Please avoid sms-ing your fren while you're half awake.Take this one for example."Mornhn,gmwije cramts"Haha.Lucky i sort of understand it.Munirah Munirah.... (shaking my head)Aniways last night isn't that great.Firstly,Sabina and me have to wait for the 2 idiots for near an hour.Then there are stupid people around me smoking.-.-In the end they reached and we go jalan2 aimlessly.Had dinner at Macs and off home.While walking through the bazaar,we saw a nice kurta suit and we instantly thought of Dad.Without thinking twice,we got it for him.I kinda love it man.Hope Aba like it too=)It's gonna be a surprise anyway.We'll only present it to him on Hari Raya morning.And back to the story,we met Sabrina n Shaqirah in the bus.What a coincidence!Didnt see them at their shop though.Now i'm in school.Faaiz is not in class.Qaiyum is beside me,as crazy as normal.Ayu is far away,without a laptop,so it's kinda hard to communicate with her.Okay our first UT is TODAY!!!!andd......IS IT TRUE THAT WE'RE ONE MORE DAY AWAY FROM hari raya?It doesn't mean anything to me.:(
Monday, September 29, 2008
So dad handed me bills to get what i want for Hari Raya.I really have no mood,i swear.Everything is just so sickening.The people i see roaming around me are sickening as well!My company for last night is none other than Sabina.Thanks to the accident I had during the Captain's ball tournament early this year,i'm not able to wear heels anymore.I'll feel the muscle strain on my ankle.And my dad totally understands it.I ended up buying a cowboy sandal which unfortunately,Sabina said I looked like a prostitute in it,just because they wore this kind of shoes.Hahah.Bloody sister!
And so here are the pictures of the lovely duo.I guess both of us can survive even when we have no friends.Having each other is the bestest thing ever.But hell i'm always lagging behind=(Anyways,shopping at Geylang bazaar was a GREAT disaster.You come in smelling nice and dry,you get out smelling like you've been barbequed by the smokes,and like what Sabina said,"her armpits are crying."Nevertheless,we got what we want.I got my henna cones.And the best is,i got my silky long dress from Bhai Mohsin's shop.I guess that's pretty much the best thing about having relatives with an apparels shop.Power man!Wardrobe will be updated,and yes,it will be FOC!Sabina got one too plus a pretty skirt.We sat at Aunty Anita's shop till 11.And we set off home by bus.I was freaking hungry by then and was counting down to the time when we'll reach Pasir Ris and settle down under the block with our Ramly burgers:)That's the highlight of the day.
AND!!
Snowy paid us a visit.
And so Sabina's my first customer this year
You should be glad my dear sister =PMy mind wandered around while shopping.Was pretty much disturbed by the fact that there are many shameless people out there who didn't play their part in this month but are claiming their undeserved happiness by celebrating Hari Raya.Come on lah people,grow up!If small kids can do it,why not you?Coming to shop with tatoos,wild piercings and delinquent characters,you expect people to look at you with a smile and say,"woah,Selamat Hari Raya!!"Shameless i tell you!I know that i don't really have the right to say all this,but it's been haunting my mind every single year seeing people like them around.Change yourselves lah!Don't come to Geylang in a group of gangs,sitting at the side,staring at people from the top to bottom,trying to make them feel inferior.The space you're using are for them,not for you guys to make weird noises and smoke your asses off.Your presence totally changed the mood of the bazaar,really.JUST SCRAM!!
Sunday, September 28, 2008
You sent me a box of tissue on msn when i'm having flu. I have the right to cry. Yeh hai tere qadam,Kabhi khushi kabhi gham.
Memories are streaming in.
It's the date today:(I'm feeling disturbed today.Isn't that normal??
Nobody can feel it,only me.Don't get angry with me over this day please.Just let me free for today at least.
Remembering the days when you teased me about sheeps and i teased you about socks.
A picture that combines us both =(
Some of the great photos i've ever seen.
It's still kept deep in my heart.
You made me happy on our happy day.
You email me the happy feet picture when I had my fall.
You edited the picture you took of me on your birthday.
