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SABIRA JALAL

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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
** Nazi Nazi Nazi **
10:05 PM

Heyloo people.
So last night,some people sms-ed me telling me about some Countdown plans.
I'm not into counting-down cos i think it's super dumb.
But nvm about that.
Nazi sms-ed me around 10.45pm asking if i'm free for supper.
I was thinking,why not?
It's been a long time since we last met,more than a month man.
And what more she had an accident,some manhole shit.
Hahaha,that little liar.
At one moment she said that she fell into a manhole,and at another moment,she said that a truck went over her feet.
I wonder which one's true btw.haha.
And me acting like a dumbass,i asked,"Abhi?" = "Now?"
And she replied in a bloody hindi cum joke inserted,
"Nahi dus sal ke baad.Of course abhi"
For once i felt happy that i understand what she's saying.
Hahhaa,full of sarcasm man that idiot.
And yeah i had to tell her before leaving home cos she said,"I also need time to walk".
So i asked her to take baby steps nyahhahahaa.
Ok i don't know why i'm telling this here,hahaha.
Sorry guys.
But it was a great meet-up.
Her condition brought me back to February this year when i suffered the same bloody thing.
Hahah 6 weeks at home.
Bad bad one!! And hell,my cousin at Canada got married on the 27th of December.
It's a pity that all of us in Singapore didn't get to attend her wedding;(
She's still young and she's already married.
Cool shit!
Looking pretty here.
Okay she's damn pretty so she'll look super duper pretty after make-up?
I think.
Awwww pretty!
The family i've been missing for years.
But i'm missing my aunt the most cos she lived with me for once.
Do come back.
ALL OF YOU!!



Tuesday, December 30, 2008
** BZZZZZ **
8:56 PM

I'm currently busy cleaning up my room.
Before new year comes,i'll have to settle it fast.
Clean yours too;)


Monday, December 29, 2008
** I want it cos.... **
11:55 PM

The highlight of the day was...
Driving;)
I can't help smiling to myself when i had my hands on the wheels.
For once,i felt like like i'm a taxi driver and Uncle needed a ride badly.
Hahha.
He loves to stop at some estate to get something.
And today,he got oranges.
He was happily peeling the skin off and eating while i drive.
How cute.
And i was mastering a deep curb when he opened the door to throw the seeds away.
THE DOOR??
yes the door.
Damn i was shocked yet he just looked at me laughing away.
Cute lil Uncle i got.
Hahahhaa. Fierce or not?
Imagine me - a taxi-driver?
Can make it?
:P
Nah.
I'll just drive Dad to work once i pass,Insyaallah.
He must be really tired driving us all around for close to 10 years.
Poor daddy.
Anyways,i'm missing my dancing cousins.
I mean,DANCE!!
I really hope that another cousin's getting married soon so that we'll get to meet often.
I found dance practise video in my comp,and i can't stop laughing still.
Hahaha.
Montage beb.

And damn i have to say this,..

~miss you nyot nyot~



Sunday, December 28, 2008
** Happy Awal Muharram **
10:50 PM

I didn't know it was today till Faaiz told me.
Without Mum here,i'm in the dark.
She was always the one to remind me important dates on the Islam calendar.
But now there's no one to tell me.
I doubt Dad knows.
Anyways,Happy Awal Muharram to all Muslims out there.
I guess this is the date that I should be looking forward to rather than the stupid countdowns that are being promoted right now.
As much as I want the best for me during this new year,i hope that you guys will be able to attain the best too.
Read your prayers alright.
Here's one link;)
http://www.darulnuman.com/mhikmah/muharam.html
Ya Allah,you definitely know what i want.
I hope you'll be able to give me all with all my devotion to you.
Insyaallah,amin.


Saturday, December 27, 2008
** Where's my JANNAT God? **
11:13 PM

Still searching for the heavenly stage of my life.
Is it coming soon God?
Yes i believe that you've already planned it all.
And i'm waiting.
Patiently waiting.
Insyaallah.


