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Thursday, April 30, 2009
** tired. **
11:59 PM

I'm tired.
Will update tmr.


Wednesday, April 29, 2009
** Give me more strength GOD!! **
8:05 PM

I'm feeling damn lethargic.
Braindead,weak body and especially weak eyes.
I can barely open my eyes wide man.
Woke up late for FYP this morning.
But was still early for it.
Met Bibi & MaliO,had breakfast at Mac while waiting for JK to come.
Afterwhich we head off to school,then Beamo came along and followed by Dr.Leng.
Hahaha it's funny that we're the most enthu team before the holidays and 3 months later,the status of our project is still stagnant.
Lucky us that Dr.Leng is our supervisor or else,...
confirm kena nag already!
After doing a lil bit of discussions with one another we had our lunch.
Bibi,JK & Beam left while Me,Malio & Gary stayed back to play some games.
We had a blast laughing at that "idiot" game.
Then met up with Faaiz,Qaiyum & Farhan and set off to the coffeeshop.
Thank God Gary drove today:)
Cos i was feeling damn lazy to even walk there.
Had some interesting chat there and off home with Qaiyum.
Damn that guy who seems to enjoy bullying me.
Just because i'm weaker,it doesn't mean that you're strong.
I'll pay back one day!
Watch out(YOUR HAIR!)
hehhehehe:P
And somehow i felt that the bus ride from Bedok Reservoir to my house seems like forever.
I slept and woke up too many times yet i still don't see my flat.
Until finally!!
And after satisfying my cravings for Maggi instead of eating fish head curry,
i still feel tired:(
Orytes i gotta do some FYP stuffs.
Be here again tmr!


Tuesday, April 28, 2009
** still. **
7:44 PM

I'm still in school.
And i'm tired.
How i wish 168 can pick me up from here.
And there's FYP tmr.
Goodbye!


Monday, April 27, 2009
** DRAINED OUT! **
11:59 PM

I've got pictures to post.
I'm sure by now you've all realised that my posts are without pics.
Thanks to the reformatting of Rocky that my Motorala tools is gone.
I'll have to search for the software disc
-.-
And that'll take me ages cos i've gt no idea where it is.
Anyways,i slept at 4am last night and woke up rushing myseld to Bukit Panjang.
Met Gary and off to Dairy Farm to have our lessons.
Everyone were so hip and happening despite the hot scorching sun.
We were sweating like pigs but we had fun.
Especially when it came to the games session.
Combining with Gary's class was the best and the first game really got me laughing.
COLOURS GAME!!
Here we go,seeing the colour blind guy struggling:)
No hard feelings GONG!!
=))
It was fun lah running around in an open field,wehere you can see the great rock structures.
DAMN I WISH I CAN SHOW YOU THE PICS I TOOK!!!!!!
arghhh!!
It's really torturing me,really.
Anyways continuing,...
Pamela was really pissed off with Din.
Somehow he gt there after getting lost.
So yeah,we were in the same team and we worked on our presentation while munching away.
And finally presentation time started.
This is one funny part.
There's this guy,Hafiz or Hafis;
his team was presenting.
AND SUDDENLY,
he looked out and frantically shouted,
'ANACONDA'!!
But it was just a little Komodo lizard.
Damn anaconda sounds soooooo DANGEROUS man!
I swear i couldn't stop laughing.
He gt the animal wrong with his serious face,made it seems like he really saw an Anaconda.
Haiyoooo.
So after presenting,left Bukit Timah at 330pm and i bussed to Wdlands with a gal,whom i chatted like crazy with,YET i dont know her name.
Hahhaha that's really weird.
K back to reality,i dozed off in 168 like mad.
Cos i sprained my neck like crazy when i was back in Tampines.
Remembering the moments when i will suddenly wake up and smile at the people standing in front of me and back to sleep,i think i was really drained out.
At home,i practised a few songs and fell into deep sleep soon after.
So i just woke up la actually.
Had a chat with Twee Twee which he hated it i guess.
HAHAHA!!
I'm still feeling sleepy though.
School again tmr!
Aisya Kassim here i come!


Sunday, April 26, 2009
** Abhi Abhi Thi Dushmaani **
11:59 PM

I'm stucked on lyrics and lyrics every single day.
Too deeply in love with Music right now.
First show's this weekend.
Can't wait yet i'm
afraid..


