on Sabira's diary??

Thursday, December 31, 2009

** Lovely Thursday?? **

11:59 PM

I didn't woke up that early,to be 'that early' at the shop.

But hey,it was just nice;P

My tummy was grumbling like mad,and just when i thought that i could happily have Green Tea gushing down my throat,it'd already turned bad.

Damn it.

And i was too lazy to go down to get some snacks,so i rummaged through my bag,and i found this.

My hot singer gave this to me.

Sweet much?

Hahaa i only ate one though,saving them.

^ ^

And then i got bored.

My neighbours were happily singing to the old songs that were playing from my lappy.
And..

I think i have a cartoon smile,with braces definitely.

HAHAH!!
Andd....

You know this always happened.
So DO NOT complain:P
And then straight to Didi's Mum's place for her sis's wedding.
I'm really grateful that everyone there is very friendly.
I clicked in real fast,and i loved it.
First stop...

I kena sabo-ed by Didi.
Freaking mean man.
And i shook terribly while singing,cos it's a freaking solo performance,throughout the damn full song.
So i'll just post the short one:P
Cos it's really terrible!
Next,the bride's down.

Don't ask me what's this ritual is all about.
But i saw them feeding her away.
No idea what it was though.

And choco,i know i told you that they didn't play this song,BUT THEY DID!!
Hahaha how funny!
I was video-ing away,maybe that's why.
STM!!
Anws..
the dancefloor was opened straightaway.
Everyone was happily tapping their feets away.
Even Nani and all.

The kids enjoying:))

Here's Shamroz and his cute lil niece:D
And then it was countdown time.
Okay i'm not involved definitely,cos i didn't think it's fun.
Everyone was holding to at least one of this bunga-api.

And they were happily shouting away!

And Shamroz wanted this recorded.
So yeah:)

And i found this gal's picture in my phone.
This lil baby will never understand when i said my batt's flat!
Gonna kidnap her soon!

So went home for awhile after that and out again.
Afterwhich,Chajaan picked me up and off to somewhere where he confessed his love for me.
Hahahahahah ok i'm crapping like duh!!
He craps even worst lor.
He was like,
"okay let's make this day our first year anniversary".
I was like....HUH?!!
Confirmed SIAO!
Poor him was having migraine and all.

This was when he was pumping oil and i was bored.
Soon after this,a group of men came up to him and were sneaking some peeps inside the car.
He told me his boss said this to him,
"Biskut baik nampak.."
Hahaha basket!
And oh yea,i forgot,i played his 'gf' today.
All his friends believed him.
What an ass!!
He can still say,
"K tomorrow i loan you again.Wah..like weekend car kinda thingy eh"
GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
Can't you be sweet for once and say..
*********
*******
*****
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"I won't ask for anything,just wanna see u smile n happy"
Happy New Year:D
note:it's 5.26am!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

** Awwww...touched!! **

11:59 PM

Finally i got to sing with my so-called "hot singer".

Wooo it was a blast.

Though i think i need to buck up real fast in order to rock the show on the 9th,cos he's already there.

Cos most of the songs,i've never performed before,or my band had never play before,or it's never a song for me in the band.

:((

But nevermind,i'll work hard!!

So who's the hot singer?

You'll get to know SOOON!!!

And i swear he's hot.

Okay whatever if you're reading this,told ya this is where i pour what i have in mind.
"As for me..i think that will stay
U being sweet n u so sweet
Cos u are sweet"

Not only a hot singer,he's a super extra sweet guy;))

Thanks for the chocolates choco!!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

** Yay Hurray!! **

11:59 PM

I finally got my sleep after missing one whole night of slumber.

And i really got tired last night.

Once my head hits the pillow,i'm flat,asleep.

And this morning,i woke up at 10am.

Damn i'm proud of myself,ahhaahhaha!!

Was contemplating whether i should open the shop or not.

In the end,i decided to go,but i took my time,cos my bro offered to send me there.

Woohooo!!

So while waiting for him to finish eating,i played with my babies.

Their pretty house;)

Got cushion somemore.

Lucky them!!

I was soooo bored at the shop,that i was scribbling all the way from 3pm to 8pm.

I'm always sitting at the spot,the same position,looking down on my notebook.

Colour here and there.

Hahaha,

loook.

Achi hai??

And then there's this Chinese girl who was really interested in buying a sari.

I draped it around her,anyhow only!

HAHAHAHAH!!

But when i draped it back on the mannequin,i think not bad leh.

K i wanna fold clothes now.

I'm a busy housewife!!

Monday, December 28, 2009

** A sleepless night. **

11:06 PM

I didn't sleep a wink last night.

My sis was fantasizing to build a nice playhouse for our babies.

