on Sabira's diary??

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

** A nice RJ question today **

2:35 PM

ok people!!

basically,i've got nothing to blog about today.

so yeah.

i'm just gonna copy paste my RJ qn

and my answer.

haha.

complete bullshit i guess.

cos i dont know what i'm ranting about.

Some hail gene therapy and genetic engineering as a medical breakthrough while other's call it a mistake, 'meddling in god's work'. What do you think?

As from what i had understood of the term 'gene therapy' is the use of genes that is inserted into a human's body to replace those that malfunctioned and 'genetic engineering' is the use of an improved bacteria to help alter the structure of the genes directly.

It is definitely a medical breakthrough because who would ever thought that it is impossible to achieve something that is unimaginable.So here,it sounds like this breakthrough is kind of a miracle to those people who has diseases that had been passed down through genes.

Basically,those who calls it a mistake,'meddling in God's work' are usually those who are really religious.Obviously they only trust and wholeheartedly accept the fact that none should ineterfere in God's work.

Perhaps we should insert some sense into them that God had sent these experts to do his work for him.Betting a high hope on God's grace to help ease the burden of a disease for example is just not enough.Yes it is true that life and death is in God's hands,but why not make these medical breakthrough a second path alongside the first one to create more hope for oneself?

If only people are more open-minded and are able accept the fact of how sophisticated the technology is right now,without just putting all their hopes on God,it will bring a realisation for them that there are chances of cure.

In particular,these people who viewed the medical breakthrough as a mistake did not question themselves hard enough.For example,if they've been praying like crazy for cure of their diseases,and there is no slight light of hope,would they question God on whether he is doing his job?

This is rather debatable because through the medical treatment,questions can be answered after analysing the hypothesis and doing more research on the process itself,however,who will answer them if they ask God??All they get is silence,and when their condition deteriorate,who will they blame?God??

In conclusion,people should think in a more broader manner whereby they could balance both factors equally.Each factor can be another option for a person.
Whether he wants to believe more in God and place gene therapy as an option that will most likely increase his hopes or he rather go through the process and place God as a pole of hope.

**((Pyaar ki pyari pyari))**

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

** VROOOM VRRROOOMM!!! **

11:39 AM

haha.just a random picture aniways.

school was great.

all the way till the end,

when i was laughing in the bus with Nira.

i hope nothing will stop.

just happy that i have a great companion in school.

the strong-willed person.

i'm happy that she's so healthy and optimistic now.

oh god!

why am i talking about her?

it's just sooooo wrong!

hahahahaa.

aniways.

apologies to DOMMY cos i left you in

school,alone.

I'm super duper sorry lah dei.

SORRY DOM-MY-NIC!
ok this week's a lil tight.

there's UT tmr.

and there's Final Theory Test on Weds.

must chiong ah!

must pass BOTH!!!

nights!

**((Woh tassavur ka aalam))**

Monday, April 28, 2008

** 270408-A year passed **

12:27 PM

It's unbelievable.

That we've actually reached this far.

We've passed the challenges.

It's a tough one i swear.

And i'm sure there's more to come.

I hope that we can still overcome it together.

Reza-reza

the person that can make my heart chime.

Make me lose my words.

I'm truly lost in the love dimension.

I can't expect anything more.

Cos everything's just,

perfect.

Just that i've got to work harder,

to give him what he deserve all these while.

Thanks for the lovely year.

Now can i at least say,

i do love you?

(if only you read)

270408

**((Aao sunao pyar ki ek kahani))**

Sunday, April 27, 2008

** Old memories relished **

12:12 PM

Sleepyhead woke up late as usual.

And she was so eager to go out.

So she got herself ready and off to her cousin's house.

Where she met her cousins and long-lost aunts.

Her talkative niece.

I can't believe that she said

OM SHANTI OM

when asked a random question.

When there's song,she'll be dancing on the carpet.

Damn she's too smart for her age lah.

And this cousin of hers.
Grown so much taller.

I nearly lost. haha.
ANd this idiot!

Non-stop hitting on me man this guy.

All grown up already lah.

And so fun to be with.

How i wish.

That we'll all be together soon.

Just like before.

I wish.

**((Khambe jaisi khade hai))**

Saturday, April 26, 2008

** Im LATE???!!! **

2:31 PM

Sleepyhead woke up late today.

Reached class at 9am.

HAHA.

In my whole life,i've never been

late for school man.

This is my first time!!!

I can't believe it.

So school's fine.

Except for some issues in between team members.

Dommy M.I.A after

copied pasted my post onto his blog.

haha.

And i bloody hell rushed home man.

I reached home at 5.15pm.

how early!

So i got ready and went to meet reza=)

We were busy counting stars,

listening to the wind,

presenting our presents to each other,

and talking crap like duh!

Fish i'm missing him already lah.

Oh God!!

**((Bedard balmaa,na jaye roothke))**

Friday, April 25, 2008

** It's a RUGGED-BY day **

2:20 PM

I woke up at an awful state.

I totally ignored the eyeliners,

and went straight to school.

Surprisingly the bus was freaking early

I met the monkeys during second break.