And your endless kambeng picture which made me smile all the time.
Oh yes I do.
That’s what I’ve been doing so far by the way.
My heart is still in pain.
No matter how hard I’ve tried to heal it.
Nobody can help me with this.
Even God doesn’t allow me to forget you.
Why is it so hard?
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Hadi in yellow socks. Didnt even know what the lesson was about man. Lucky we got through safely, THANKS TO MALIO!!!! annoying right? And i will never forget the part when we were walking toward Causeway Point. Qaiyum and I were singing to Dastaan song when Shahnawaz said that both of us can sing well. We were in the midst of crossing the road using the zebra-crossing. And both me & Qaiyum turned behind to look at Shahnawaz,and said,"WE KNOW(while raising our eyebrows)",together. HAHA.
Every Friday seems like a nice day.Playing games.
Having fun eh Beam?
The Champion, Jingkai!!
Ayu trying hard.
Haahaha. Aniways i suck at the game.I didnt even win any turn.Loser i am.=(
haha.
When we were presenting,look at what my teammates are doing.
Playing tic-tac-toe.
While Jingkai was explaining his part.
We smoked our way through today.She tumpang our class cos her whole team chao-ed.Lucky Grace is nice to let her stay.=DLove GRACE!!we then set off to Al-Ameen to break our fast.And look at this gundu, he brought his kitchen fire starter for his cigarette.
okok gtg!
Friday, September 26, 2008
Why must it come now?It's like 5 more days only.There goes my hope for fasting a month full this year.I definitely want to fast on the last day especially.Now the hope's all gone.I'm feeling tired as hell.I don't even remember picking up a call from someone who's been waking me up for my pre-dawn meal every morning.The person said that i'm crazy cos i thought the person didn't call me.Haha.Sorry man!So yeah i skipped school cos when i woke up it's all bright and sunny already.No way am I gonna go to school and see that havent-existed (-0.5) in my grade results.Such an ugly thing man.Secondly,thanks Ayuki for ditching with me.I know she was already on her way to school when i sms-ed her saying that i'm not coming.Instead of going,guess she made a U-turn cos Malio told me Ayu's not in class.So i asked her and she said,"ya la.then u nvr go what.later i so bored.thats why i nvr go."Woah:)Guess we'll have the same attendance this semester right penggu?Aniways today i can breathe a sigh of relief cos i won't have to crack my head over Dave's fantastic RJ question that will always make us stare at the screen for a good 3 hours.Yippeee!And yes,did you all realise how warm your tap water is?I dont know but mine's like damn warm.Hope nobody burn his/her ass while cleaning up.Sorry for being random.Just born this way.Haha.And yes,Sabina got her raya clothes and shoes already.I still don't feel the urge of getting them man.I don't even feel like celebrating Hari Raya this year.Every year don't seem to do any good cos families are drifting apart.Friends left without saying their goodbyes.And i can literally use my fingers to count the number of friends-who-are-always-there using my fingers.Not that i'm not thankful,but it's just sad to get stuck in just one circle of friends and when they're not there,I will automatically have no one.Hell i'm still grieving over the past.It's freaking unavoidable.Let me cry if i want to.Just let me..
Thursday, September 25, 2008
And presentation sucks BIG time!
A pic i took on court last night.
Today's pretty much a hassle.I just can't stop sleeping in buses man when i find it truly hard to do in the past.I can even fall asleep in a matter of one bus-stop apart.Bad bad bad.Much more worse,my 2nd bro kept on urging me & sis to eat those finger food he fried.And then,ice-cream.I love it!Chocomint chips and i just had a few spoonful of them.Erm,to sum it up,i finished it all and i want more!
And so today's a pretty much lazy day.
NO mood to do any work.
I saw this pic in my phone and i've already warned you all,that whatever pics i found in there will be posted here.
