on Sabira's diary??

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

**i'm falling in love all over again**

11:55 PM

blogging in early.
cos im early.
as in im in school ryte nw.
n its freaking boring.
so hell.
my baby msged me early in the morning too.
=D
n dat create a happy2 mood in me.

Pretty flowers that blossom cant compare.
Beautiful moon on a beautiful night doesn’t even come close.
Stars that glow brightly wish they were almost as nice.
Cause baby, you’re the most beautiful one of all.

sweet stuff in the morning.

really do the magic man.

seee,tts y im in love with him.

all over again.

**winks**

**((Mujhko mile pyaar tera))**

**Funny Fun FUn**

1:20 PM

an early morning.
wished my babes n hunks.
all the best for their MT paper.
and head to sch.
wont say much.
but here are the pics.
enjoyzzzz......
just have it in mind.
that its all about how bulding shapes us.

i was smoking really.

the nyonyas and the apeks.

the funny actors

walking down the RP ramp

drama-ing

at the 'zoo'
spot the monkey..

weirdos

ehem ehem..censored.

the bus stop scene.

the pretty toilet.

more stars joining in.

"step" studying.

that freaking funny scene.

the teAm =)

overall i think we did ok.

i noe faci's a bit disappointed.

but hell,its hard to get a new idea.

when there's a hindrance in our first one.

but that doesnt matter animore.

what matters is,we did have FUN!!
after sch,went for SHL biz ig.

i think its pretty cool.

made new frens.

thanks to cuzzie SHER!

n he helped me alot today.

u noe what i mean eh Sher.

i shudnt elaborate. =D

had dinner with him n his frens.

they called him Dr.Love.

cos i noe.

he's bullshitting all the way.

hahahahahhahaa..

ok no..

some gt sense ah.

he wanted to slp during the ride hm.

but ended up talking to me again.

he taught me lots of stuff man.

n its cOOOOLLLLL!!!!!!!

i love you cuzzie.

you're da best!

seriously..

**((Dil churale kho jaye))**

Monday, October 29, 2007

**ANNOYING**

12:46 PM

i've gt lots of pics to upload.
but my bro left my cable at his workplace.
grrrrrrrrrr.
i guess i had stupid day today.
waking up early.
travelling all the way to Bukit Gombak.
wasted money on this and that.
just for nothing!
th person say that.
the BTT booklet is not even important.
whereas that ass on the phone,
said that need to renew,pay $11 n all.
ughhh!!! that totally sux!
ans so came back to Pasir RIs all the way.
n we gt out.
to my cousin's house.
still hari raya mah.
so yeah,visited here and there.
and reached CCK.
to hear a ghost story tht just happened.
it happened on Friday night.
to the same cuzzin in his own bedrm.
well,he wanted to slp.
his sis was outside playing comp.
she felt uneasy.
and then she suddenly heard a door bang.
she saw his bro running.
and lied down bhind the sofa.
covering his face.
he was freaking trembling like hell.
so after ten mins.
his sis went to him.
and kick his leg lightly.
and he said to her.
"Sya,dun go into the bedrm first,
stay here with me.Cos i saw late grandma
at the window,asking for a chat.She
wouldnt let me sleep".
ok,tt statement freaked me out man.
he's been seeing my late grandma always.
i dunnoe whats the reason.
but most of them said that,
he's her fav grandson last time.
ok fine.i wont talk abt this animore.
i've gt sch tmr.
gdnyte.
n i dun wanna think of aniting.
u noe what.

