At times i cried to myself.I've always felt lonely.Refusing to get out of house,refusing to socialise,refusing it all.I'm missing alot of people in my life.I need not mention any names,cos it's gonna make me even more sad.Yes i'm a crybaby,i admit that.And this terrible headache i've been having is not helping me at all.But when i'm all alone,i have my lovely kitties.I'm glad that they're there.They who snuggled beside me on my bed when they wanna sleep.They who followed me to the kitchen when i wanna eat.
My baby Blackey:))
My baby Whitey;))
And i love their presence...alot!!
Thank you babies.I wanna watch you guys grow big and lazy.Love you two!!
** And he sings,"you're not alone.." **
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Throughout these years,i felt like i've been bottling too much.I stuffed everything within me without thinking if overloading will ever occur.And yes it did.It happened last night.Just when i thought that i do have people in my life,it hits me hard.This pain inside me,over losing you will always be there.It's just a matter of time,whether i still remember you or not.I'm sorry to you whom i've hurt.My mind's in a turmoil.Headache:(
Friday, February 26, 2010
I'm trying to divert my focus off some matters.Here are some pics i got from facebook,from our first performance last year.
At Golden Landmark hotel poolside if i'm not wrong.
:D
My partner.
Crazy hair!
Damn,i miss dancing.
And i swear i've forgotten almost all the steps.Now i've got issues to think of.He got me thinking,i'm not suppose to get pressurized.But i am right now.My joke is becoming a reality.I'm nervous,i'm scared,but i'm looking forward to it.HOW DAA?!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
And so i was back early from the chalet this morning.I walked my ass off home,stopping by to grab bubble tea and some lovely breads which i'd been craving for.Here are the pictures which i managed to snap for yesterday.First stop,a dead body.Hahhahaa hilarious siah!
And then our bbq guys,starting the fire.Or should i say "trying",cos they were still struggling after an hour.
Beamo's not there:(
Oooo i love hotdogs!
Them peeps.
With my Bibi;)
The hungry people.
Still on my hotdog..
The guys:]
Our organizer.
HT session with Sara's nonsensical poses with things she found under the bed.HHHAHAHAHHA!!
And then it was games time.Of all games,we played donkey.And Mary was in charge of coming out with weird2 and funny2 forfeits for the losers to do.
Here's Gary pole-dancing away.As you can see,Hadi's the pole,look at what he's covering while happily eating his chicken.
And then Hadi was the loser.And he had to do 10 sexy pose!Sexxaye enough?
And we felt hot,so we head in to the room,to continue with our game.
And here was where Nirza was the donkey for 3 consecutive rounds.
Me and Weixi watching them playing away.
And he kena again.This time round,10 cute pose.
This is the best.Tickle Budi's thighs for 15secs.It was madness.Go check out the video on my fb profile.
We had a great sleep after laughing like mad.And when i woke up this morning,there was only me,Mary,JK and Nirza left.Everyone had gone home.So we walked through the sunny path.Sweating like mad i swear.My headache came back,and i fell asleep only at around 3pm.When i woke up,i saw my kitties curling up beside me,awwwwww..Alrighty,i wanna go meet my love.Nights all.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Contemplating..I'm still down with headache,but i miss my friends.So goodbye,i'm off to the chalet!See ya!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
They are the reason why i woke up early.My cutie lil kitties.And did i tell you that Dad is fine with their presence now eventhough he showed signs of disapproval 2 weeks ago.=))
Whitey baby.
Blackey baby.
They're annoyingly cute and i love it when they run after me.:)
I visited Muni's family with Aisyah and Amalia just now.Thank God it seems that everything's pretty fine.I'm glad that that's the case.I'm having a very bad headache and i don't know if i should proceed to my class chalet tonight.Headache means bad mood for me.Haiyah!**And your family's scaring me... :( **
Monday, February 22, 2010
Be strong Muni,i know you are.
And so it's CNY celebration with my lovelies today.We headed straight to Mali's place for a big round of steamboat.LOVELY I SWEAR!!Photosnap session!
=D
And we wanted to teach a Bibi a lesson.
She was frantically looking for her hp,which is definitely with us!
As she went in,we locked the door and hang her hp there on the laundry stick.
Just look at her face man.
And then we headed to paradise.
Raffles Marina where the lovely scenery is.
Our best picture.
lovely ain't it?
Band album cover.
My lovelies:))
The sexxaye gays!
And us gals.
I wanted to be in the picture but someone just had to call me.So in the end i snapped them.
Now to Beam's place at Bishan.Passed over the car to Jk.Thank God i didn't drive.Jam and raining like mad.Hehehehee:P
Beam's paradise.
Mary and Beam's adorable dog,Fir.
Beam's got a lovely room for himself.I love his room!
And lastly,after Bibi left for training,we drove down to Sengkang.Jk's place,where we slacked and ate lovely snacks.Happy Chinese New Year to all;)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
I was feeling very nervous.Woke up damn early and got ready for the show.While waiting for my lovely bandmates,i played with my lil babies.They're all big and playful now.
I divert my nervousness to reading a malay novel while they were setting up the instruments:)Weird that i was excited and nervous at the same time.And then the song starts and i just enjoyed those moments.Here's Chajaan.
Aunty Sharifah,Fherzana and Nassir.
Why so serious?
Okay i know i'm pathetic that these are all the pictures that i'd snapped.Overall it was a great day and our first performance's just fantastic!I've got videos but it's gonna take me weeks to convert them into smaller sizes that can be uploaded here.And have i told you that i'm seriously in love with him?Guess it's a repeat.
:P