Friday, December 26, 2008
** Misses;( **
9:23 PM

Woke up early in the morning to visit Mum's place.
My heart was at peace looking at the state of the tombstones.
I hope all of them are peaceful down there,especially Mum.
I pricked my finger on Mum's grave.
Yeah i know,i did alot of wrongs.
It's not sick to be superstitious once in awhile right?
After visiting them all,we head on for early breakfast.
And this lil sweety came to see me,for food.
Sweety;( Then we head on to the market to shop.
Ermmmm...looks familiar huh?
Introducing my sexxaye maid;)
Read her name correctly orite.
Dad and his sis looking at the home-made 'sambal belacan'.
My FUN-taste-trick maid.
Busy maid,doing grocery counting in the car.
Hahaha.
I'm hurting inside,
hurting badly.
Dad and aunty was planning a holiday trip for us on CNY.
Can't wait.
The three petals of jasmine flower from Grandaunt's grave.
And yeah so i've told you all that i've been cleaning up my room.
It's still not clean but i'm pretty much done with my clothes.
And i got too excited that i started cleaning up Dad's wardrobe and next,my brothers' disastrous wardrobes.
I opened Mum's wardrobe a few times and stared at her clothes.
There's a lot and i won't touch them.
Won't even throw any.
Hard work hard work.
We seem quite hardworking today.
The spirit of cleaning somewhat was infectious that Dad started cleaning his birds' cages and 2nd bro was helping to fix my door knob,cooking rice.
I love this.
But not all the time lah.
Now my legs are aching thanks to the 3 continuous hours of ironing the clothes,
standing up.
And yes,i found memorable stuffs in my socks drawers.
Secretive?
Nah!
I think it's pretty much safe down there.
Below is the set of personal diaries i had.
The school notebooks summarized my life in 2005 when Mum left,when i had a hard time adapting to new people and new life.
The purple and the black one are simply my magical books.
The ones that fills back the emptiness in my heart with happiness.
Damn i miss writing in there.
But what's the use of writing again when i don't know what am i looking forward to.
Next,i found birthday presents.
Some are left untouched for a year.
Like the watch sis gave me plus some chokers,pens,earrings,all untouched.
Not that i don't appreciate,i just hate to spoil gifts given by others.
And lastly i found my sexy secondary school uniform.
Plus the school tie with that stupid prefect badge attached on it.
It definitely brought back sweet and funny memories.
Like me running away from doing duties during breaks.
Haha unforgettable.
Gonna continue with the clean-ups tomorrow.
Sayonara!



Thursday, December 25, 2008
** Merry Christmas all;) **
11:36 PM

I was busy throwing around all the clothes from the wardrobe,drawers,cupboards on the floor.
Wanted to clear and make sure i dispose them and not to syg2 them all.
But hell i'm still doing that.
I kept on thinking what if one day,i remembered about that particular shirt/skirt/dress/pants/top whatever you call it and pathetically wants to use it?
Hahhahaa.
I've been growing up with that man.
And hell i've got nothing much to update here.
Anyways....
to ya all;)


Wednesday, December 24, 2008
** Fate Fate Fate-what is it? **
8:39 PM

Finally i was controlling the car(eyebrows up high)
Drove all the way to town,passing by the sick Singapore Flyer,
Tekka and many many more places which don't seem familiar to me.
Guess it cheered my day up.
Cos damn i missed driving so much.
I really really want to pass this time round,
but still it will all depend on my fate.
If fate had been written that i'll fail again,then there's nothing much i can do to change it.
I hope i get this right,all this fate thingy.
Sometimes,the presence of fate really confused me.
I don't believe in doing deep research on it,but i'll believe on what i think it is.

I'm sure you guys have your very own definition for this small word that have a very deep and big meaning.

For me,it's the entity that shapes every little or big impacts to my life.