**((Teri chunariya,dil le gayi))**

Sunday, October 28, 2007

**HAPPY S&R DAY**

2:59 PM

fall asleep so early last nite.
that i dint realise that it's our day today.
Happy S&R Day to you too=)
imfreakingannoyedtoday.
thankstosabina.
she's disappointed with her results.
i've gt nothing much to say.
i think that she did ask for it.
cos at my point of time.
there's a big diff reason to support.
the excuse of nt being able to go on.
but hell.
we'll hear from Dad soon.
so yeah,i was so STRESS!!
that sabina didnt pick up my calls,
and answer my msgs.
lucky Muni was there to cheer me.
i swear i swore a lot.
n i even shouted at Muni.
ok,screamed!
sorry yeah.
and then another bloody prob.
this freaking starer cum stalker.
im nt being racist here ok.
cos i myself's an Indian.
so he board the bus in Tampines.
the moment e came in.
he was staring at me all the time.
i can feel it.
n its sooooo DISGUSTING!
he made an effort to look away.
but just for 1 sec?
thats sooo pathetic.
so at one point,i stared at him,
and shoot to him one Annoyed look.
but he didnt give a damn.
reaching interchange.
he went down.
and guess what....
he's waiting right outside the back door.
i decided to avoid,so i took the front door.
andhell!! he came as fast as he cud.
and all i cud do,is groan!
man...he's YUCKY!
so i rushed like hell.
n was hoping that he wasnt following me.
i thought that it's all over once i reach
the 291 lane.
AND THEN!!!!
i turn to my side,and saw him beside me.
he was smiling at me.
erghhh!!!!
i've never really feel like vomitting man.
he's the man baby,NOT!!!!
soin the bus.
it was a torture..
he was sitting at the front.
n i was at the back.
i realised that he purposedly sit sideways.
so that its easier to turn.
and before every stop,he turned to me.
mayb to see if im alighting or not.
and CRAP!we ended up alighting at the same place!!!
i was frantically looking for help.
the best way is to RUN RUN RUN!!!
and i did that.
n he was using the same way.
OH MY GODDDDDD!!!!!
but Muni saved me.
she's already under the block.
n he disappeared right after.
so we ran up to her house.
n told her everything.
THAT"S FREAKY!!!
i nearly cried ok.
:'(
so i calmed down.
sat with Muni and all.
den had to go off cos Sabina came.
off to the cuzzie's.
i was sooo sleepy.
msged that sweety for sumtyme.
n off home.
gdnytes...
that guy is one BIG ass!
i wanna tell papa.

**((Dil deewana dhoondtha hai))**

Saturday, October 27, 2007

**Happy Bdae Dom**

1:27 PM

well well well..
this guy here..
is soooo selfish that.
he didnt wanna let pple noe,
that it was his burfdae today!!!
teaming wit him today was fun.
other than disturbing my frens..
his SUPER lame funny looks,
definitely cracked us up man.
aniwaes........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMNIC!!!
and sorry cos i have to use this pic.
hahahahahaha...
alrights,today was crappy.
i felt damn sleepy when the lesson started.
did nothing much today.
cos i swear!
i totally sucks at VB.
and will never be good at it.
no matter how hard the faci help to simplify.
so i wa busy walking arnd sch.
with JONA and SAIFOOL!!
we met Ally and Su hui at the library.
and serious talking.
that was my first time i step into the library.
and i was freaking shock!!
its like the coolest place ever man.
ok nvm.
so yeah,we had a great chat at the lib.
making fun of SAIFOLL..
oh man,he gt muscles.
and its scary.
cos it was popping out like nobody's business.
ok stop that.
presentation was sucky.
but heck i dont care..
VB's always like that.
its just unexplainable.
even if you have the skills to explain.
it doesnt really benefit the rest.
cos most wont listen.
busy doing their own stuff..
its just sssssooooooo dry.
n den,i had a hard time controlling my pee.
n when i came back..
those idiots actually disturbed NIKO.
telling him nonsense all.
hahahhahaa...
it was funny though.

after sch,went home with Sher n his fren.
i cant believe what i saw.
but hell i've promised.
its a "cousin promise"
i wont tell anione eh Sher! haha.
thanks for the treat cuzzie!
LOVE YA!
NOT!!!!!
nwaes he seems diff today.
too funny and lame!
disturbed me all the way man.
lucky Susu was there.
n den i remembered i was late for the date.
i waited for the cab.
but there wasnt any.
so i have to walk quite a distance.
and at last,a nice uncle!
i ran all the way to our spot.
n i cant believe that he didnt see me.
when i was walking towards him,grinning.
HAHAHAHA...kental ah REZA!
looking hot with his smile.
haha,i was melting, i swear.
jus missed him like crazy man.
n i feel bad cos he waited for me.
n he actually finished his whole meal.
this's my second time.
im sorry! :(

i noe pple out there kept on saying.
bf wait ok what.
they shud wait for gf.
but to me,NO!!!!
u shudnt do that.
u're being soo mean,and taking too much advantage.
treat e/o as equal ah.
where can like that.
right JONA?!

oklar.
im feeling soo sleepy.
but he's there,wanting to chat.
so i have to stay on for awhile.
gdnites pple.
i love tmr!
bye!

