardworking,you can choose to be neither.

Im neither here nor there.

There are days when i feel like learning,and there are some days i don't feel like it.

But whatever it is,the only motivation that kept me going are my friends and only my friends.

It's been a pleasure meeting people from many different wakes of life.

It was great being with all of you.

Thank you lovelies,thank you Dr.Leng,thank you all in RP.

And Aba,

have i make you proud at least for today?

*Ignore the grammar mistake,can't be bothered to re-edit*

Tmr's the day

2010-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

It's 1.19am.

And i'm not asleep yet though my eyes are hurting like hell.

Graduation is tmr.

And i'm to meet Qaiyum at 7.15am!!

Damn it!

Night!

Fiddle dee do dum??

2010-05-11T11:08:00.000+08:00

Sabina's taking her BTT test today.

And i'm gonna be heading to work all by myself.

No break friend,but heck lah,i'm sure i'll be fine.

Actually she don't even need to take leave siah.

Work starts at 3pm only what.

-_____-

Annoying sister of mine!

Anyways,i'm down with some kinda throat pain thanks to the Slurpee i gulped down my throat at midnight.

Hahha serves me right,RIGHT?

Alrighty i gotta clear up some stuffs in the house before getting ready for work.

Have a nice day all.

Byebye!

T.H.R.E.E

2010-05-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes i just need to cry to let it out."

Three problems in a day.

Hmm how bad can it get??

I was feeling down to the max at 2 freaking am.

Thank God Mr was there to accompany me.

Now i'm a happy girl cos it's a new day.

Say what you want,spread what you need.

I don't give a damn,cos all i need in my life right now is,the help of God to eliminate those people who're trying to destruct me.

Do it once,i can be quiet,do it twice,and you've just hit my button.

I beg you,do not drown him into the matter.

He's not at fault at all.

Wanna clear things up that you've kindly misinterpreted,do it personal,with me.

Cos i jolly well know what i meant.

Selfish people.

No one to wish yet again.

2010-05-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

I miss spreading out presents for you in the corner of my room.

I miss getting you gifts,i miss wrapping up your gifts.

I miss seeing your smile upon seeing the gifts,i miss getting your kisses in exchange for a thank you.

I miss you alot Mum.

The people around me aren't making situation better.

I feel they're all so selfish.

I feel forgotten,it's just as if we're surviving on our own,with no family support.

So much for 'air dicincang tiada putus'.

But heck care,as long as you lived in my heart,i wouldn't ask for anything.

Happy Mother's Day

to you who's not been present for 5 years now.

Love you forever.

It's PINK:)

2010-05-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

Thank God i didn't oversleep today.

Though i was 5mins late for my appointment.

OOPSS!!

Early in the morning,i'm already at Tanjong Pagar.

I seriously hate mrt rides.

What's with the seats.

Where do i look when there's a row of people sitting right in front of you.

I can't be staring at them right?

And looking down at the floor makes me feel sleepy like mad.

Damn the train ride!!

I had to do cleaning today and it costs me a freaking 60bucks!

My braces are pink for this month though.

In total,i paid 190bucks just on dental!!

:'(

Cry cry cry.

I can see my money fly!

I thought of doing some shopping,get a present for my 2nd bro or something,but my eyes are just too sore to throw out more money.

In the end i'm home straight.

A good day to relax though:)

It's raining,

shouldn't i be in bed?

Happy 3rd baby!!

2010-05-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

Sabina and i skipped work again today.
Hahaha and after much contemplation,we decided to head out cos i was craving for double choco frappe from Mac Cafe:)

Did a lil bit of shopping and off home we went.

This is Sabina,annoyingly on her blades while doing some chores around the house
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Oh yeah we bought coloured collar bells for the kitties.
Whitey baby!!

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And Mr surprised me last night.

With a gift,and damn i'm really disappointed that i forgot that it's our happy day.

He was hiding some stuff from me when i walked out of the car.

