I woke up at freaking 1.17pm when work starts at 3pm.Super doomed Monday!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Guy: i love youGal: i love you moreGuy: sure or not? how you know? nvm,we love each other okay?;))
Saturday, May 29, 2010
I used to cry alot seeing my hair getting chopped away.My mum used to do all the haircuts in the family.But every single time she's done with mine,i'll stomp my feet into the toilet,bang the door and cry my heart out.It's that painful for me you see.HOWEVER,i was really on random mode today.I walked in into a salon,all alone.Made it fast,and out of there without even taking a look into the mirror to check out my hair.I went home,and i think it's fine.It's definitely shorter and easier to maintain now.Style wise,i don't give a damn.Yay Yay i finally got a haircut after __years of saying that i wanted to.;)Bibi and Mali,are you proud of me now?
Friday, May 28, 2010
I'm done with my night shifts.It's freaking over:)And i had a real good rest today.Simply rest and relax.Just ended a conversation with my Mr.It's been a long time since we last did that man.Thanks to the night shift!Now i gotta do some clean-up in the house.Cos i'm living with a bunch of messy people!GRRRRRRRRR!!!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
I patted Whitey,and I FELL ASLEEP.-____-
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
We ended work too early this morning.So me and sis decided to have breakfast while waiting for Dad.Bought for him food too and we slept on a FULL stomach.Damn full i must say!!Now im awake and i shan't go back to sleep cos it'll make me feel more tired.And and night shift's ending by this week.So hell yeah!I'm missing my late night hang-out with my Mr.Okay fine,i've been missing him alot.Late night talks,here we come again:)And did i tell you that he's a doctor person?MC here MC there.Hahaha!!Never-ending!My beloved drama-king!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Hey i just came back from JB.Shopping spree,whatever you call it,straight from work.And i've yet to get my sleep.I know the car was swaying when i drove just now.Thank God,we reached home safely.Now i wanna sleep.Nights!
Monday, May 24, 2010
Okay i didn't wake up in the morning.I woke up at 1++pm.:PWas supposed to wake Mr up at 8am but i was too deep in my sleep.And the moment i woke up,i see my lil kitties playing around with an artificial pink rose.Blackey...She puked again today.
Hahahah selfish lil bugger.
And Whitey was looking at her playig alone with the pink rose.
See...still under her body!
And finally,Whitey got it:)
Hahhaha they're so cute can!Damn i'm still sleepy now.
:(
Sunday, May 23, 2010
I woke up feeling nervous.Everything went wrong.My hair tangled when i've finally decided on going for a haircut.I didnt get to eat my favourite Mac breakfast meal cos it's a freaking weekend!!I didnt get the wedges that i loved!
Super super sad sia!Anyways,i'm nervous cos it's gonna be my first meet with all of them after securing a status with him.And they didn't get to know from him,but they merely sensed it while watching the videos from my first and last wedding performance with the band.
I was punctual of course.Thank God Sabina and her bf were there to accompany me.I'd die if i'm all alone. 
Me and my minah-sis! Hahhaha she's so gonna kill me if she sees this.
While waiting for Marhaban to end.
She feeling angmoh only!
HMPH!!
For once,i feel like i own a big pair of eyes.Cos my sis's eyes are smaller than mine.Kwang kwang kwang.:P
When she looked back at this picture,she said,"Omg,i look like a Mom."Wahahahaha epic siah!
How the hell we both ended up wearing blue?Hell we were choosing what to wear at freaking 2am the previous night.
Heee Sabira and Sabina.Haha she don't look like me at all.Not even the skin man!
And finally,Mr came over to lead us.I was shivering when he showed me around.Not that i've never met them before.It just feel different you see.
Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna.Will always remember what you asked me.:))
Next i sang with Uncle Ali from Geet.He seriously shocked me to death.He was just chatting with me by the side when i asked him to sing a song.He said he can't sing,but he'd already chosen the song and i was supposed to duet with him.He's cool,he's nice,check him out!
Awhile later,sis and her bf wanted to leave.So i drove them to the interchange and picked Muni up.Thank God she's willing to accompany me.Else i'll be there,all alone.And then we had a plan of spending the night having dinner together.So i decided to send the car to Dad and cab back to Mr's to stay.
