on Sabira's diary??

Saturday, May 31, 2008

** My DIL goes Thananananna!! **

7:17 AM

just some pics at the toilet as usual..

nyehehe.

can you see the plaited side hair??

Malio plait it for me.

i love today's problem.

it's about sleeping.

even with only 3 teams,

it's HORRIBLE!!

it's like 4.16pm,and we're still on 6p.

grrrrrrr.

irritating ah this idiotic faci!

haha.

oklah.

off i go.

Friday, May 30, 2008

** MEETING'S CANCELLED!!!! **

2:56 PM

had lots of chats with Jansher.

he annoyed me most of the time.

but i really enjoy being with him.

not only because he's somewhat like Reza,

but he's also a great cousin!!

so that idiot was actually calling me a loner,

when he was just outside my class looking at me.

he still continue talking to me on the phone when he

came into my class.

he teased me about everything.

he teased me about being fat.

he teased me for not exercising.

he teased the way i make-up.

he teased me about Reza.

some very sensitive issues indeed.

but it's funny though.

cos i always have my way to tease him back.

and all he could do is just put his head down,

shy lah.haha.LOSER!

he shouted for me on level 4 as if that's his house.

he goes like,"Sabira!Sabira!"

that idiot.

and both of us idiots jumped like crazy when

Vicky told us that the meeting's cancelled.

we nearly did our bhangra dance.

but no way man!

in the lift,we were hitting on the walls.

you know that 'mat' tune bang.

yeah that one.

and then he wanted to pray.

and he kept on teasing me abt not praying when the fact is

I CAN'T PRAY YOU ASS!!

he just wont understand me.

and he tried hard to play peek-a-boo with me.

but he's dumb cos i can see him through the glass reflection.

then both were frantically begging the booklink's aunty

to let us in n get what we want,

and that idiot was crazily looking for his fav gummy bear,

when there's other gummy he can eat.

he thought of buying the $2 umbrella,

which he already had 2 thanks to the rain.

walking under the shelter,he still teased me about Reza.

and i've gt nothing else to give but that hard pinch

on his back!

he tried pushing me off the shelter but thank god,

he's just too weak i guess. :P

before meeting Muni,he assumed of what he think i'll do.

which is total bullshit!

and in the end he sat on the top deck.

see im his SUPER NICE cousin,

who bother to call him just in case he's asleep and may miss his stop.

and he still can ask me,

"when are you going to be like your cousin?"

referring to his 19/28 As he gt for his daily grades

and his stupid over-completed CE points of 90+.

he's an ass man.

annoying,

yet

he's still cute.

NOT!!!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

** What the hell are they thinking man?? **

11:12 AM

My dad's complaining about topping up fuel since just now.

Tomorrow will be the last day for Singaporeans'

habit of topping their car fuel in Malaysia.

Because it's cheap and perhaps they think that we've

been using too much of that advantage cos

their govt subsidies the cost of it.

But with this kind of solution they took,

have they been thinking about their lost?

If Singaporeans are not able to use their fuel,

then they can forget about having tourists in their country.

Their hotels will be empty.

The tourism board will be at loss,especially that.

Can't they see that when we Singaporeans just can't afford to

go far,we'll just settle for their places?

And they've wasted this whole big thing by doing what

they'd done.

Shucks!

Now im talking like my Dad.

hahaha.

okok.

I guess it's really a big issue here.

especially for those people like my Dad.

but nvm.

oh ya oh ya.

My ezlink card is ready to be collected.

I wanna noe what kind of investigation they'd done with it.

And talking about collecting,

i'll have to go all the way to Tanjong Pagar.

LIKE WTH!!

im not gonna do the collecting for God's sake.

ok i dont know what else to say.

to all,

i still love you.

hehe.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

** IM FINALLY HOME!!! **

2:54 PM

slept at the twin's house last night.

in the morning.

they came running to me.

and cried when i left for school.

baby Fadil!

baby Fadli!

my TWINS!

and i was late for school!

just imagine that!

im like in Woodlands.

and im still LATE!!!

like wth!

so school was fun.

and then i went home.

walked home lah,have to save up.

IM EXERCISING MY BABATS OFF

to dom=)

oh yeah.

ah ah.i know what you have in mind.

displacement of the mouth.

kinda miss her.

kinda.

actually no.

but yes.

oh crap! i cant make up my mind.

how eh?

still clueless.

erm yes?

nope?

DONT KNOW LA!

teddy's better.

just like that.

weeeeeee.......

wooooooo.

wah....

haaaaaaaaaa.

laaaaaaaaaaa.......

i miss her lah.

and gdnyte!

a lil pissed off with Dad cos he closed my RJ window,

which was half done!

and hell,i forgt it's the 27th today.

he wished me.

yes he did.

happy 13th.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

** Early early i'm soooooo EARLY **

6:48 AM

yeah these idiots wanted their fces to be publicised here.

quite annoying uh.

haha.crazy 2.

my phone-cam sure crack man.

i came out with a lie.

anws this should be at the bottom lah.

cos i just upload the pics tts y.

telling Dad that i need to be in school early.

we left home at 640am and we reached Woodlands at 700am.

i can only see myself walking around.

hahha.

the empty canteen.

7.09am.

i should be in the bus man.

walking all alone.

haha.gt time eh.

good morning SINGAPORE!

yay yay REDBULL!!!

the only living person in class.

Qaiyum playing with the doggy balloon that Jansher won for me just now.

cute huh!!!

ok this is random.

i've gt 2 meetings to go to later.

man.

and im alil happy today.

cos Reza-reza:) msged me.

and now im feeling more than his fren at least.

so thankful for this.

thank God!