**((Mar mar ke nahin jeena,nahin jeena yara))**

Friday, October 26, 2007

**Happy happy sleepy**

7:26 AM

a very happy fun day.
added up by sleepiness.
especially when Herwan left the grp.
the 3 of us slept.
and did nothing.
in the end,i gt backache.aiyah.
Linette so freaking cute ah.
Me n Wan hid her slipper.
when SYBIL'S not in sch.
i went down with LINETTE!!
bought our fav bubble tea.
n she was telling me that we can die.
due to diabetes.
HAHA..funny siak!!
and hell.
have i told you???
that LAM XINNI farted out.
it was loud,it was smelly.
haha.
but that's LAM!
the unique one.
i really enjoyed today.
despite the long presentation time.
im happy cos faci gt no qns for our ppt.
YEAH** :P
thats like the first time siah.
weehaa.
anw.i think im so mad in love with him.
he sent me a poem this morning.
here it goes...

I love ya like a fat kid love cake.
To make u smile,i'd do whatever it may take.
I'll do anything for you,go the extra mile.
I can't help it baby,you know that's my style ;)

see...how can i not fall in love?
as in again and again.
although we dun really mit.
but the love is strong baby.
i love ya too.
jus like a baby loves its socks.

**((Tujho mujhe na mila))**

Thursday, October 25, 2007

**cry cry cry**

1:59 PM

sabi cried to sleep last night.
sometymes,i really wonder..
why i tend to do things,
that will hurt myself.
if i didnt brought up that topic.
i wouldnt be feeling stress right now.
seriously,such an instant tingy.
he promised to do this and that.
see what i'd done.
mess mess mess.
suppose to be happy.
but here i am shedding tears.
which i myself caused it.
i love you baby.
you're da best!!
PRB!!! i'm in love!!!

**((Poocho zara kaise kaise))**

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

**why why why**

7:17 AM

IS IT THAT IMPORTANT??

ok.
i've been keeping this deep in my heart already.
i just wanna know why.
WHY DO COUPLES HAVE TO TALK ON THE PHONE??
EVERYDAY??
AT LEAST 2 TIMES?
i really dont get it.
im stressing on this topic.
because...
i've been quarelling alot with my sis.
over this.
its just so irritating.
looking at people whispering on the phone.
as in of what use man?
it doesnt make a difference to the matter of your heart what.
a simple sms,"i love you"makes enuff wonders.
there's really no need to report all the time.
calling your partner to tell what you're doing and all.
i know its convenient,but hell,that's where bills shoots up!
so lets see the logic ok.
if you've start the norm of calling e/o everyday.
that both of u gt used to it so much.
and when one day,
a party fails to call the partner.
it will definitely arouse anger.
then arguments will break out.
and then poof...its all gone baby.
im bringing this topic up not to portray a bad image on anyone.
but im just super curious.
fine,i dun even talk on the phone with him.
it doesnt make me jealous over th other couples.
but dun you think that.
u shud keep all the excitement for your meetings?
where you can talk alot...
instead of talking on the phone,
where you cant see the partner's emotions?
partner's feelings??gestures?jus everything.
isnt that more logical and fun??
without technical problem disturbance.
=D
haha..forget this topic.
im just blabbering.

**((Main to hoon pagal))**

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

**SLEEP SLEEP**

1:47 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELYN!!!

ok i did nothing today.
didnt go to school.
couldnt wake up.
head pain.
no body strength.
i was abit sad that i lost my locket.
the one that he gave me.
but then.
i found it!!!
=D
n im still tired now.
byebye.
chatting with NAzi first though.
den nites.

**((Falak dekhun,zameen dekhun))**

Monday, October 22, 2007

**Open house**

1:50 PM

im tired ok.
hearing Dad's nag..
asking us to help him in the kitchen.
so damn sleepy...
n havent even bathe at 12.
until when the first guests arrived.
den i rushed like hell.
had fun karaoke-ing with my cuzzin's fren.
=D..

jus having fun.

baby Shakila.

Sabira & Sabrina.

me n my new nephew.AMRAN!

me,and the normal cutey baby.

BORED,tired,sick,sleeepy!!its everything man.

thats syasha's new hairstyle.

i really am tired.
i miss the man.
and hell!!!!!!!!
my eyes are shutting aready.
nites,byebye.

