on Sabira's diary??

Saturday, February 28, 2009

** LOUSY band!!! **

11:59 PM

Don't ask me what time i woke up today.

I can't believe i'm that sleepy.

After watching a little bit of Taal,we got ready and out we go.

Damn the road!

Jam everywhere!
And we reached the studio LATE!

I was patiently waiting for the roads to clear.

And she was sleeping away.Hahaha.

There were lots of Tamil people there.

And they only major in Tamil songs.

And i was forced to sing a solo the minute i got my ass in the studio.

It was hard cos they weren't playing well.

I kept on wondering when i should come in and the lyrics was horrible.
And after that,they were hitting on Tamil songs all the way that most of us got frustrated.

With one guy trying to act bossy,situation became tensed.
Till one of the drummers got super angry and he marched off straightaway with his wife.

And after that,everything went haywire.

They played like shit.

Everything was shitty.

So i didn't enjoy myself at the studio.

Not gonna go next week.

It's really a waste of time.

Friday, February 27, 2009

** A day with lots of comments **

11:27 PM

Remember 2 years ago when we were just friends?

We celebrated this day with smiles that has no ends.

And today i didn't forget the promise i've made in my heart:to send,

A poem,just for you,HAPPY BIRTHDAY mr.policeman;)
I woke up early today,

with the strength to tidy up the whole house.

And i was so drained out,all sweaty,and smelly hahaha.

I had a nice morning bath and helped Dad in the kitchen.

Cousin came with breakfast soon after.

Bro Ayit who left for camp came back after awhile saying that he shitted out blood.

So the doctor wanted to check him and all blablablablabla.

Had breakfast with him and i lie down on the couch.

My eyes were signalling to me,that they are tired but i wanted to keep Dad company sice it's Friday.

So i digged in a drawer where there are lots of my old notebooks.

I found one which made me think that,'damn,am i that crazy?'

Hahhaa i won't tell you what i wrote in the notebook.

Just a hint:I was soo into one guy that i wrote about every scene in school when i bumped into him.

HOW PATHETIC!!!

So i kinda lose myself on that notebook so i went on to another one.

And this is another dumb thing that i'd done.

I bloody hell wrote the dialogues of Kabhie Khushi Kabhi Gham.

I almost completed Disc 1 of the whole movie.

Damn i must be out of my mind.

And the notebook nearly slipped off my hand as i lose my control to stay awake.

I head inside my bros' room and slept for a whole good hour or more.

The funny part came when my cousin smsed me asking where am i since she didn't see me in any part of the house.

Hahaa,it was funny cos she passed by my bros' room and the door was widely ajar.

She must be dead tired to not notice.

So we waited for sis to come back and we head on to Central cos cousin wanted to get some stuffs for her company's chalet.

And she's so cute that despite the little distance left towards Downtown,she flagged a cab.

After sending her off,Sabina and i went to get some snacks and walked home.

During our journey home,there are 2 old pakciks staring and smiling away at us.

Sabina couldn't control her anger and she tu

rned and show them some fingers.Haha.

The worst is yet to arrive though.

When we were crossing the road,there's an impatient apek driver who honked at us cos we were walking slowly.

He wanted to pass by after we walk cos there's another pedestrian right behind us.

But because Sabina was slower,he got angry and honked,and showed his middle finger at us.

Kanina!

What a stupid driver.

So Sabina shouted at him all the crude words she know(he was welcoming the comments since he wind down his window).

Forget bout him lah,so we continued our walk and lepak watching the last episode of Anak Metropolitan.

After which bro came back from his 2 hours visit to his camp.

I was left all alone cos both went into slumber at their respective resting spots.

I glued my eyes on the TV waiting for Pesta Perdana to start.

Weirdly,i watched the soccer match between the Young lions and Brunei,and it was terribly boring that i knocked off a few time.

And finally Pesta Perdana 10 started,and i think it's a real waste of my time cos it was TERRIBLY boring.

With Aaron Aziz as the host,oh god,why did they take the risk by using him.

He was a total failure as the host.

I'm being honest here and the show had many discrepancies which got the audience bored.

Now forget the show,

I'm currently having lots of pain on the right side of my head.

Its been a few days and i'm afraid that it may be something serious.

Hope not.

K i wanna play with Sabby now.

Byebye!