Monday, May 26, 2008

** it hurts... alot. **

7:09 AM

i woke up today.

i was horrified.

my eyes were horrible.

and i had my cramps thanks to the bloody thing.

here's yesterday's pictas.

the lighting was FANTASTIC.

i was at Jansher's house btw.

Me,dad and sis had dinner at KFC last night.

and went over to visit.

sabira and sabina.

they were busy taking shots of Dad.
they sent it to his future-wife-to-be.

i dont even know if he's agreeable to it.

But i'm a lil reluctant.

my face look so round here.

the scene in the toilet.
no wonder i was peeing like crazy last night.

i'm happy that i'm gonna get another cousin.
cos aunty Anita's PREGNANT!
wooohhooo.
and im so sad,that it made me cry till morning.
Maybe it’s the mences.
But I’ve never felt so hurt before.
Nobody appreciates me.
Not even him.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

** Stupid LIZARDS!!!! **

7:10 AM

Having to stay at home is already so stressing.

To get confused over his sms is another.

And now,the existence of

many LIZARDS

just sux!!

They are not the tiny tiny ones okay.

They are the feraking big ones running around the house.

I see them in the kitchen,under the sofa,near the computer.

YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!

I don't think they're the same one.

I feel like hitting and squashing them till their eyes pops out!

But hell,they're too fast and yucky for me.

Disgusting siah.

And not forgetting,i know there's one dead frozen lizard in the fridge.

It's been there for like years man.

And nobody dares to take it out.

Not even Daddy.

Anyways,can someone help me fix the karaoke set??

I'm like so freaking bored,

and Vasantham's showing some stupid old Bollywood movie.

How to survive like this??

Home=argh!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

** Do you remember counting stars with me?? **

12:35 PM

That's the moon.

That's the star.

We were celebrating our one year,

lying down on the grass,

counting stars together.

Don't you remember??

It's still clear in my mind.

We might not be what we used to be,

but when i browse through our past,

it brought me closer to you.

I remembered your first existence in my life.

The shy guy who's not really straightforward.

Beating around the bush just to ask for a date.

Haha.

You trapped me there.

Cos you melt me.

And then i fell in love,

with you.

I kept holding on tightly.

Telling myself i'm gonna try make this last forever.

I don't blame you for what's happening.

They say im too nice.

And you're nice in my eyes.

Isn't that the sacrifice a partner should make?

To be nice all the time,

no matter how cold your actions towards me were.

Let's be honest.

I still love you.

Now it's up to you.

Haiz.

Friday, May 23, 2008

** I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL **

10:51 AM

sleeping in my own room is a big thing.

waking up due to the moon's glare up there is another big thing.

the time was perfect.

a time to wake up,bathe and get ready.

i was hit by dizziness and of cos the case of my retained ez-link card.

i kept on wondering how am i going to school?

i dont wanna waste $5 just to get to school.

that's really dumb.

so i gave up,

and slept again.

the day spent at home wasn't that bad actually.

i get to catch up with the tv series i've missed.

yeeehaaaa.

and i read back my past convos with him.

most of them made me laugh.

im just wondering,

where's that lost duo??

the crazy us,

it's gone.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

** Guess I'm LUCKY **

6:07 AM

I really guess i'm lucky.

When some people resort to self-mutilation

cos there's nobody to hear them out,

i have lots of frens to force me to speak my heart out

to them.

To Domnic:

I know you're a great friend!!

I appreciate all your effort to help resolve matters.

I've been a pathetic girlfriend all the while,

and you know what's my problem.

The problem that arised again and again and again.

Till you know what i'm gonna say next.

You've been helping me out alot.

And i love you for that.

Come back,

soon.

To Joanna:

You're also another lovely angel of mine.

I didn't know that you're willing to use your time

just by chatting with me on my probs.

And that's really sweet of you.

I salute the way you throw things out of your way.

But it doesn't mean that you don't care right?

Somehow these probs made me go crazy.

That it's simply erased from my mind.

I have to be happy.

Thanks Jona.

Love you too.

To Munirah:

I know you're always there for me.

I've always wondered,why things aren't picking up perfectly.

On your side,im your twin,

and he's your cousin.

I dread thinking of how you feel being in between.

You know i don't mean to drag you in.

But yeah,you know how i am right.

And i'm glad that you're there.

I will never place any grudges on you.

Cos you're simply the best.

Love you Nira!

Who else???

who?

okok.

im just thankful to all of you who's always been there.

nevertheless,do count me in if you

need a listening ear.

That's the best i can do to repay your

good deeds.

Love you all!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

** CRAZY crazy day... **

7:26 AM

It's a crazy crazy day i can say.

I gt crazy cos Jansher gt his license!!

woohhhoooo.

so happy for him man.

And then for presentation,

i just say what's in my head.

and i kinda love it lah.

not nervous at all.

GILA MAN SAB!

oh god!

GOD!

stop!

orytes im going shopping with Muni!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

** Unexpected outing **

2:59 PM

Woke up to a tiring Vesak Day!

Suppose to go for class outing.

But no,too lazy.

haha.

watching Qabil Qushry Qabil Igam.

it didnt make us cry this time.

the lovely bath-tub.

a lil bored.

until we gt a call from my aunt.

EAST COAST here we come!

they flying kite.

my lover.

awww man.he's so adorable.

Mother and son.

the funny part.

obviously i was leading his way to the water.

but when the water came,

i jumped like crazy cos i dont wanna get my pants wet.
i was pulling him at the same time.

and he fell on the water.

all wet.

sorry baby!!

haha.

poor baby have to take off his pants.:P
thanks to me.
my 1.83cm tall young cousin.
some fantastic insight they're sharing.
ooooo SEXY BABY!
oooo the wind.