We were busy going through the wallets.

And Saiful bended his own POSB card,

and yeah definitely the blame's on me.

One thing to learn SAIFUL,

don't try to protect your stuff when somebody's

trying to get it.

It'll just make matter worst.
:) true what!!

right DOMMY??

And so after school,Me and Dommy

being Saiful's nice frens went to support him for his trials.

Obviously we were busy on something else.
Like playing with Dommy's lab coat and gloves.

oooops!! a little vulgar there!

haha.DOM selenge

FANTASTIC jimmy neutron!

Then i left for awhile.

Me and Dom ran to Causeway cos Syaa's already there.

She's such a patient person man.

I swear i would be made at the person i'm waiting for.

And Dom's like the nicest thing lah.

Accompany me there and went back to school alone.

Awww DOMMY!!

You're really something.

Oh yeah.

Me and Syaa gt her tights in less than 5 minutes.

then we head off to see Aqib work,

and at the same time,

grab a bite.

We paid $3 for a 2 piece chicken meal,

a shrooms and a Zinger burger.

Fuyyyoooo.

What a great deal!!!

haha.SSSHhhhhhhh!

So i went back to school to see how's Dom's doing.

Guess he's really bored.hha.

The 2 idiots who screwed up my life.
Dom like so 'suaku' lah.

wanna feel the carpet grass all.

hehe...

Idiots with their idiotic nonsense.

And Saiful's so disgusting lah.

He rolled his sweaty shirt and beat me and Dom with it.

Damn,the smell stayed man.

And when i hit his back,the smell stick on my hand.

He was frantically running after me to let

that disgusting mouth-guard-full-of-his-saliva

on my arm.

YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!

We felt rejected.

Cos Saiful went off with his other gay partner.

So we slacked at the new canteen.

The lighting's damn good.

Dom said i looked like a pontianak.

My fantastic finger!

Spot the dummY Dom!

i've gt no idea wat he's trying to do.

yet we spot another pontianak.

haha no lah.

I guess the girl knew that i took her pic.

It's so bloody obvious lah.

Dom's getting restless.

The toyol on the escalator.
SO yeah,another tiring day.
But i enjoyed it,
cos it's with Dommy Dom Dom.

Congrats to Saiful.
He succeed in the trials.

I'm just nice afterall.

No matter what he'd done to me.

oklah.

gotta sleep now.

nites!!

**((Tere yaad mein pagal pal pal rota hai))**

Thursday, April 24, 2008

** Sleepy Sleepy WEDNESDAY **

12:12 PM

the sleepyhead woke up at 12pm.

i know i'm just a horrible sleeper.

hehe.

i went out to get something,

and WALAH!

check out my beautiful corridor.

they did all that just to paint that pathetic inside
of that pathetic store?

FREAKING PATHETIC!

ohhh...it looks as if only girls occupied the apartments.

PINK??COME ON!

the dead lizard in Adelyn's store.

met with it too often.

and look at how cosy my Dad's bed is.
no wonder i can't get off it.
so basically,im tired.

haha.

i managed to do a lil bit of housework.

and skived more lah actually.

watch tv,eat and sleep!

nw im going off for more TV!

have a nice night everyone.

**((Bas deewangi deewangi deewangi hai))**

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

** JANSHER AND i **

2:03 PM

Sometimes i wonder..

why are we cousins???

He's sickening,annoying,irritating!

but i still love his company.

i don't care less to wait for him

when he has a meeting.

all for the better.

i wanna sit and talk to him in the bus.

no matter how annoying he is.

He's gt lots of similarities with

reza=)

The smiles,the jokes,the facial expressions.

ughhh!!

double-trouble.

i know tat i was too tired just now.

whatever Jansher said sounds like a joke.

I laughed at whatever he said.

I laughed to the fact that his fren thought

both of us were lying about the

whole cousin tingy.

She thought we're a couple.

A COUPLE???

yucks!

and that idiot can actually pause and say,

"no lah,her hair too long"

BULLSHYT!

nvm that.

I'm gonna illustrate to you a scene.

whereby the cousins got separated,

i mean blocked by a man who's standing in between us,

since we were sitting opposite each other.

Unknowingly,both of us peeped through the space,

(meaning under the guy's arm)

AND WAVED TO EACH OTHER

AND SAID BYEEEEE!!!!

at the same time.

how annoying!

i know.

we burst out laughing man.

ok who wont?

and i guess he's been cursing me all the way home.

I sat beside a smelly guy in 168,

and bus 21 smells of THICK urine.

stupid jansher!

**((Is tarah bechain ki))**

Monday, April 21, 2008

** IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY!! **

11:18 PM

Look!!! Someone's early today!

hahah.

ok i played cheat.

Dad sent me just now.

too freaking early la.
:P

and so i love the ray of sunlight coming into the class.
and what else can i do?

oh look at that!
PERFECT SHADOWING!

haha ok i'll stop!!

i just can't stop thinking about yesterday.
It feels so good to know his heart content.
I’ve never felt so good before.
Haha.
YAY YAY YAY
Have a happy morning you all!