Saturday, April 25, 2009
** Cool? **
11:59 PM

Still feeling the pain.
Still burning strong in my mind.
I refused to make a decision.
Let me cool first.
Why must it take you long hours to say sorry?
Why must you let that ego control you?
Why must you be that selfish monster that i'd never want to see?
Well,now i'm being selfish.
Tell me that i'm playing hard to get,
cos you know i'm not like that.
Cool?


Friday, April 24, 2009
** SUCKERS **
10:05 PM

Somehow my instincts are all true.
Why did i let him hurt me as he wish?
Why am i so stupid?
Why am i getting stuck in this?
He loves doing all this.
Why trap myself when i can get out?
Knock some sense into this stupid head of mine.
How did i manage to stay in this hell for so long?
He don't seem to care if i have not eaten a single thing since morning.
Staying back for him just cos he asked to.
And i got yet another shit.
He knows me deep in.
I'm this emotional freak who will cry over anything.
Yet he took no notice.
Why are you so mean to me?
What grave mistake has i done this time?
I'm always looking for the missing flaws you see in me.
I'm not perfect,but i don't seem to recall doing anything bad towards you.
All the words that came out from your mouth burns my heart.
Not keeping it warm,but killing it.
Every other day,i'll say that i already had enough of you.
But my heart will thump harder and make me feel regretful.
When i care about your well-being,you insisted on giving you space.
And when i don't,you complain.
Just what do you want from me?
All week you've tortured me to feel that crazy agony.
It just seems so wrong.
Yet i was patient enough to still withstand your attitude.
AND
you turned it all back at me.
When will you ever change?
I regretted feeling worried for you.
I really do.
Now leave me to cry my damn mind out!!
I can't keep it inside me any longer,
cos you know,i'm super weak.

Let the tears do its best job.



Thursday, April 23, 2009
** PLease? **
9:57 PM

Gosh what the hell am i doing?
Is this right?
Yes?
The other one is not active.
And here we have one who's willing to give so much.
Should i just remain stagnant?
Or should i just move on and be the once happy girl?
Should i or should i not?
You tell me.


Wednesday, April 22, 2009
** You won't change. **
7:27 PM

It happened.
I couldn't control myself.
Which guy in the world would ask that kind of question to his gf?
I applaud you for being brave enough to hurt me.
But doesn't mean that i'm losing.
You doubt me,
but i doubt you more.
As simple as that!
Oh gosh,tears are just not lovely when it's being used with no main purpose.
I'm just wasting mine.
All because of you.
Thanks.
I know you're being 'nice'.
One word,
REMORSE.


Tuesday, April 21, 2009
** rocky's sick! **
11:59 PM

I still didn't realise that this will be my last year in RP.
Year 3s.
Hmmmm sounds old huh?
Even my Rocky says so.
He went dead on me this morning,appearing pale,all in blue for umpteen times.
As a good owner,i brought him to the sickbay and the doctors there were funny in their Filipino slang.
Hahaha they did entertained me and Rocky.
I missed 2nd meeting but it was good.
I was feeling really sleepy.
And finally the doctors said that Rocky should be examined thoroughly so i had to leave him there,alone,in their foreign hands.
Went back to class and did some work blablablablabla.
Everything went well though even though presentation could be better if Rocky was there.
Weirdly,my team received lots of praises for our contents.
But i wasn't feeling contented nor feeling great about it cos i know i didn't contribute much.
Kudos to my kiddos Jingkai & Nirza.
After school,thought of picking Rocky up but the doctors said that he should undergo an operation which will make him lose his memory.
The doctors made me laugh about Rocky's condition.
They're really good at easing my pain huh?
And as i held him in my hands,it feels different.
Everything's gone.
All the memories,all the love.
They're nowhere to be found.
But it feels so good to lose them though.
I felt much more lighter thinking that there wouldn't be much to reminisce.
Headed off home with my Muni.
And we slept while standing up in the bus.
Mine wasn't real la!
Hers was!
Hhahahahaha!
We had a fun time at the library and we felt so heavy afterwards.
SLEEEPY!!!!!!
on a lighter note,no sch for tmr!!