And we did,in the middle of night,watched some videos on my hp and we ended our laughter at 4am.

I gt a call from Aunt around 5am saying that her Mum had just passed away,Innalillah..

So i stayed up to inform Dad,and no,i still couldn't sleep:(

I really don't know what's wrong with me man.

I tried sleeping in the bus,and i still can't.

So i thought i'm gonna doze off at the shop,yet i didn't.

-________-

What's happening?

Can you tell me?

ANYWAYS

I'm having a chat with someone whom i never thought i would chat with.

SShhhhh..

Will reveal soon!

Sunday, December 27, 2009

** Pathetic ain't it?? **

9:52 PM

I was in a great slumber when Chajaan called me.

Okay it was not early,it was already 12.47pm when he called.

GOSSIP SESSION!!!

And that monkey chatted with me all the way till 1.15pm when he was supposed to meet his friend at 1.30pm at a wedding!!

He was still in bed,and there he was nagging at me,shouting,

"what kind of lady are you? still sleeping at this hour?"

IDIOTTT!!!!!!

Anyways.....

Dad's friend sent us a big 5kg fish yesterday.

And so Dad was pretty busy in the kitchen,trying to clear the scales away,removing its intestines and all.

The kitchen's in a mess!!

Freaking big i tell you!

Half of the fish nearly filled up the breadth of the kitchen sink.

Anyways,let's put the fish aside for now.
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I'm in a dilemma right now.
I have to make an important decision fast.
But hell how do i say it here?
Either ways,i'll lose out on something in life.
And hell yeah,i just realised that i have very few friends.
I can count them using my fingers.
The people whom i always turned to are the same,common people.
But when situation like this "dilemma" occurs,i can't depend on these friends cos we're not of the same interest.
They wouldn't understand me:(
And i miss my bestfriend,Nazi:(
And i miss my fb bestie,Qaiyum:(
And i miss my FYP lovelies:(
ALOT!!!!
And i'm gonna start working tmr till thurs,so i won't be free:(
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And Singapore's Next Idol is...
SEZAIRI SAZALI!!
(k im just guessing,so i hope i won't be paiseh and have to apologise for this anyhow-guess results:P)

Saturday, December 26, 2009

** Performance 2;)) **

11:59 PM

Before our performance.

This is Chajaan's baby cousin,Neha.

Awwww baby...

K the performance was kinda crazy i can say.
Everyone was crowding around us,it's sooo squeezy,it's sooo making us breathless.
And worst,my lengah got stuck right after the first few melodies of the song.
Was soooo paiseh lah!!
Tell me how we gonna twirl??
With everyone sooo near us..
:(
But the crowd were sooo supportive lah.
Thank God we chose the right songs.
I was abit scared cos Reza's parents were invited to the same wedding.
And while dancing,i saw Didi,haha i even had time to wave at her.
LOLS!!
So after our performance,we went straight back to Yaya's place and changed,and off to another wedding at Woodlands.
Met Jaswant there cos he was playing with the band.
The pretty bride;))

And of course me and Yaya wanted to sing some songs.

So here's Yaya with her cousin,Yusof.
Aa Ab Laut Chalein.

I sang Bekhudi Mein Sanam in the end,with a complete stranger.

Jaswant put Uncle Rahman on the line to let him hear me sing.

Soooo annoying!!
And after that was....

Nachle time!!

We danced like nobody's business man.

Freaking fun,we had a great time.

Plus the number of ooooo so many good-looking guys around;)

Okok enough,then back to Yaya's place.

Look at this unique set of coffee.

There's level of mildness and all,cool or what.

The set even come with its own coffee-making machine and glasses.

Power or what!!

Then i sent Dad home and fetched sis from work.

**And damn,someone just made me excited..It was really unexpected.I'm thrilled!!**

Friday, December 25, 2009

** Merry Christmas!! **

11:59 PM

Nothing much to update for today.

I'm still unable to open my FYP folder.

Walau damn holiday mood lah!

DAMN!

Anyways,my babies wanna wish you all..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Ya Ya Yipppeee Yippppeee..

My baby's a happy baby!

Performance 2 tmr!!!

Can't waittttttt!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

** Awwww babiessss **

10:11 PM

I watched this movie below here,and i swear i cried till my head feels like it's gonna break into pieces.

"Hearty Paws"

A freaking sad movie and if you watched it and didn't cry,

YOU MUST BE MAD!!!!

I know lah i'm Indian,full of drama.

But really ah,i promise you,you'll appreciate your pets more after you watch this movie.

And i've always been appreciating my babies.

When i'm alone at home,they are the ones i played with.

When i woke up from my sleep,when i came home from school,

they are the first ones i'll greet after opening my bedroom door.
They eat what i eat.