And Miss Muni's the driver:)
And i'm happily sitting down beside her,watching her hit on the accelerator,while she gasps throughout the whole journey.It wasn't that far anyway.Hahahahah!!And Dad was all smiles when he saw her.Annoying!Flirt only this Munirah!:P
Then we had trouble looking for a cab,so we walked all the way out to Expo's cab queue.Thank God it was brisk.And there we are,back at the scene.
Her hands always looked pretty.ANNOYING!And here's the last duet of the day.Mujhe Haq Hai:)
I'll remember what you asked here too:)It's scary when his Mum was sitting directly in front of us and observing us.I can see assessments being carried out.Wahahahaha!!!
His cute cousin,Neha:)
Somebody's disturbing us.But she made our day!RIGHT!
And so,to wrap it up,all's well,all's good.It's exciting,scary,you feel me.Thanks Mr for understanding.You're the best!!Now how do i tell my Dad?Can you guys help me with this?Ideas please!!!
Saturday, May 22, 2010
So here's the weekend.And i've slept my 9 hours away.Didn't wake up for a haircut nor short shopping.And now i'm down with a pretty crazy headache cos i slept in too long i guess.I haven't eat a single thing now,but i feel like i've diarrhea.Crazy crazy.Body,please adapt to this fast.Thank you,very much.
Friday, May 21, 2010
In less than 2 hours time,i'll be at work again.Wooohooo last one before the weekend!And believe it or not,i'm gonna get a haircut.Wait,did i just lied again?We shall see whether i'm really up to it this time.
But one thing's for sure,my hair's getting too annoying for me to handle.:P
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Hey all!!My first 12 hour night shift's pretty awesome.Barely 20 people around cos the overtime is just for my department.It was hell,it was crazy.Cos they made me do new things,which i have to do my own trial and error everytime they give me a new tester.It feels like i'm taking a science module in the lab man.But i was happy i made it through the night.Had my sleep and now i'm dead famished!Second last day before the weekends.Let's zoom,time!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
They're the joy in my house.Everybody in the family loves them.=DComing back from work,all tired,they are the first ones we meet and hug!
Hahaaa i kept on calling her a broomstick.Just look at the colour of her hair..
:))
Frames off the cabinet is pretty usual nowadays.Now he's big enough to climb up there and have a nice sleep.
Oh kities,here comes our 12 hour shift.We gonna miss you two!!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Hey good morning all!!I'm up early to complete some house chores.And yeah,i'm starting my crazy 12 hours shift tomorrow.It's gonna be awesome money once again:)Looking forward to it definitely!Have a nice Tuesday all.:D
Monday, May 17, 2010
Work today:)Monday greens!!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Look at the scratches my lil whitey left on my back:(Yes yes i bathed him and that's the consquences.No barebacks for me now!!Hahaha i talk as if i wear them.-___-
Looks like so OUCH right?Ohh nvm!Anyways,i had a lovely day out with Mr.Both of us were supposed to get a haircut,but his stylist was away!So we went to our second planned destination,which was Eye-key-ah!Okay fine,that's how you should pronounce it wokay!IKEA,that's where we spent our day.Hahah feeling as if we're married lor!Okay not.I've been planing to have a makeover for my room.And Mr is still contemplating whether he should do that too,OR shift to a new place and do up the whole house.Damn the things there are really super nice!!I feel like grabbing them all.I'm waiting for my next pay to come in,cos i've got it all planned:)And and,you guys should really try Magnum Gold.Super awesome!!But it definitely come with a price.No worries,it's definitely worth it,and Mr seemed to gulped it at one go!Hahaha kidding,my lil surprise worked.He's happy and i'm happier!!Wooohooo!!Nite all!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
It feels like a Friday though.Well cos i'm working.Haiyah!Enjoy your weekends!I'm heading out to Changi North 6 now:)Toodles!