Monday, April 20, 2009
** Chahta Hoon Tujhe Sochta Hoon Tujhe **
9:45 PM

At times i feel sad.
I went into stoning mode anytime.
It happened in class on the first day of school.
I was suppose to be happy,smiling at the new faces,
but i just felt different.
And i know why.
I miss my E54P-ians:(
It was really diseartening to go to school on the first day realising that they are not gonna be there with me anymore.
Damn i'm just an emo shit la.
But really,
i miss all of you.


Sunday, April 19, 2009
** yay? **
9:43 PM

School's starting tomorrow.
Should i be happy?
I mean i've always wanted school to start faster.
I'm feeling nervous,no idea why.
Maybe cos i don't know how tomorrow will be.
God,let me have a good sleep.
Thank you.


Saturday, April 18, 2009
** SUCCESS day **
11:59 PM

FIRST STOP!!!
congratulations to babe Muni for passing her TP:)
3 down,2 more to go!
Met her up and we had our late breafast cum early lunch.
And guess what.
For the FIRST time,we didnt finish our food.
Made a couple of trips here and there.
To Tampines Mart,her Nani's place,then to her place to pray and change,and off to 9008.
I got so nervous to meet them all.
But hell they are super nice!
Had a fun time with them all.
And i think we can go farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
Okay are you guessing what i'm talking about?
Orytes,i joined a band,all BOLLY;)
As a,
singer.
Some issues occurred but it's ok.
Shall not talk about it.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,the band's name is...
ORKES GEET.
Do drop a tag if you wanna make reservations.

Thanks Muni:D



Friday, April 17, 2009
** Love daddy! **
11:59 PM

A quick sorry does great WONDERS!
My dad's so great.
I'm glad that he still trust me:)
I'll update more tmr.
Too tired after a whole day out with the guys.
Sleepy is in!
TOODLES


Thursday, April 16, 2009
** Serves me right. **
7:51 PM

A full good day ends with a bad regret.
I lied to Dad just to get out due to a promise to send them back home.
We toured around,to Changi,Bedok,Pasir Ris,Lavender,Toa Payoh,Kallang,Lim Chu Kang,Chua Chu Kang,Sentosa and more.
Thank God,we had experienced drivers who are brave enough to guide our way through,hitting top speed of 180km/h.
I swear the car was shaking like hell and i got scared for a few seconds.
Before that,had a small cheese prata dinner with Qaiyum & Salam who went straight home right after.
So its left with me,Faaiz,Musa & Shanawaz.
We wanted to spook our hearts out and so full-of-idea Musa took the wheels.
The first park we went to,
Laborador Park.
Wasn't that spooky cos it's all upgraded now. Nevertheless,we enjoyed the breeze so much till Faaiz got my hair flying around his neck.
Hahhaaaaaa.
We then headed off to the Chinese & Muslim cemetery.
It's so peaceful there man.
Afterwhich,we ended up at Kranji Jetty if im not wrong,after a whole stretch of hilly and bumpy roads.
We walked nearer the end of the jetty which we had nothing to hold on to.
Passing a big dog which was resting,which freaked Faaiz out.
We accidentally disturbed the guys who were fishing down there so we grabbed a spot,laid there,searching for unseen stars,and settled on a games.
Guess what!
Bang Bang Chuck IT!
Hahhaha Faaiz loved it man.
I can see how enthusiastic he was.
It was so cute seeing us changing names of games through Malaynisation.
Hahhaah okok i made up that word there.
So we left the place at 4 am and i drove Shah home.
Not forgetting losing our way twice!
Lucky he's there,or i'll be crying at the side of any random road at 5am.
AND LIKE I SAID!
A full good day ends with a bad regret.
I regretted lying to Dad until i felt grounded cos he's not talking to me thus snatching away my plans made with Muni today.
Not that he deliberately did it,
i'll do the same to my daughter too.
So serves me right!
I apologised to him,and his short reply made me teared.
Oh God,it feels so wrong to just lie to him and betray the trust he had for me.
I just hope that this incident won't make him lose trust totally in me.
When i say i regret it,i really do.
And i WILL NEVER do it again.
promise.