Ignore the mess,cos i physically erased them away from the room this morning:)
Idiotic brother of mine!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

** It's been too loooooongggg... **

11:25 PM

Sometimes....

I felt that it is just too long since i last cried.

To trim,is like trimming the past which had been so joyful.

To keep,is something soo nice,but may be a great burden to my life soon.

Well,if it's not obvious enough,I was talking about my HAIR!!

It's been so long since i last checked the length of my hair in the mirror.

And this morning i accidentally did!

I was so happy that it had grown.

And i guess it's real fast.

I remembered how painful my heart was after every trimming.

They will bloody hell cut it anyhow till it loses its length.

Jingkai commented that my hair looked kinda straight from my display picture on msn.
Hahahaa so i said it must be the shampoo.

I know it will not stay that kind for too long.

Knowing my attitude of not combing/brushing/grooming my hair at all.

So why are we talking about hair?

Cos i've got nothing too blog about.

Till then,make sure your hair shines beautifully,may it grow thick and long,

just the way you want it.

Toodles:D

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

** C-R-U-S-H-E-D and L-O-V-E-D again.**

8:16 PM

Ignore what i said last night.

Am i just too emotional?

Now i'm real sorry.

I'm glad that everything's back to normal:)

Thanks Nyot Nyot.

After the long chat with him last night,both of us realised our mistakes and we got back happier than ever.

We made up today.

It was fine cos he rode his bike over.

At first i was afraid to even be his pillion.

Hahhahaa.

But we had to eat lah.

So we head off to Changi to have our late breakfast.

Hahaha,your comment for this picture will always be remembered.

Finally,somebody didn't have anything good to comment on his looks here.

HAHA I SEE CURLY HAIR!!

Okok Sorry!

He sent me back home after our eating session with his full of nonsensical blabbers.

And that crazy girl was home.

Saiful this will be one of your favourite.
You should know why. Cos you just love toilet shots!!!
Well,my tummy can't take yucky food.
The Nasi Ayam wasn't good,so i threw it all out back.
And after awhile,Sabina left for Changi.

I'm left all alone at home,

AGAIN!!!

So last take before she left.

My hopes are big now.
Hope you're back for real.
No more nonsense.
Thank you.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

** I'm sorry.. Goodbye**

8:46 PM

I'm sorry that i can't make you happy.

I'm sorry that i can't change everything for you.

I'm sorry that i have to be mean.

I'm sorry that i felt as if i'm being ordered around.

I'm sorry that you ended up insulting me.

I'm sorry for anything and everything.

Just so sorry that we're never meant to be.

I will never be able to understand you and neither you can understand me.

I've promised you on some issues.

And i hope i won't breach it.

Lead the life you'd always wanted.

Guess it's time to let go.

Goodbye.

Monday, February 23, 2009

** 5th and last? **

11:59 PM

Everything is different.

Nothing's in place.

I'm feeling out of place.

I'm feeling lousy.

My jealousy is getting out of hand.

It's getting out of control.

Just what is making me feel like this?

I've tried cooling down,but it seems so coincidental that things happen at the wrong time.

Please God.

Clear this mess up for me.

I'm too tired to think.

Just too tired.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

** DO NOT PLAY with colours **

11:14 PM

IF you are fair or white and you think it's great to laugh at others who are dark or black,think twice.

Well,i only realised this joke has truth in it after a scene from the Tamil movie titled MUNI.

(hahha MUNI)

KK i won't disturb you anymore.

But why siah of all names,they decided to shortform the guy's name from Muniyani to MUNI?

Why not Yandi?Or Andi?

Hahhahaa.

OKAY back to the black and white thingy.

So there was a scene in the movie whereby a black guy wanted to propose a fair girl.

But the girl arrogantly said,"No way,you're black and i'm white".

And the guy took off his shoe and showed the bottom of his feet and said,

"Well,i have your colour right there at the bottom,and you have my colour right on top(which is the hair)"

Well it kinda shows how the status of white and black on the human body differs huh?

Great script i can say.

How did they even think of that?

Damn smart la!

So...

don't play2 ah.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

** This is what we can do **

11:59 PM

Pushed away the sorrows for some moment.

What we did was SING!
Yes it's the best,everything went off as i awed my eyes watching great dances,great scenes,great captures.