Tuesday, December 23, 2008
** 33333333333333333333333333 **
11:35 PM

Didnt sleep a wink after coming back from Indonesia.
I stayed up the whole night doing some data-entry for Jasmine.
It's a great thing that i'm working from home.
Can relax!
And phew!
I finished them all.
Now i'm damn happy but i want to be more happier tomorrow to realise how's my driving's gonna be like after more than a month of not holding the wheels.
Hahahaa.
Chao Chin Chao!
My dream of lying down next to you came true;)


Monday, December 22, 2008
** HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY **
11:59 PM

First stop,HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYUKI!!
May you lead a happy life ahead;) 2nd stop,GET WELL SOON NAZI!!
Back from India and she's on crutches.
Poor bestfren of mine. Lastly,LOVE YOU NIRA;)
I really do miss your presence in my everyday life.
Eventhough we're not that close anymore,i'm still glad that we're making the effort to reach that
fantastic friendship point once again.



Sunday, December 21, 2008
** My Holiday;) **
11:59 PM

You guys should by now realised that i've been gone for a good three days.
So i'm here to update about it:)
SATURDAY
20/12/08
12pm
Sabina & i was all ready to go for our holiday,
Things all packed.
Just that Dad gave us the wrong information and we ended up getting ready too fast.
So,to waste time,we played 'Secret Code'.
Don't worry.
I won her:P
And so we got all excited when Dad said,"Orytes,let's GO".
You can see our smiles beaming brightly under the sun.
We didn't complain about the weather cos we're feeling the thrill already.
And yes this girl below is me in Primary 6.
Hahhaah please don't laugh!So where are we going?
And the picture below is our ride. Before the ferry starts moving,i already felt like puking.
The dizziness was killing me man.
And yeah that's Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.
Singapore looks pretty here huh?
Ya anws,byebye Sinapore!
AND.....
Hellloooooo TANJUNG PINANG!
It was a crazy 2 hours journey.
My neck got all stiff from the bad sleep.
But hell i was too excited to tour around this part of Indonesia.
I mean i've always been dreaming of going there when i was sooo into the Indon dramas.
And here i am,slapping myself on the forehead,telling myself how dumb can i be.
Obviously there's Batam.
And after realising that Tanjung Pinang is not Pulau Pinang in Malaysia,my heart jumped high.
Wait,is there such a thing?
Nvm.
Moving on....So we felt kinda stupid when we alight from the ferry.
All the buggies,drivers,riders are waiting along the terminal to get a customer.
And yeah they were talking and talking to us all till we can't really think to make the right choice on which hotel we wanna book in and so on.
Lucky Dad's friend was there.
So he pretty much know the place and the great hotels there.
So he got us a driver.
And yes,Sabina & i were scared when we were left alone with the driver in the van.
And he started asking,"Where do you guys live in Singapore?"
I was thinking hard on whether we should answer this personal question.
Hahaha i was so scared so i elbowed Sabina and she ebowed me back.
So i answered,"Pasir Ris".
Then he started talking about his brother who lives in Simei.
Phew!!
What a relieve!
Lucky he's nice man.
And we stayed at Panorama hotel.
Nothing much about the hotel so we'll skip that intro part.
We had to take 2 separate room cos it's small.
So yeah Dad had his own home.
I'm sure he love it.
So while waiting to go for lunch,we relaxed in our respective rooms.
SO LUNCH TIME!!!
We walked down to town on our own since it's pretty near to our hotel.
And we saw a pretty nice restaurant that says,"Nasi Padang Sederhana".
We went in.
Sat.
And was thinking of what to order,
when the waiters just came with hand full of plates which is filled with dishes.
Yeah i was shocked!
A total of 16 different dishes.
And we can eat whatever we want.Damn we were damn full after that and we love watching Dad when he needs to pay.
Well the currency is pretty much different.
Their money is in thousands.
The current rate: S$1 : 7200Rp.
So Dad got pretty much psyched up on how to pay and so he asked the waiter whether what he gave him was enough or not.
Oh God,fraud can happen anytime.
Aba aba...
Hahahaha.
After our lunch we walked around town looking at stuffs to buy.
Perhaps our mood wasn't in to do any shopping.
So went back to our hotel,walking slowly.Lovely scenery there.
And i caught Sabina there with her new cap.
It'snot wonderful when you can sense all those eyes looking at you as though strong currents are penetrating through you until your movements are limited.
They knew that we're not local,but hell we don't need stares.
So yeah it's pretty scary walking around there.
But look at the sea.
And the sea with the statue seals there facing the Sun.And we're finally back at our room.
So she camwhored.
And don't worry,i did too;)After our evening prayers,we went down again to wait for Dad's fren and the driver.
We're going to a different town which have a standard shopping mall.
So while waiting,..
Us again.
You guys shud know how much i love taking pictures of anything just so i can share it with you all down here.
So yes i'm pretty busy with the camera.
That's my Dad.
And i got attracted to this lovely little thing at the hotel's lobby.And guess what Dad and sis were talking about?
They were busy talking about this.
LOOK BELOW!The hotel's chandelier.
Wanna know why?
Cos it is similar to the one in our house.
And they were busy counting the branches to discover the difference between ours and theirs.
HOW ANNOYING!!!!
Of all things!?
Why not talk about the pretty Christmas tree instead?
Hahahaha.
Weirdos.
So we shopped at Ramayana's.
Got lots of shirts there and we ate Fish and Chip for dinner.
Back to the hotel to rest.
Damn comfy!