Wednesday, April 15, 2009
** Some jokes. **
11:59 PM

1) My wife sat down on the couch next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, 'What's on TV?' I said, 'Dust.'And then the fight started....
2) My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary. She said, 'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 150 in about 3 seconds.'I bought her a scale.And then the fight started...
3) When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive... so, I took her to a petrol station.And then the fight started...
4) I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason, took my order first."I'll have the strip steak, medium rare, please." He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?"""Nah, she can order for herself."And then the fight started...
5) A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror. She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.'The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's damn near perfect.'And then the fight started.....
6) I tried to talk my wife into buying a case of Tiger for $14.95. Instead, she bought a jar of cold cream for $7.95.I told her the beer would make her look better at night than the cold cream.And then the fight started....
7) My wife asked me if a certain dress made her butt look big.I told her not as much as the dress she wore yesterdayand then the fight started.....
8) A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies.Suddenly, at 3 o'clock in the morning, a loud noise came from outside.The woman, bewildered, jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man 'Holy crap. That must be my husband!' So the man jumped out of the bed; scared and naked jumped out the window. He smashed himself on the ground, ran through a thorn bush and to his car as fast as he could go.A few minutes later he returned and went up to the bedroom and screamed at the woman, 'I AM your husband!'The woman yelled back, 'Yeah, then why were you running?'And then the fight started.....
9) I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary? "It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation."Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested, "How about the kitchen?"And that's when the fight started....
10) My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?""No," she answered.I then said, "Is that your final answer?"She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes." So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."And that's when the fight started....


Tuesday, April 14, 2009
** It twitches;( **
7:58 PM

THE MYTH
When your left eye twitch means something not good coming your way OR you may end up crying..
And if your right eye twitch means something good is coming OR you’ll meet someone far ie. relative or close friends…
THE SCIENCE
Don't read more into a muscular twitch than it actually is. Sometimes twitches are just an indication of a little chemical imbalance in the body such as a lack of electrolytes. Also too much caffeine, stress, or overuse and muscle fatigue of the eye/ eyelid can be at fault. If it continues for say longer then 3-4 weeks or other symptoms appear consult your doctor.
SOO...WHICH ONE SHOULD I BELIEVE???
For now,my headache's gone=no stress.
Forget the science cos it's always crazy.
And the myth's crazy too cos there's no prove that left ill bring you bad luck.
Luck doesn't lie on eye twitches ain't it?
That's so lame.
But somehow,just like trying to believe that ghosts doesn't exist,it is hard to ignore this myth 100% am i right?
But after consecutive bad happenings today,it's hard to fake the superstitious side of me.
Hahaha.
While driving just now,we hit the curb,and the car went Boom!
Hahhaha and then,when i parked,i nearly hit cars,2 TIMES!!
And next,a cup just slipped of my hand,when i already had the intention to reposition my grip on it.
Haiz.
What luck!
I shall update if there are good happenings,so we can weigh them out together.
*winks*


Monday, April 13, 2009
** Who are you? **
3:09 PM

K ignore the picture cos i'm in the mood to crap.
Anyways,something interesting happened last night,..
in my dreams,again.
This time round,in the whole dream,i was accompanied by this loyal mystery guy whom i don't even know his identity.
I don't know if he was my lover or just someone random,
but i see him with me all the time.
He's nice,he's caring,and i feel loved.
God,who is he?
I think i'm in love with him.
Please come into my dream again,
and do show me your face.
PRETTY PLEASE?


Sunday, April 12, 2009
** Weird dreams **
11:45 PM

Due to the brief update i've posted last night,
i just feel like talking alot today.
First stop:
DREAMS
On the previous night,i had a very funny dream about a terribly weird escapade with some people i can't even identify.
The places were so random,such as my parent's bedroom way back at the old house.
And one thing that is still vivid in my mind was,
I WON A MILLION BUCKS.
Hhahahhahahaa,Sabina laughed at me when i told her about my silly dream.
And last night,i dreamt that i was involved in an impromptu engagement.
The guy was Faaiz,HAHAHA!!
And my whole family was shocked about the sudden news.
I swear i saw myself dolling up,but in the end i was so much afraid to face each and every one of them.
The dream ended with me sitting in the car,still thinking about my next move.
What nonsense!
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Next,i'm hooked on this lovely novel,
'the end of forever'
by Lurlene McDaniel.
I was with the book when i was in the toilet,till i read while karaoke-ing with Dad.
It's damn sad.
I swore i cried like crazy at some parts and it makes me ponder about the depth of reality in every sentences of the book.
Most of them were incredibly accurate cos i went through them myself.
And i'm done with book now.
Gee it's been such a long time since i last finish a book in one day.
Too engrossed la.
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Too Munirah,
be strong!
This is yet another test from Him.
My prayers are with you babe,
you know that.
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God,am i still wasting my time over someone who's there between the hazey barrier in front of me?
Sometimes i told myself,no way,or i'm just fooling myself.
But when the person gave me a sudden appear,
i'm just gaining more hope.
Just hope that they aren't false ones.
Please.