**((Janejaan,humko na tadpa))**

** I AM IN LOVE **

2:19 PM

had a 3 family gathering at CCK today.

a fantastic karaoke day.

i love it cos we're like singing together.

i dont think we need the mic.

haha.

the twins were sick today.

all hot man the body.

ya ok.
i look like a mother of 3 here.

because we're in an enclosed place.

i dont think there's a need to look nice.

hhaa.

i know i just can't stop blabbering about him.

i've think it through.

i guess he's just a SUPERB boyfren.

but that's for now lah duh.

i just want us to be like before.

just that.

really.

**((Idhar bhi udhar bhi yahan bhi wahan bhi))**

Sunday, April 20, 2008

** Sorry and Thank You **

1:27 PM

I owe alot of apologies.

God heard my cries.

I'm falling for the second time now.

Suddenly,he became a real guy.

The guy who thinks for

our relationship.

Think of how to preserve,

and be better.

But he lacks faith.

Thats all.

I'm quite happy with this change.

I promise.

You'll feel the love you deserve.

I'm sorry for everything.

And i'm glad that you remembered,

it's coming to a year.

The cramps isn't helping me though.

Too painful lah!!!!

Spoilt my Saturday.

**((Jab tumhe aashiqui,maloom hogi))**

Saturday, April 19, 2008

** It's a FRENZY day!!! **

2:00 PM

i had loads of fun today.

i met my sec sch mates in sch!

drank redbull with Dommy.

had a crazy bus ride with Nira.

and met up with the other 2 gilas.

seriously,Ally's fantastic!

and Isya's forever gullible.

nothing much to say ah.

Ally's LAme skills' pretty good now.

we had great fun laughing at some

minah-used words!

we were laughing like crazy in the bus.

its horrible.we know.

Nira said im crazy today.

unbelievable.

thats a compliment btw.

hehe.

and suddenly i had this feeling to let go.

i don't see the point now.

if he's going back to his old him that i despise,

then there's no use ryte?

as simple as that.

i don't keep too much hope.

even if it is to end.

i'll cry my last few tears and move on.

but if God's gonna light up the light in his heart again,

then i'll really thank HIM!

i do still think of him,alot.

i think more than i ever did.

it's gonna be sad to let everything go.

but i wont force myself animore.

enough is enough.

im tired.

**((Jane chaman shola badan))**

Friday, April 18, 2008

** DOM-MI-NIC **

1:13 PM

now i realised,

how much i miss Dom

when i don't see him in a day.

Dommy dom dom.

where are you?

hahah.

**((Adaa,aye haye adaa))**

Thursday, April 17, 2008

** I cried i CRIED **

11:41 AM

I'm in a real confused state now.

Sadly,i don't know what i want,

and what he wants.

I was thinking so hard just now.

all about this matter.

Of cos i wanna proceed with it.

But i don't seem to understand myself.

I thought of him,i cried.

And then i didn't stop.

Look at the soft side of sabira.

She's totally different than what you see.

We've been together close to a year.

And our problems are not arguments.

They are just based from self helplessness.

That was our agreement though,

to be different.

I love it that way.

But can it still work??

Man i've never been so pathetic.

He seems fine with what we have now.

He's completely distant from that confuse him then.

And now it's my turn. :'(

God,

help me.

**((Dil dil dil yeh dil))**

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

** IT'S FUN FUN FUN!!!! **

2:35 PM

i can't believe that decorating our ig's booth can be

SO FUN!!

we were all laughing and giggling away.

talking to the faci as though she's our age.

observing pleasant peeks from admirers to crushes.

haha.

and the best.

to order pizza after everything's done,

and talk the shit out.

fish how can i be so vulgar!

it's so not me.

looking forward to have fun with them again man.

i hope Jona wasnt feeling left out though.

hehe...

JONA's THE BEST!!

muaccks.

**((Mere chahaton ke,sadke mere zindegi))**

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

** A MONDAY!!! **

1:32 PM

An early Monday for me.
I came slightly late, for at least 2 mins late I guess.
I hope the faci’s nice enough to give me a chance.
I was struggling so hard to reach class on time.
Class was tormenting my mind man.
We thought the problem’s some shitty hard stuff.
But damn, it’s as simple as that man.
Lucky we managed to finished our stuff.
Hardwork man hardwork.
After school, went for SHL BizIG.
Just a fast and brief meeting.
I rushed all the way to W6 after that for SEIG meeting.
To my amaze, only Saiful and Jona was there.
We did the cutting, peeling and pasting together.
It was fun though.
Then had dinner with them & Titima.
A freaking wholemeal.
We ate a lot I swear.
Not forgetting the fruits and appetizers.
Hahaha.
We were laughing at some people who don’t eat fruits with salt.
I won’t tell who is HE.
Cos its kinda obvious ryte??
I just know that I had great time today!!!
More of this people.....

**((Chaahat nadiyaan,chahaat sagar))**

Monday, April 14, 2008

** NASHA engagement day!! **

2:37 PM

someone woke up at 630am,

and straightaway move on with the chores.

i cant believe my bro's getting engage.

really.