While i was engrossed on something else,he grabbed my hand and wished me.

At first i was dumbfounded,till he said,

"Happy 3rd sweetheart."
And he bought a gift for me.

How sweet:'(

And i love the gift,so so much.

Love you sweety,

you're like the sweetest!!

Cheer me up!

2010-05-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

This one's for you Muni!

Our spoiled Hadippa!!

And my favourite dramatic song!

I dreamt that my dad left me for forever. I swear i was crying buckets in my dream. I was crying wherever i went. It's that sad:(

To Shabby!

2010-05-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

Dearest Shabby,

This post is for you.

Thank you for still reading my boring blog,and thank you for getting to me through another medium.

You're very sweet and i seriously miss you,your Mum,your sis and your bro.

Hope we'll all meet soon and have a crazy day out together.

I know i've promised you alot,but i wasn't able to keep them.

I've been too hooked up with turmoils and my hectic work.

Just so you know that i do think about all of you,but just when i wanna reach out to you guys,my free time is over and i'll have to rush all over again.

Hope you all are doing great!!

Missing all of you!

Till we see each other:)

Love and misses!

How do i live without you?

2010-05-04T12:04:00.000+08:00

I know it's been a long time since i last missed her.

But i cried my lungs out last night cos i couldn't get to sleep.

I miss Mum terribly.

I wished i could call someone and share my sadness.

But it was already too late.

When things are fine with Mr,here comes another one.

I see her on the hospital bed at ICU the very first time she was admitted everytime i tried to shut my eyes.

It's sick.

Guess i cried to sleep.

Miss you mum.

To Nazi:(

2010-05-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

May i ask what's happening?

Have i done something wrong that i'm being ignored by you right now.

I don't get a single reply for the email i sent.

I don't get a reply for the post on your fb wall.

I don't get to be approached on msn from you.

Seriously,what have i done?

:'(

Goodbye Orkes Geet

2010-05-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

Have you heard that i'm no longer in the band?

Yeah some things happened.

Politics here and there.

I was kicked out,beautifully,on one night.

Reason was,i wasn't performing well.

First things first,define "performing well".

Secondly,how can i ever do well if some people are given more priority in the band?

They gave me songs,and eventhough i didn't like them,i still tried my very best to give my all,being committed,learning the damn songs,making sure the lyrics are all ready just cos i wanna show them that i'm really into this.

Next,we are no professionals.

If i can sing for nuts,i won't be joining a wedding band,instead i'd be on my way to India to join the Idols -___-

And the worst part is,they didn't realise that by me coming for practices,doesn't mean that they're training me to be better.

Just who the hell are they?

Music producers?

NO!

We're just there to come together and ensure that we synchronize with one another,and able to put up a good show.

And now that it had happened for over a month,i kept it all in my heart.

I made a decision which was against my own passion.

Can you feel how hurtful it is for me to know that they're out performing?

I was counting the number of hours passing by.

I refused to come back when they called me back because i have a feeling that it's gonna happen again,cos it happened to a bandmate too.

And definitely i declined because it shows how much respect they have for me.

No i'm no longer angry with them over what had happened.

In fact,i tried to be neutral and i kept on telling myself,it's okay.

I hope they won't do this to anyone else.

Though i had an offer to join a newly formed band,and i'm quite interested to be with them cos they're NOT FAMILY BASED,but i have issues with someone over this.

That's the most important part.

Cos not being in the family means that i'm at a higher risk of getting kicked out sooner or later.

Duh,which family throws a family member out right?

If i'm in,i'm just hoping there won't be this kinda shits in it man.

Aren't we suppose to be happy?

AND BE FAIR DEFINITELY!

Goodbye Orkes Geet.

My last:(

Labour day?

2010-05-01T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hmmm i guess labour day means,working day for my company.

Yes i gotta go to work just now.

But it was pretty awesome,cos there's not many people around,and thus being in the testing area,we don't really have much to do.