Saturday, April 11, 2009
** stop **
10:29 PM

STOP BEING SELFISH
=(


Friday, April 10, 2009
** One whole day OUT!! **
11:59 PM

Woke up at 11 cos i need to get ready for our outing.
We were so happy thinking about shopping and the taste of seafood dining had been lingering on our tongues the moment we stepped out of the house.
With me having nothing for breakfast,i was craving for lots of stuffs.
But DAMN!
2nd link disappoint us.
We were stuck in the jam for 3 good hours.
And my Dad's tank was running low,as low as the car was running using reserved petrol.
It was scary imagining the car may suddenly die on us and we had to push it 3km ahead to the checkpoint.
Thank God,it didnt happen.
Instead,we got there an hour earlier than the rest cos we used the illegal lane.
Hehehe.
And so we waited for the rest at the resting point.
Afterwhich we sped all the way to Yeo's Seafood Restaurant:)
Our favourite spot to have fun.
Yea the food wasn't that good anyway.
And there were WAY lots of people,Singaporeans of cos.
As per normal,our next thing to do is,...
KARAOKE!!!
And look at my beloved Uncle dancing away with the tambourine.
How cute!

An addition,here's a jellyfish.
Can't really see though.

And...

-.-I'M TIRED-.-



Thursday, April 09, 2009
** Goodbye bro & hello lostangel:( **
11:59 PM

Continued...
Here are some pictures we took at the airport.
Their usual smoking session.
Ewwww SMELLY!! We looked shagged cos we rushed down when they said they're already there.
Had a mini race with Cousin Eddy.
Damn he drives a sportscar man.
What can you expect from me?
Awwww lovely.
:D
3 weeks.
Gonna miss 2nd bro.
The one who always get food for me,anytime,anyplace.
Now i'm turning into a hungry beast.
And i went to sleep after driving home.
Woke up at 9am cos i had to do some spring cleaning cos my friends are coming for a movie marathon session.
Sweat my body off for 4hours cleaning every part of the house except for Dad's and bro's room.
Funny thing :
I merely told Dad that his portable speakers are not working to strike a conversation with him.
And he messed up the spot which i had already cleaned up.
Double work for me.
He cooked for my friends and i sent him to work.
Then off to fetch sister.
Sent 3 of her friends home and off to pick Lina up.
(the lazy pig who lives in Pasir Ris)
Then we pick Kimek & Susu and off home.
They had their lunch and we're set to watch Suster Ngesot & Kuntilanak.
As a matter of fact,i've watched both already.
But it's really fun to watch with friends,especially with them around.
Something so scary became a comedy.
-.-
After their screeching shouts and all,we set off from home.
Initial planning:
MARINA BARRAGE.
Halfway through:
SERANGOON.
And...
i freaking don't know the ways there.
Ended up lost at Tuas with 2 near-accidents.
And changing a one way road to a 2-way road.
Anyhow only me!!
We had lots of laughter man!
I love it!
And in total it's a 5straight hours of lost ride.
When we finally set our wheels at Serangoon,we were cursing the idiots who's walking on the roads like they're pavements.
I honked at them when i got too angry.
Freaking annoying lah!
We packed our Indian food and set off back to Tampines.
Kimek ate in the car,and i dropped her off home and sped to fetch Dad.
Su & Lina were amazingly so SHY when my Dad's in the car.
Hahhahaha!!
Top up some petrol and sent him home first cos we're having our food at Lina's block.
Her Mum prepared drinks for us and water to wash our hands.
Damn DELICIOUS la!!
In total,the dinner costs us $20.40.
Damn they cheated us like crazy.
My dad should really get a shop and get easy money like that man.
ahhaa k not.
Sent Susu home and Lina next and drove home.
I got a nice spot in the carpark,somebody just left home:)
Hahha lucky!
Sorry the pics are with Susu cos i was busy driving and she was snapping away.
And now i'm darn tired.
And tmr will be another day out again with the family.
Goodnights.