Friday, May 14, 2010
I guess 2010's a sick year.I rarely fall sick.But it's not even half a year yet,and i've been falling sick for quite a number of times already.This is shit.Like seriously!!I've planned on days which i want things done,and it's all not gonna happen in the end.What luck!:(
Thursday, May 13, 2010
3 years had passed by so quickly.I remembered the very first time i stepped into school.I was dead nervous.But i made friends.As much as i hate presentations,it helped me to be a more jovial and vocal person now.Making a fool of myself while presenting,inserting craps in my presentation slides,that are some of the major things i do in school.I learned?Yes,abit.It's great that in RP,every individual are responsible for their own learning.You can choose to be lazy,you can choose to be hardworking,you can choose to be neither.Im neither here nor there.There are days when i feel like learning,and there are some days i don't feel like it.But whatever it is,the only motivation that kept me going are my friends and only my friends.It's been a pleasure meeting people from many different wakes of life.It was great being with all of you.Thank you lovelies,thank you Dr.Leng,thank you all in RP.And Aba,have i make you proud at least for today?
*Ignore the grammar mistake,can't be bothered to re-edit*:D
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
It's 1.19am.And i'm not asleep yet though my eyes are hurting like hell.Graduation is tmr.And i'm to meet Qaiyum at 7.15am!!Damn it!Night!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Sabina's taking her BTT test today.And i'm gonna be heading to work all by myself.No break friend,but heck lah,i'm sure i'll be fine.Actually she don't even need to take leave siah.Work starts at 3pm only what.-_____-Annoying sister of mine!Anyways,i'm down with some kinda throat pain thanks to the Slurpee i gulped down my throat at midnight.Hahha serves me right,RIGHT?Alrighty i gotta clear up some stuffs in the house before getting ready for work.Have a nice day all.Byebye!
Monday, May 10, 2010
"Sometimes i just need to cry to let it out."Three problems in a day.Hmm how bad can it get??I was feeling down to the max at 2 freaking am.Thank God Mr was there to accompany me.Now i'm a happy girl cos it's a new day.Say what you want,spread what you need.I don't give a damn,cos all i need in my life right now is,the help of God to eliminate those people who're trying to destruct me.Do it once,i can be quiet,do it twice,and you've just hit my button.I beg you,do not drown him into the matter.He's not at fault at all.Wanna clear things up that you've kindly misinterpreted,do it personal,with me.Cos i jolly well know what i meant.Selfish people.
Sunday, May 09, 2010
I miss spreading out presents for you in the corner of my room.I miss getting you gifts,i miss wrapping up your gifts.I miss seeing your smile upon seeing the gifts,i miss getting your kisses in exchange for a thank you.I miss you alot Mum.The people around me aren't making situation better.I feel they're all so selfish.I feel forgotten,it's just as if we're surviving on our own,with no family support.So much for 'air dicincang tiada putus'.But heck care,as long as you lived in my heart,i wouldn't ask for anything.Happy Mother's Dayto you who's not been present for 5 years now.Love you forever.
Saturday, May 08, 2010
Thank God i didn't oversleep today.Though i was 5mins late for my appointment.OOPSS!!Early in the morning,i'm already at Tanjong Pagar.I seriously hate mrt rides.What's with the seats.Where do i look when there's a row of people sitting right in front of you.I can't be staring at them right?And looking down at the floor makes me feel sleepy like mad.Damn the train ride!!I had to do cleaning today and it costs me a freaking 60bucks!My braces are pink for this month though.In total,i paid 190bucks just on dental!!:'(Cry cry cry.I can see my money fly!I thought of doing some shopping,get a present for my 2nd bro or something,but my eyes are just too sore to throw out more money.In the end i'm home straight.A good day to relax though:)It's raining,shouldn't i be in bed?
Friday, May 07, 2010
Sabina and i skipped work again today.
Hahaha and after much contemplation,we decided to head out cos i was craving for double choco frappe from Mac Cafe:)Did a lil bit of shopping and off home we went.This is Sabina,annoyingly on her blades while doing some chores around the house
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Oh yeah we bought coloured collar bells for the kitties.
Whitey baby!!
=D
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And Mr surprised me last night.With a gift,and damn i'm really disappointed that i forgot that it's our happy day.He was hiding some stuff from me when i walked out of the car.While i was engrossed on something else,he grabbed my hand and wished me.At first i was dumbfounded,till he said,"Happy 3rd sweetheart."