**((Jeevan hai jane jana))**

Sunday, October 21, 2007

**1st walk**

2:59 PM

the first walk with my sec sch frens.

drama mama siah.

another drama.

me n that funny IDIOT!

the ones that made my day :)

just us!

some of the people.

went to my aunt's house.

n joined the cuzzie gang.

thats nana by the way.

jus us cuzzins.

kinda a tiring day indeed.
lucky no pain due to heels.
but hell.
lots of laughter ah.weeeeeeeeee....

**((Jeevan suk duk ko sangam hai))**

Saturday, October 20, 2007

11:36 AM

Ally's beautiful slide again..
haahaaa.
today is quite a slack day.
other than talking nonsense with everyone.
me n the guys went shopping.
seeee everyone see RP as a shopping centre.
its cool btw.
and yeah,we had a great laugh.
pranking on innocent people.
thanks ah DOM!!
HAHA..
that was really funny man.
even Jona couldnt stop laughing.
TGIF.
im really tired.
im nt sure if tmr's still proceeding.
SLR :D

**((Tu mere ghazal hai,tu mera tarana))**

Friday, October 19, 2007

**happy bdae mum**

1:22 PM

its 18th of October.
happy bdae MUM!
although you're not here.
miss the times i bought you gifts.
n surprise you with a kiss.
that hug that you'll give.
really missin' it mum.
i hope you're fine in your world.
you'll always be in our hearts.
love you.

my breakfast... with my ex-classmates =D

ohh mannn..thats super delicious!!!!!!!

HAPPY WAWAN playing with straw.

normal routine.

class not as happening.

jus showing my bangles.

i love Ally's team first slide.

damn nice!!!!!

**((Tere bin suna suna,sara jahan tu hai kahan))**

Thursday, October 18, 2007

**Its a 4 man thing man**

12:50 PM

Introducing....
ERYKA OZYRA
the new addition to the Damu Jadhas's family.

remember this woman?
the freaking noisy aunty in the bus.
she think it's cool that her hair's tinted.
actually,its cool ah.
but NOT!!!!

as usual,the lovely toilet.
i think RP's beautiful.

took it from the staircase.

excuse me mam n sir.
the library is not a place for romance pls.
and do keep it in mind,
that the glass are all transparent.
giving us uninvited free shows are
strongly not recommended.

another beautiful sight.
as per normal.

every second breakout,

i'll be out with my SYBEEE..

and today we discovered something.

a new exhibition hall right at E3!

so we're jus testing the atmosphere there.

my teammates.

Mr.Sleepyhead..

Miss I-dont-know-what-she's-doing.

AND!!!
Miss Hardworking!!

i donnoe what i am today.

im doing too many things at the same time.

hehe. the relief faci for today.

Rachel Ong.

OUr presentation.

So yeah..
Now here’s the whole story.
I woke up late.
Dad nagged.
Then I rushed.
Wrongly wore my RP shirt.
Paisey siah.
Lucky gt jacket.
I slept in the bus.
Went to Causeway to get hashbrowns.
And correct my shirt.
Off to school.
Had to make a right decision.
Whether to pon or not.
But I will always feel guilty.
As in…
Putting myself in the relief faci’s shoe.
I would be sad if I come to class.
And see that all of the students are gone.
Ok fine.
Nvm E35Q,im really proud of you guys.
My W16R peeps had always wanted to do that.
But none dared!
And I find you guys really cool.
Serious.
But sorry,if I disappoint you guys.
So me,Xin yu,Felicia and Sue stayed till the end.
Presenting from our seats.
Its very weird,but hell it was nice.
Den I had to rush after school.
To take a pic for my ezlink.
Off to PAsir Ris.
Where I gt ANGRY with that woman.
And had to rush home to get my police report.
Lucky Muni was there.
And came back to the same place.
To find out tat I do hav an old ezlink card in my bag.
How stupid.
So I’ve wasted 7bucks for the taxi fare.
So I accompany Muni to get her stuff.
And also see her eat dinner.
I cant eat.
Cos I’ve promised ,1 meal per day.
ok so now im back.
And feeling so tired.
Have to study for that UT!
Argh!
Nites……..

**((Dil banjara pyar ka mara hai aawara))**