Wednesday, April 08, 2009
** Paradise **
11:06 PM

Weirdly,sabby woke up early today.
She was bored cos she had no plans at all.
Until Dad offered her the car.
She picked her sister from school,sent dad to work. And accompanied Muni for the whole day.
We literally went around Tampines.
And no sesat sessions at Ubi.
Cos i suddenly remembered what Uncle taught me.
A scene in the toilet.
Both of us cant tahan our bladder no more.
She was adjusting her tudung so i got bored.
Beautiful flowers in the loo.
Tampines library loo anyways.
And we stopped by somewhere near her place to get Dad something to eat.
And we saw these elderly people playing,'Gateball'.
Weird name,but it looks cool.
After sending Muni off,she picked her Dad up and now,...
she has to send her bro to the airport!
BYE!



Tuesday, April 07, 2009
** Mates together on the wheel **
11:59 PM

Sabina disturbed me from my beauty sleep AGAIN!
This time she wants me to get the car and pick her up from school.
Afraid of driving alone,i asked Lina along.
Thank God we found our way.
After sending Lina off,headed home for lunch.
I was out again at 530 right after the heavy rain.
Picked Aisyah up,and struggled to look for CDC.
Painful i tell you.
The roads are all so familiar yet i had no clue which side of it is CDC.
We were lost for a whole good hour.
Lucky Aisyah's friend helped us out and we met Ally & Muni.
The petrol was running out as it was frantically blinking away.
So we topped up 20bucks and decided to go far to have a good dinner.
We settled on Caffeilla/Thohirah at Jalan Kayu.
Look at our pretty2 drinks.
And Muni's paper thosai.
It's damn huge!!We had a great time laughing about as usual.
My girls.
Sad that Nazi wasn't there:(
Guess she's having fun at Bali right now with her other friends.
Sorry friends cos i was constantly blurting out vulgarities while driving.
Some drivers are a pain in the ass!!
After sending them home,one by one,i picked Sabina up cos Dad's initial plan was to head off to JB for petrol,and she wanted to tag along.
I was running late,so i quickly drove to Ayu's silat place to pass her Marley and Me dvd.
Next we rushed off to Dad's workplace.
Hahaha there was a time when we were at a junction waiting for the light to turn green,
there's another car beside us,with 2 male Malay guys.
They had been playing eyes on us and i knew that that's a sign of starting a race.
And yes i took up the challenge.
I sped right beside him,leaving him wailing at the back.
Hahahhaahaha!
That was not for long la.
I slowed down at the pedestrian for safety purposes so i guess they were happily laughing their asses off at me.
But who cares!
Safety is always first okay.
And Dad was already waiting for us when we reached.
He looked so tired that i suggested that we go home and let him rest instead of going to JB.
Since the petrol is enough to last till Friday,he agreed to it.
And now,i'm tired.
Nites all!
IF we're still together,i would stand there right beside you.I'll give a peck on your forehead and wave you goodbye.Tears will fill my eyes once you turn your back on me.I'm gonna miss you.Be safe.Be well.


Monday, April 06, 2009
** L.E.P.A.K **
9:54 PM

He took me out for a stroll at JB.
Went out early,experiencing the journey to school before school starts.
Met him,had Indian breakfast and off to SPC.
Had a rest back at home,was too tired that i rejected Muni's willingness to come.
Sorry Muni:(
Damn the timing cos i was feeling lazy.
When Faaiz came back to bring me out to meet some others,i rejected and rejected until he fed-up.
Hahahah!
Sorry:(
In the end,i gave in.
Went to Qaiyum's place & Shanawaz came down.
He was high today,singing and dancing like crazy but when he saw me trying to catch him in picture,he hid his acts behind the helmet.

Meet Qaiyum.
His hair is super hot!!

Can't see the difference in the picture though.
And yes,ignore that guy at the back.
As usual,they were smoking n smoking non-stop.
So i revert my focus to the cutey cat.
It was shitting on the grass.
SO CUTE LAH!!!
The boys were crazily talking about bikes.
So they stood around it,inspecting every part of it.
Now it looked like a boyband album cover.
And this guy is damn funny.
He don't dare to kick start the bike,
but he went,.....
"Vroooom......vroooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmm..."
Ok nvm.
I won't explain.