I was tasked to do some other work with my sister beside me.

Crazily funny!

Especially when one of our colleagues tripped over a box and dropped so many boxes.

We were laughing like mad cos of the reaction!

Priceless.

Anyways,i had so much time to ponder over matters while at work.

I don't know why,i feel very out place.

I feel that something's gonna happen,something not nice,to be precise.

How could i ever think of leaving him?

I'm damn selfish.

He didn't do anything wrong,it's just me and my crazy mind.

I won't be hasty nor nasty,my mind needs a rest.

I hate all these insecurities playing in my head.

Damn it!

It's here...again.

2010-04-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

Why can't i stay in love throughout?

Why is there always a breakdown,a moment that i won't feel anything towards my own partner?

Why am i feeling that i'm forced to blurt certain words just to care for his heart?

Just what is happening in me?

It's not once or twice.

Moodless.

...

Guess i have a serious problem.

There's issues fighting in me and i refused to address them cos it seems complicated when i don't know the cause of it.

I'm just sensitive to stuff,yes.

But what are they?

If i'd knew,i could have avoided them and protect myself from going through this shit every now and then.

Shitty!

Insecurities?

2010-04-29T11:36:00.001+08:00

"i was just thinking,are you sure that you chose the right person to be with,knowing that if anything goes wrong,you'd regret that you've wasted so much time in me when you could have proceed on with somebody else?"

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"if we had known who is the rite one for us it will be a smooth sailing and wonderful life aheead for us.. but even w/o knowing if we have a very strong love and faith that the person is the one for us, be it the rite one or not we will still choose to be wif the person till d end of our lifetime.. and that person happens to be my lovely Sabira Jalal!"

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"so u ready to spend the rest of ur life wif me sweetheart?"

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"i love u deeply sweetheart!!!"

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K guys get ready!

I'm getting married!

Wakakakakakakakakakkaa!!

Right!it's just self-typed sentences.

Now give me the face!

-____________________-

Early in the morning siao already!

** SaBiRa's WoRLd **

** At Muni's crib. **

** Jamming at Kiko's **

** Aching...peeling... **

** A day at Abg Li's place **

** Sports Spectra **

** Meet Muni Day!! **

** Boring!! **

** No training **

** Did i tell you?? **

** Ponteng day for her!! **

** Meet her parents session;) **

** My BELOVED:) **

** Happy shalala;) **

** G.W.S.B **

** pukes **

** Thank you love:) **

** Back to Flextronics:)) **

** Awesome day out?? **

** We're always here for you:) **

** Superstitions crap!! **

** Motorcyclists!! **

** And i felt empty **

** Aagaya Aagaya... **

** Musykil **

** Always... **

** Yay yay ABG YAN tunang!!! **

** And i still can't believe it that you're gone **

** R.I.P Whitey:'( **

** And he got it all wrong!! **

** Labour?? **

** Red is in!!! **

** Happy Birthday Aisyah:)) **

** Syed Haiqal's cukur rambut ceremony **

** Vicky's 21st! **

** Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ **

** Day 1- accomplished **

** And today's the day:) **

** Sabby's sick:( **

** Thoooo tweeeeettt:)) **

** Relaxing Sunday.. **

** Make it my Saturday?? **

** Rain rain rain come again:) **

** Whitey Whitey **

** That's how much you meant to me.. **

** Awwww baby... **

** Monday loves **

** Happy ABA day:) **

** And she worked hard today:) **

** Goodbye Muthu:( **

** Share SCARE **

** Holding hands **

** You're 20 bestie!! **

** Five. **

** Great?? **

** And they streamed down:'( **

** YOu did it!! **

** Why should i feel this way?? **

** S.A.D **

** Ramly Burger **

** Happy birthday twinnies:) **

** W.e.a.k **

** Go home!! **

** What if. **

** Ooo we nearly died! **

** Whitey-shakes head **