We spent our night at Kolam Ayer CC cos Dada's music studio had moved there recently from Changi.

And Dada gave us wrong information saying that they were at Kallang CC.

We stood there waiting for nearly half an hour till he called to say that it's at Kolam Ayer CC.

No worries,still in the district same though.

So before moving on,me and sis managed to capture a few pics.
We went over and helped moving things around for a few minutes and straight to karaoke.
Man i just love the sound system,damn good la!
It's great that my shyness of singing in front of strangers is off.
Hahaha and one of the uncle thought that Sabina is elder than me.
Not the first:)
(winks at Sabina)
Had a great dinner at one of the restaurant there.
Sent Dada off home and we're back home.
Sorrow is back.
I felt damn sad when i think about the meaning of the last song i heard in the car.
Mere Jeevan Saathi,
Tere bina mere zindegi kuch bhi nehi.
Anyways,the update for the chalet is down at 170209.
Don't forget to check out the vidoes too.
Nites.

Friday, February 20, 2009

** Sorrows in his eyes **

8:58 PM

It wasn't enough that i'm going through all this sorrows.

I saw sorrow in his eyes too.

Poor dad.

He must be missing out his late aunt,his late mum,his late wife,his late mum-in-law.

Especially at his late aunt's grave,i saw him teared.

He turned his head away to wipe his tears away.

I saw that moment,and i felt like crying too.

Why are our hearts both crushed?

It's a bad day.

And my heart is crushed further to see dad in that state.

When is this going to be over God?

Give him happiness please.

He deserve it.

Give it.

** C-R-U-S-H-E-D **

12:08 AM

I don't know where i'd gone wrong.

I really don't know.

There are people who asked me to stay,and they are people who asked me to leave.

I didn't know that my 2nd one is gonna be this bad.

I've tried hard enough.

I've tried saying sorry,eventhough it's not my fault in the first place.

Why can't i react that way when someone had made me angry?

Why do people kept on thinking that i'm causing all this shit?

Why would i want to be in a shitty situation?

It's not even worthy.

My tears are drying up.

My heart is aching.

My mind is in pain.

Why must this always happen?

Those harsh words,those ill thoughts about me.

Those perceptions your friends are having for me.

How can it ever be fair?

Damn i need space.

I can't breathe.

All thanks to you.

Guys,are shit!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

** Back. **

11:31 AM

Good morning all!!

It's been half an hour since i reached home.

The chalet was a blast,but i admit that i was crazily drained out and tired due to my sleepless nights.

Once i get all the pictures,i'll update alright.

Cos my post will be meaningless without any:)

Anyways,

to my eldest brother,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Do come back soon.

We all miss you.

For now,i'll get my rest.

Or maybe,visit Sabby first?

I miss him!!

haha.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

** E54P Class Chalet 2009 **

11:59 PM

Hello all!!

Here's the update of E54P's Class Chalet 2009.

170209

I woke up as early as 6.30am cos i'm tagging along to do some shopping.

Met Jingkai at Compass Point and damn that was my very first time i bussed there by 109.

Ayu came after awhile and we set off straight to Sembawang,now to wait for Mary.

While waiting,they had breakfast at Mac as i already had mine.

Finally,Mary arrived and we waited for Dave cos he's gonna guide us through our shopping session.

It was damn funny watching Dave trying his best to agitate Mary.

So after shopping,Dave asked us to slack around at his place.
He gave us drinks,cooked some bites for us,marinate our 'sayap ayams',and had time to have a whole round of mahjong with Jingkai and Mary.
He was winning like crazy i tell you.

So me and Ayu toured around his area,peeking at his bike,checking out his backyard and stuff.

Dave said that Indians always have lots of stories to tell and i wanna ask him whether he have perhaps a single drop of Indian blood in him cos he got that trait too.Haha.
We were delayed cos he was still talking and finally we left his place at 4pm i think.
That's when Mary and I had a hell of a time.

Under the scorching sun.....

We lied down on the back of the lorry,singing,laughing and talking loudly.
Our laughter turned horrible when Mary ruined Jingkai's umbrella while she was in the midst of opening it.
And finally,we're back in my hometown.

Had a couple of trip home cos Sabina needs the keys.
A pic of us girls before setting off.

After picking up a few more peeps,we were all set to our escapade destination.