Haha.And so,our crazy faci Mr.Simon sent me an sms just now.It goes like this,"On the canvas of life we often go off colour,but as long as people like u are there to add the right shades,life goes on to be a rainbow. Gd nite!"And i replied,"Woah woah woah!! Our faci's getting so mushy now.Guess it's a sign that you're ending your singlehood life :P"And he replied,"ha ha u are rite la la la la"I can never imagine him getting married man.Can u just see him flashing his tongue out while saying the wedding vows,that will make the witnesses burst out laughing?I can never see him serious.Sure got something stupid to insert.Crazy fella. ok off to PP now.NITES!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
And so it was her birthday.The so-called reigning queen of Bollywood's birthday.So i was browsing through the bolly website and i came upon the comments viewers gave.
Read them.
Basket right they all.HAHAHAHA!!!
ok i'm gone.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Seems like the bestest Monday when everything's just so early.Thanks to Faaiz for the wake-up call.Really appreciate it=)Got a lil emo in school when i had a chat with a good fren.Made memories come back.I know i wasn't myself.And Faaiz cheered me up.He can make me smile actually.I remembered Ayu saying that she felt scared to even talk to me today.She said i seemed different.Haha.Weird world!
And hell things got better as time passed.Celebrating Mary's birthday together.I know there's not many of us there.But we do hope tat you're happy with whatever we've presented to you."Love you Mary."from QAIYUM at least.haha.
And so what else can we resort to except the arcade.
Damn it was seriously fun!
Qaiyum got crazy when Ayu's baba dropped us at Tampines.He was unsure of his bus-stop,unsure of where his bus gonna turn to.Such a weird guy.This Abdul ah!While in the bus,there's this aged Chinese man looking at me.I was thinking whether i should smile or not,cos his face seriously VERY fierce!Without realising,i flashed a smile at him and hell i was so happy that he smiled back.And his smile is freaking sweet lah.Oh my God!I really love it when people smiles back at me:)Especially when i don't know them.And he waved goodbye at me when i got up from my seat.It's as if we've known each other for years.Live long Uncle=)Smile more.
Monday, September 22, 2008
I want a new wardrobe or perhaps a bigger one.
Congrats twee twee=D
Managed to crack somewhat a last-minute lame joke with him. I was saying,"You can stop me at the bus-stop." He replied,"You'll still have to tap your card(ezlink)." I was thinking hard of what to reply man and in the end i said,"But you don't even have the machine for tapping." And he cutely pointed his finger to the time-display area and say,"This is it." HAHAHHAHAHAHA!! Klah gotta go pray and recite Quran. NITES!
Guess you all can see how bored i am today.Till the point that i dont know what to do,but to keep on posting.I was feeling rather tired plus lazy.I can see the messy house,but i just can't be bothered.So it's either i'm here playing games online,kept on bloghopping to see if my friends' has updated their blogs every one hour.Damn i know i sound pathetic.But what to do.I chiong reciting the Quran.Alhamdulillah,we finished 3 juz today.That's real hard work and patience okay.Aniways i've captured a few games i played today.
First stop: Boneless Bush!haha.This one's real funny i tell you.A never ending game for those who really hate this guy.
2nd game: Make-over for my bride=D
3rd game: That's me playing piano.
the 'cool' doggy!
4th game: Doll up my bolly girl.
Damn i'd love to look like that man.
Last game: A hatred one for Paris Hilton i guess.I'm supposed to aim food into her mouth so that she'll get fatter and fatter every minute.Haha.And sometimes her stupid dog will jump to get the food.Annoying!Oklah.I'm tired now.Nights!
** Salams from Canada **
1:03 AMI'm up early today thanks to the excessive sleeps i've got.First stop,greetings from Canada.I received an email from my lovely aunty.She sent me pictures of her and her family,perhaps breaking fast together.So do browse through.
Sharon's bf,Amrit,Lashmen,Aunty Nan & Sharon.
The people i've not met for a very long time.
Do come back to Singapore soon.
Life in Canada.