I don't like onions,i'll give them to my Papa;)

I treat them to ice-cream yesterday.

Yummy yummy!

Awww my babies.

And mash potato for dinner.

I don't think i'm harming them in any way.

I want them to enjoy life more since they are cooped in that small cage/tank of theirs.

Death will always be there.

And come on,potatoes will not kill them;)
Shall feed them some chicken pieces later on!!

BYEBYE!

**I was wondering why are there people singing,and i just realised it's Christmas Eve. So...Merry Christmas to those of you who are celebrating ya. ENJOYSSS!!! **

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

** Converted videos;) **

7:11 PM

Anybody out there who knows how to change the setting of my SD card for my camera,to make files smaller,please tag me.

See i have to convert these videos,and we looked like tiny ants,plus the resolution sucks to the core:(

This is me and Yaya last Sunday.

And Orkes Geet's very first time playing Discowale Khisko;)

Damn the resolution's real bad,i can't take it man!!

** Am i missing it?? **

2:43 PM

In this life,i'm sure that LOVE plays a big part.

Okay no i'm not talking about any kind of love.

It's the love between two strangers who are not related by blood or whatsoever.

As a girl,i yearned to be loved by a guy.

I yearned for somone to caress my hair when i'm down.

And i yearned to feel belonged to a person whom i really love.

But life isn't that fair.

I read my past,remembering those days when i felt that tinge of love which i kept hoping that it would last forever.

Everything started out very sweet indeed,that i don't think the term "break-up" will ever exist in my relationship.

Eventually,it appeared from nowhere,without me calling.

And it crushed me badly.

From then on,after getting slapped twice,i don't believe in this word called LOVE anymore.

Yes i've been running away from guys.

I'm friendly towards them as friends,but as soon as they start mentioning that they are taking a liking on me,i'll start to drift away.

Yes it sucks,but i'm unwilling to let my heart get crushed for the third time.

I'm no bitch.

I don't and won't hurt my boyfriend.

I strived for the best.

But it all goes down the drain,cos at the end of the day,i'm the victim.

I don't know how it happened,i begged,i cried,

but we were never meant to be.
LOVE sucks.

period.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

** Abdul Qaiyum Bin Habib Marican **

10:49 PM

A tribute to a great friend.

Hahaha my favourite picture off the load.

So girly can?!

Now i wanna ask you guys,isn't it rare to find a guy friend who admits that he missed bullying you?Physically some more.

But it's more rare to find a girl friend like me who remembers his actions.
;P

But damn i missed out the most important part.
It's okay,read below,it's a lie,so i won't remember it.

Okay i'm not alone.
He memorised my actions too.

Sweet much?

And we have our own Msn nicks for each other.

His had been Twee Twee all along,

and mine,..

-___-

Woof Woof!!

And damn we're usually sooooo childish on msn.

We talk about anything,everything,clean or dirty and we will never ever get offended no matter what.

Awesome ain't it?
You're a rare find Abdul Qaiyum.

And yes,if ever we lost contact,i'll always remember not to look for you at Geylang,but at Haji Lane you Arab!!

Man,we have a long list of planned out activities yet to be done!!

**Karaoke session

**Don't Say Alvidaa at sch staircase

**DHADKAN!!!

What else eh,i can't recall!!

You better be free dood,else i'm gonna pull your goldfish eyes out!!

Monday, December 21, 2009

** Winnie the Pooh **

9:38 PM

I'm not a fan of any cartoon character.

But my dad willingly wanted us to buy these pajamas each.

Childish,but cute mah!

I likeeee!!
And i wore this to meet Chajaan;))

While waiting for that slowpoke.

K bye Sabina,hello Chajaan.

He was smiling away when i appeared with my cute night uniform.

He's such a gundu lah!!

He asked me whether i'm ready liao.

As if we're going clubbing like that.

Bloody kanina!!

All we wanted to do was just slack under the block and transfer our band videos to his Mac.

And he's such a vainpot.

The moment he switched on his Mac,he was on his webcam.

-_________-

A rare find definitely..

And yeah,he said,bring whatever i'm supposed to bring.

So i grabbed Babies' tank along,with my henna cones and books.

I turned back to Sabina to pass them to her.

Hahaaha like kanchiong only!

Here's when Chajaan was too engrossed over my videos,so i played with my baby lor.
**Psst Qaiyum,your post will be tmr.I'm rushing now.And i need quality time to ensure it's "the best" tribute to you. **
WINKS!!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

** BollyBlitz eh?? ;)) **

11:59 PM

Hahaha when Yaya asked me to do henna,she didn't!!

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I was hopeless last night,i couldn't draw on my right hand,so i woke Sabina up.

Her circle damn senget ah!!
Will show you guys soon,if i remember ah.