It took quite a while before Nirza got hold of the keys while we waited patiently outside our so-called bungalow.
It was the last one throughout the whole Aloha Loyang chalets, and we were darn far from the pool and all we could see there were big big big ships which seems put every single day.
Our bungalow:)

By late afternoon, most of us were there.
We were having trouble choosing the rooms when a few of us realized that Room No.3 is a lil scary.
So we decided to to leave the room empty.
First night there was excellent as everyone was in a great mood to play.
So they had their games and pitiful forfeits while I watched them in gay.
Did we feel like we are out of place Ayuki?
I don’t know why but both of us can be seen as the ones who has the least participation in any games.

It was fun watching them play the games.
I was much afraid of the intensity of the forfeits,maybe that's why i don't even feel like trying.
Haha,yes i'm a loser,no problem.
Look at the people in action.

One of the bestest forfeit.

Their first kiss.

Awwww!

Ermmm...
Some licking session.

Check out the sexy legs baby!
Hahahah!

Anyways i really couldn't recall which event comes first,was it the games session or our outing.
But nvm,i'll just do it my way alright.
I remembered all of us set our asses at the back of the lorry and went for a spin.
Headed straight to Changi to look at sexy bapoks.
Wanted to have an early breakfast but all the stalls are closed.
BORING!
We zoomed past Old Changi Hospital and back to our chalet.

Oh yes i rememberd me and Gary drove the lorry by turns.

Damn i miss driving now.

Poor Ayu was risking her live for 2 consecutive rides.Hahah.

When we were back,some of us ordered breakfast from Mac.
After i had mine,i went back to sleep,close to 7am.
Oh yea,i shared a bed with Ayu.
It was damn cozy and cold cos we had the whole big bed to ourselves.
And we both woke up at 1pm.

Anyways,i had no idea how to put the videos of all the forfeits here,so do visit http://www.youtube.com/user/lovesara

to watch everything.

And i mean it,EVERYTHING!

180209
I bathed and made my way to the kitchen to help out in preparing the stuffs for BBQ later at night.
Mary cooked her yummy pasta for us all!!
And then i had a simple ball passing game with Rong Jie.
Tiring but fun!
When most of them were already back from their swim,we set out the bbq stuffs.

Picking up mood.

TADA!!!
The guys at work.
Some of us took turns to do the cooking.

I couldn't resist myself from stuffing all those food inside my mouth eventhough i really hated the taste of barbecued stuffs.

No choice lah,there's no other food to survive on.

And we kinda dispersed when Dave arrived.
He brought along a shellfish,3 bottles of alcoholic drinks and i cant remember what else.
H ewas stuck right at the Mahjong table,yet again.

Here are some clicks of the peeps who were present.
Don't worry,i'll get the original ones soon.
Dave was so annoying when he asked us to shout SEX the before taking our last shot.
But hell most of us had fun.
I hope all lah!

The drunkards at work.

These drunkards are really crazy cos they kinda lose their mind.
They saw a bunch of banglas walking outside and they shouted,"Hey bangla!!"

And they automatically inserted a few crude comments and asked the banglas to wave back at them.
Hahahaha..

And someone added,"I can only see your teeth".
HOW MEAN!!

The guy who was at his best was Rong Jie.
I didn't expect to see another side of him.

That crazy fella!
He's damn quiet in class but when he was drunk,he said things that can make roll on the floor and laughed like an idiot.
Especially when he said,"AKU PANAS!!"
Which means "I'M HOT".(hot as in sexy hot hahaha)

While we were laughing outside,some of us saw something happened in Room 4.
Ayu and me were so terrified that we didn't want to sleep in that room.
While we were thinking hard about where to sleep,these people were busy clicking away in Room 2.

And then the guys wanted to check Room 4 out.
So they came in and............
CLICK MORE PICTURES???

Idiots.
But it was good though that they did that cos,we realised that perhaps what we had in mind was indeed true.
An orb appeared in one of the picture.
Right in front of the bed.
Scary huh.

But we braved ourselves,and invited Isabelle and Qixiang to sleep in with us.
I was trying my best to control my laughter before sleeping and you should kow why Ayu.
Hahahhaa.
How was it??