Mother and son.I've yet to send Aunty Nan my 1st bro's engagement photos.I've gots lots to do today. Wash clothesHang clothesWork abit on PPClean up the messy houseEmail aunty the picsClear up my old clothes
I can't stuff in my new clothes anymore.Have to tumpang at my Dad's or bro's wardrobe.haha.Klah i better get going before the bed calls me back.Good morning all!!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
** SLEEP SLEEP **
11:59 AMYou guys wouldn't wanna know what i did for today.Nothing exciting.I was endlessly trying to repay my sleep-debt.So hell i was sleeping and sleeping and sleeping all the time.The only times that i wasn't sleeping was when i need to pray.Haha.Man i'm feeling so lethargic.I'll post abit more tomorrow.Nitghts!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
** Happy Birthday MaliO **
2:59 PMAnd so it's MALIO's birthday today.We were crazily planning on msn.All were disturbing Praba like crazy.We sneaked our way to Mali's class and surprised her.I hope she love it.But we're all looking forward to Monday.MAKAN TIME!
So after school,i rushed for my prayers.Me,Mali & Ayu gt stuck waiting for the bus to interchange and ended up walking.Both me & Ayu slept in the bus,stopped at Tampines and go our separate ways.Ayu has officially converted into race Indian.Haha.with the bangles=P
So i met up with sis & cuzzins and head off to Paya Lebar.Had our dinner at Mc.And jalan2 at the bazaar,which is like so pathetic.We then head to the arcade where we met 1st bro n his fiancee.
Too indulged to the basketball game. Used the tickets to redeem my prizes.A deck of 'Old Maid' cards & a spray sweet.
Just us girls!
Kunali Bendre.Haha.
The arcade games=D
Back to Aunty Anita's place.I managed to sell one of Bhai Mohsin's long dresses.Screwed up on the prices. 
Believe it or not,we were staying up at Kembangan all night. Playing card games.Talking about our family.Laughing and crazy-ing around.
I fell asleep halfway cos i really couldn't take it.They are like horrible smokers who just can't stop smoking for God's sake.I was down with bad flu thanks to the smokes.
So we left Kembangan after sahur.I was sleeping in the buses,all the way.I felt like a bloody drunkard.Haha.
Lovely day=)
Friday, September 19, 2008
** Emoing.. **
2:45 PMI tried hard enough to refrain myself from crying.It's tough.Real tough.I really wanna let it go,but it keeps on coming back.There's a new love here.I'm trying my best to make the bestest decision ever.I have no choice but evaluate him strictly.Cos i don't wanna fall into a trap that will violate my whole life once again.God,do lead me on.You know i have nothing to rely on right now.Haan ya Naa?
Thursday, September 18, 2008
** Why did you even come? **
7:50 AMShit i was late again today.Lucky today we're suppose to go to ALC.That bloody 858 ah!!!!!It's been consecutive 3 days that it's late.Irritating siah.But lucky me,the faci wasn't in class.haha.
Believe it or not.I did that rope course.I felt like shitting at first.And I went first.Scary siol.
After putting on our safety harness and helmet.
Our Mangama.
And yes,Qaiyum got his driving license already.
Guess i'm feeling pretty sad today.
Cos of what i saw in my dreams.It took such a long time for it to sink into my mind that i actually dreamt about it.Guess i woke up in tears.What are you trying to show me God?Please don't torture me anymore.
And furthermore,someone in the class as usual started his nonsense without any reason.I hate it!!Whenever i thought that someone can actually make me smile,they're actually urging me to get back to my crying days.I'm pathetic.Thanks God.So much.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
** SCREWED UP!! **
1:07 PMToday's problem,screwed it up!I don't know for how many more times must i run to school.What the hell is wrong with the bus services timings!I'm just sick and tired of this morning routine.
Pretty much a pathetic face.Sports law.What can you expect?No smiles baby.
After school watched Faaiz & Simon play soccer.
Dommy was there.
I don't know why is it so hard to converse to him like normal.
Ayu is never interested to be a good company.
hahaha!
SEE!! can't even smile for the camera :~O
That's the bestest faci ever,Simon:)
I'm still wondering.Isn't basketball a much more nicer game?Jump in the air.Soccer??Not much excitement.BUT!I really wanna try playing it one day.
The beautiful sky as usual.
That's Faaiz.
Oh ya,i slept on the court.
Lucky Ayu's dad send me home man.