SUNDAY
21/12/08
Had our breakfast.
And we went to the open rooftop to rest.
Enjoying the breeze.
The weather's there is not like Singapore.
It's hot but you won't be sticky or sweat alot.
Cool ain't it?
So Dad rushed for the loo cos he took 3 laxative pills.
And we took pictures.
Our usual stuff;)Outside the KTV lounge.
And we went down,waiting to check-out.
So Singapore is exactly an hour ahead of Indonesia.
Pretty much confused thinking about what time to pray and all.
When it' so simple.
All we have to do is check our local time thats all and pray following Singapore time.
The driver came and we went to fetch Dad's friend's family to roam around the state.
Pretty house.
Lovely Bollywood scenery.
We enjoying our ride.At Dad's friend's house.
=D
And back in the van.
Bought lots of crackers at Sarimas.
The cool police van.
They have those kind of benches-in-the-park at the back of the van.
COOL!!
Beautiful!!
Then we visited a pet shop cos Dad was missing his petbirds.
He was telling his friend and the driver that his birds are crying at home cos Dad's not there to bring them out.
HAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!And i missed my dead hamsters=(
Anyways,moving on...
We checked in at Comfort Hotel and i think it's pretty grand.
The deluxe suite cost us 300,000Rp after an offer.
(Do your converting yourself:))
And the bed is super HUGE!
Then we went for dinner.
We had something like Nasi Ayam Penyet in the dark.
And their home-made lemon tea is sooooo tasty!
But i lose my apetite when a stray cat stared at me with its pitiful eyes.
And there is something in its eyes,like some gluey stuff.
It looked up at me and i gave it 3/4 of my fried chicken to it.
After dinner,we walked to our hotel.
And i was thinking that Mum should be there with us:'(
Digestion in operation.I was the last one to sleep cos i was busy watching a movie.
And i was sad looking at Dad lying down on the cold floor despite having a big bed that the three of us can share.
He had sacrificed so much for us man.
I think he's already used to sleeping alone in his big bed at home.
I cannot imagine not having him around anymore.
And he didn't buy a single thing for himself.
Everything he spent on during our trip there were only on us.
I love you Dad.
And i can feel your lonely heart when you smiled and said that Mum was scared to board a ferry.
How sweet of you to remember.
And i learnt alot during this trip.
The pains that i had gone through this year is all gone thanks to the ferry ride.
I feel my pain cutting through the waves as the ferry passes through the big mass of obstacles right in front of it.
And now i'm choosing to forget every single lousy thing that had happened to me.
Thank you God for giving me the strength that i needed badly.
Alhamdulillah.
And on a lighter note,we LOVE the ferry ride!
Guess we don't need Tanjung Pinang to have a funfair that have roller coasters.
Cos we felt that same effect on the ferry when it bump on a wave.
And i felt like we were flying.
=DWavemaster 3!
And now wake up!!
I'm in Singapore;)
and i miss MUM.



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