It don’t pay to be nice all the time huh?
I just feel that some people,
Are just out there to use you.
When they got no one to be with.
I’ll be the first they’ll come to.
But when they are happy!
With another friend,
They put me aside.
How nice.
Ahhh forget it.
NOW!!!!I wanna complain how lonely I felt today.
Coming home from school,
Feeling soooo tired.
Yet there’s nobody that I can talk to.
I ate dinner alone at the big dining table.
Sometimes I wonder,where’s my family??
Aren’t they suppose to be there?
N I guess,the longer a loved one left me,
The stronger the love I feel.
It’s a regretful moment.
Whereby you now will realize,
That you shudnt have done certain things.
Hell,how I wish Mum’s still here man.
Its freaking boring without her.
Tt somebody tt will help me tie my hair.
Do facial for me.
A person whom I can shop with.
I just miss all of that.
I know,before,I wish that she’s gone.
When she starts nagging n swearing.
But I’m missing all those man.
aNd I will never get that back.
It’s different with Dad.
He’s busy with work,and I salute him,
That he can still cook for us.
And go shopping with us.
Guess a house without a mum is dull.
Home’s missing a vibrant flower.
And its been a long time since we last visited her.
Hope that my prayers reached to her.
And that she’s always in the house,
Looking at her sad children.
The children that misses her so much.
And not forgetting her lonely husband.
Who’s leading the family,alone.
Without a partner.
I just cant wait for the moment,
When I can take care of Dad all by my own.
I want to repay his deeds.
I know it will never be repaid,but I’ll try.
I cant feel the grief he’s going through.
Cos I knew,he hid it somewehere in his heart.
I wish I could hug n kiss him.
But I guess it wont happen anytime soon.
I love him as much as I love Mum.
So much.
**((Mera marna bhi tumhi ho))**