Any bump-into-the-melons session?
I bet not cos when i woke up,you were squeezing right next to me.
Just like a cat cuddling near it's dog friend:)

Hahaa.
So all of us got ready to set home,and leave the scary and happening bungalow.

Guys can we have our next chalet somewhere else please?

It feels so sick to think that i'm actually away from home but i still feel like i'm home cos we're still at my district.

Eating at the coffeeshop were i always visited,seeing the same buildings over and over again when we were on our rides.

How pathetic.

And to think of it,i was sent home first.

Hahhaa how funny!

But anyways,i truly enjoyed myself:D

LOVE E54P

Monday, February 16, 2009

** BOO BYEBYE!!! **

9:26 PM

Everyday,nothing special happened.

The usual times,my never-ending downs.

Lucky i still succeed in completing my 8 hours sleep a day routine.

But bad timing.

I'll have to clock back the real timing cos i can't afford to be late tmr.

An escapade which i've been waiting for all these boring and meaningless weeks.

I shall talk about it after it happen alright.

For now,let's take a look at this picture.

There's Josh,who was pretty drunk to the max.

He was sitting there blaberring.

Who's the entertainer?

Faaiz of course!

How can it be me?

I don't know who captured this picture though.

I saw it on Josh's facebook profile and i kinda like how ignorant i look there.

Ok forget the picture lah.

As usual i had nothing to rant about here.

Anyways,i had a funny conversation with Ayuki.

She SHAMELESSLY asked me,

"Do you miss me?"

Hhahahahhahhahahaha!!!
I'm not gonna say what i said to her.

Cos it's gonna spoil my escapade secret.

KLAH fine!

I'm gonna meet all my best classmates:)

**winks**

Sunday, February 15, 2009

** SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE **

11:59 PM

A movie that everyone's talking about.

I think the movie won some awards,BAFTA and was nominated in the Oscars as well.

A.R Rahman's song,Jai Ho which is not even fantastic to me caught them.

I've been wanting to know what the hell the movie is all about when Dommy talked about it.

Well,what he said was way off.

I thought he's gonna say something good about the movie.

Instead he was blaberring about how cute the kids in the movie are.

Haha.

He's like that la.

Noticing some other component of the story.

And yeah so i watched.

And i don't find it good.

Who is this Danny Boyle guy?

Oh well,he's and English-born director and film producer.

No wonder,something unusual like A.R Rahman's song getting nominated in such a prestigious award or even the movie itself gets its standard high up there.

He had definitely composed songs that are way better than that one.

Just imagine if the movie was directed by a normal Indian-born producer,i'm sure its name wouldn't be that good.

Perhaps it will just be known at the Zee Awards.

Haha am i criticizing it?

Well I hope not.

It's logic right?

Nvm.

So here's the synopsis of the story.

Slumdog Millionaire is the story of Jamal Malik (Patel), an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India¹s "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?"But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika (Pinto), the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show¹s questions.Each chapter of Jamal¹s increasingly layered story reveals where he learned the answers to the show¹s seemingly impossible quizzes. But one question remains a mystery: what is this young man with no apparent desire for riches really doing on the game show?When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out.

Reference below.(got to used to RP's way.hahhaha)

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1010048/synopsis

I hate Anil Kapoor in this movie.
I don't know why but he sucks.

My favourite part of the show.
The cute lil chap was shitting when he heard that Amitabh Bachchan is arriving at the village.
I bet he was a loyal fan cos he had his photograph in his pocket.
And the worst part is,the door was stuck and so he had no other way than jumping into the pool of shit (because it was just an opening),and went to run straight to the star,asking for his autograph.
Ewwww how disgusting,BUT CUTE!!

Ehem ehem.
The nicest part of the story.
Well,it's just me.
I can't help it that i adore love stories.
So this kind of happy ending is my kind of thing.
Hahaa.

The peeps who made it happen.
They Indians are just lucky la that the director was by-chance using an Indian-based theme.
Else,they wouldn't be known or much more related to the movie,
they will still stay stagnant in the slums.
What say you Dommy?

Saturday, February 14, 2009

** Am i sick?? **

10:49 PM

Nothing to update abt today.

It's just that my health may not be good at all.

Some negative signs showed up just now.

I'm scared.

ANYWAYS,

i found some pictures on facebook.

I'm still in Farah's wedding mood.

Enjoys!

Nashila nashila tere naina.