So what's the talk about bikes now?

-.-Bores me-.-



Sunday, April 05, 2009
** Should i quit? **
11:12 PM

Suddenly i felt tired of typing my daily tasks,experiences out.
I didn't abandon this space cos it's unfair.
Hahhaa.
But now,i've been thinking.
I've not much to talk about lately.
Is it the holidays?
Or should i just continue with it until school reopens and see what's hot to rant about.
Hmmm hard decision here.
I just can't think of what to write about.
Sometimes i wanted to write about stuffs that require research,
but in the end,i'll be doing the 'copy n paste' shit.
So might as well forget about it yea.
Hope there's things that i can talk about tomorrow.
As for now,
i'm done.


Saturday, April 04, 2009
** On Our Own **
11:59 PM

It's a GREAT day!
I'm damn tired right now.
Not the legs,weirdly,but my left hand's aching.
Well i went racing today.
Ok not!
Hahaha Dad let me and sis off on our own.
Leaving his whole wallet behind in the car for our expenses.
We didn't have any plan beforehand.
Sabina was just shouting at me to get hold of the car and bring her out,sightseeing.
I got excited cos i did feel like driving around.
And that woke me up from my beauty sleep.
After sending Dad off to work,he purposely made me send my Uncle home.
Hahaha and the engine died!
Damn funny la,lucky there's no other vehicles around.
After sending Uncle home,we head off to CCK to pick Shasya up before proceeding to Woodlands.There... our lovely takes.
And after awhile,we got crazy.
Obviously i don't know the ways so we kept on going in rounds.
Until we got to see all the views of Woodlands Ring Primary,the front,the back,the sides.
HAHHAH!
And those idiots still can say,
"This is why i love riding in a just-passed driver's car".
More like they enjoyed looking at me,the idiotic driver! After sending Shasya off,we head off home for awhile for prayers.
And out again,to Muni's which i forgot to give her what intended to,as the purpose of the visit.
Its okay cos i still got to meet my boyfriend:D
and tie each other to the chair.
Hahahaa Muni,stop swearing!
And after that,off to fetch Dad.
Thanks Dad for trusting me:)
Love you!
(sorry for using almost half a tank of petrol)
hehe.


Friday, April 03, 2009
** My Father:) **
11:15 PM

I should always find time to thank my father whenever i can.
I'm glad that he's still here by my side.
Somewhat,i don't feel like i've lost a mother.
He cooks,he cares,he smiles,he's everything.
Be jealous that he's my father cos we had no struggles at all.
Everything that we wanted,everything that we needed,
he'll give them to us.
I pity him that he lost his partner.
It should be one of his biggest devastation he'd faced in life.
I love him cos he never wanted a replacement.
I love him cos we're never hungry.
I love him cos even when i'm down,deep inside i do know that i still have someone who can enlighten me.
No matter how little he talks to us,no matter how little he scolds us,
he's just great!
He didn't change a lil bit no matter how different our family is now without Mum.
He's still the old guy who speaks less,and more actions.
Oh God,
let him be with us till eternity.


Thursday, April 02, 2009
** UNO:) **
9:36 PM

I'm hooked on UNO baby.
I've been playing with people everywhere around the world.
Sometimes i don't understand what they're saying.
Hahahaa.
There's this guy,he said,"espanol".
And i said "sorry i don't understand your language."
And he replied,
"Kk...fine....i love you."
AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
I guess that's the only English words he knew la.
How cute!
Anyhow only use the phrase. I had a great day with Ain,Lina & Lijah.
Pictures will be posted when i get them alrights.
I'm feeling tired now.
And my throat's aching,like there's a lump.
=(
Byebye.


Wednesday, April 01, 2009
** Marley & Me **
10:02 PM

Awww i cried watching this.
I'm a sucker for animals.
I can't see them limp or even give me that lonely look.
*Sniffles*
You'll cry if you're sensitive.
The movie's not that sad actually but i just can't see anything die.
It's just so heartbreaking.
I will never get a pet no more.
"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes.A waterlogged stick will do just fine.A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor,clever or dull,smart or dumb.Give 'em your heart and he'll give you his."
-John Grogan.


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