And he bought a gift for me.How sweet:'(
And i love the gift,so so much.
Love you sweety,you're like the sweetest!!
Thursday, May 06, 2010
This one's for you Muni! Our spoiled Hadippa!! And my favourite dramatic song! I dreamt that my dad left me for forever. I swear i was crying buckets in my dream. I was crying wherever i went. It's that sad:(
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Dearest Shabby,This post is for you.Thank you for still reading my boring blog,and thank you for getting to me through another medium.You're very sweet and i seriously miss you,your Mum,your sis and your bro.Hope we'll all meet soon and have a crazy day out together.I know i've promised you alot,but i wasn't able to keep them.I've been too hooked up with turmoils and my hectic work.Just so you know that i do think about all of you,but just when i wanna reach out to you guys,my free time is over and i'll have to rush all over again.Hope you all are doing great!!Missing all of you!Till we see each other:)Love and misses!
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
I know it's been a long time since i last missed her.But i cried my lungs out last night cos i couldn't get to sleep.I miss Mum terribly.I wished i could call someone and share my sadness.But it was already too late.When things are fine with Mr,here comes another one.I see her on the hospital bed at ICU the very first time she was admitted everytime i tried to shut my eyes.It's sick.Guess i cried to sleep.Miss you mum.:(
Monday, May 03, 2010
May i ask what's happening?Have i done something wrong that i'm being ignored by you right now.I don't get a single reply for the email i sent.I don't get a reply for the post on your fb wall.I don't get to be approached on msn from you.Seriously,what have i done?:'(
Sunday, May 02, 2010
Have you heard that i'm no longer in the band?Yeah some things happened.Politics here and there.I was kicked out,beautifully,on one night.Reason was,i wasn't performing well.First things first,define "performing well".Secondly,how can i ever do well if some people are given more priority in the band?They gave me songs,and eventhough i didn't like them,i still tried my very best to give my all,being committed,learning the damn songs,making sure the lyrics are all ready just cos i wanna show them that i'm really into this.Next,we are no professionals.If i can sing for nuts,i won't be joining a wedding band,instead i'd be on my way to India to join the Idols -___-And the worst part is,they didn't realise that by me coming for practices,doesn't mean that they're training me to be better.Just who the hell are they?Music producers?NO!We're just there to come together and ensure that we synchronize with one another,and able to put up a good show.And now that it had happened for over a month,i kept it all in my heart.I made a decision which was against my own passion.Can you feel how hurtful it is for me to know that they're out performing?I was counting the number of hours passing by.I refused to come back when they called me back because i have a feeling that it's gonna happen again,cos it happened to a bandmate too.And definitely i declined because it shows how much respect they have for me.No i'm no longer angry with them over what had happened.In fact,i tried to be neutral and i kept on telling myself,it's okay.I hope they won't do this to anyone else.Though i had an offer to join a newly formed band,and i'm quite interested to be with them cos they're NOT FAMILY BASED,but i have issues with someone over this.That's the most important part.Cos not being in the family means that i'm at a higher risk of getting kicked out sooner or later.Duh,which family throws a family member out right?If i'm in,i'm just hoping there won't be this kinda shits in it man.Aren't we suppose to be happy?AND BE FAIR DEFINITELY!Goodbye Orkes Geet.My last:(
Saturday, May 01, 2010
Hmmm i guess labour day means,working day for my company.Yes i gotta go to work just now.But it was pretty awesome,cos there's not many people around,and thus being in the testing area,we don't really have much to do.I was tasked to do some other work with my sister beside me.Crazily funny!Especially when one of our colleagues tripped over a box and dropped so many boxes.We were laughing like mad cos of the reaction!Priceless.Anyways,i had so much time to ponder over matters while at work.I don't know why,i feel very out place.I feel that something's gonna happen,something not nice,to be precise.How could i ever think of leaving him?I'm damn selfish.He didn't do anything wrong,it's just me and my crazy mind.I won't be hasty nor nasty,my mind needs a rest.I hate all these insecurities playing in my head.Damn it!
