Sometimes..
i feel it's a one-sided love,
although most of the times,
i think he's the one right above.
Sometimes..
he's thrilled after a meeting,
but when there's none,
he shuts himself as if quitting.
Sometimes..
i tried my best to make him happy,
but most of the time,
i feel that he don't really think of me.
God oh God,
is this all worth my care??
not that we've fought,
but it's the love,WHERE?
Guess i shouldn't be hoping too much,
too afraid to be disappointed.
For today,i might just yearn for his touch,
but tomorrow,i might not be enchanted,
anymore...
I'm just a simple girl,who needs warmth,
staying true despite the storm.
So do stay true,that's my dream,
i just wish we'll stay a team.
**((Kehta hai dil baar baar))**
Sunday, December 30, 2007
So I gave up.
woke up much more earlier than yest.
had to help Dad again.
today with the black pepper prawns.
after all's done,
sending food to Muni and all,
i went home,and lepak-ed in bro's room.
i've never felt like a pig before man.
damn i was freaking tired...!!
setting off to the function.
was trying to get a perfect pic.
somehow,that idiot at the back,
have to spoil it.
seee...BLUR sumore..
The engagement was pretty grand I can say.
But I think it’s really a stupid lost of money.
There’s no need to dress like a bride,
When you’re only getting engaged.
WASTED!!
What’s up with the tiara man??
Haha..people these days,
Only knows how to waste parents’ money.
After the whole function,went to aunt’s place.
Aunty Nan came back frm Canada last night.
She came back with chocs..
And a pretty pair of elegant earrings for me.
Hehe..
It’s 1.25am..i’ve gtta sleep man!
NITES!
**((Taqdeer mein,yeh haseen sitam))**
Saturday, December 29, 2007
had to sacrifice our sleep this morning.
had to help Dad with cooking.
i was hitting Sabina with the brinjal,
and it broke into 2..haaha
i did all that.tired like hell.
and this too...
Sabina sliced this but we peeledthem together.
oooo...PURPLE!
Looki baby.
Dad in the kitchen.
Bonesteak all cooked.
Let's play HOLI!
dead chickens..=)
Sabina and her son.haha
LOVE LOOKI!
sweet enough??hahahahhahaa.... **((Humko sirf tumse pyar hai))**
Friday, December 28, 2007
the port at VIVO..
ohhh FANTASTIC picture! haha
another BEAUTIFUL one.
his shoe. =)
that bush is always in my way man..
Fullerton Hotel.
k he took this.
where's your face KAMBENG??
ahhhaa..there it is!
i'll hang on to you sweety.hehe..
met sabina for dinner.
yes KFC under the block.
haha..SABINA gila!
it's a happy happy day. HAPPY BUSHY CLOWN DAY!!!i love you sir.deep in. **((Dil mein mere hai dard-e-disco))**
Thursday, December 27, 2007
just a random pic.
aniways...
i'm scared to death man.
i'vestudied for my final theory.
but hell,it's so confusing!!!
the clutch,accelerator thingy.
ARGGGGHHHHH!!!!
i finished the whole book.
guess i have read more.
and SEE more!!!
i tried watching Dad's feet when
he drove yesterday.
but it's CONFUSING!!!!!
anyone wanna teach me??
please volunteer...
=D
**((Main agar kahoon tumsa haseen))**
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
ok my family must be crazy.
in one week,we went to Malaysia
THREE TIMES!!
like what the hell.
ok today.
we had fun eating on the beach.
karaoke-ed till can die.
haha.
thanks to us they're earning money.
cos there's nobody singing.
oryte oryte.
i hate my phone.
giving me bloody probs.
gdnyte.
aniways...
***MERRY CHRISTMAS***
**((Dil dil dil yeh dil))**
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
i'm rather confused.
some Muslims said that going clubbing
is ok,but you should know what's
right and wrong.
My stand was,according to Muni,
we cant even step into a place where we
know they have beer and wine.
and Saiful replied,meaning you cant step
into 7-11 too?
so i went to research.
The Qur’an refers to intoxicants and
games of chance as
[abominations of Satan’s handiwork]
(Al-Ma’idah 5:90).
“Intoxicants” means drugs, and
cigarettes are drugs. You can also see
that the Qur’an commands,
[Slay not the life which Allah has made sacred]
(Al-An`am 6:151).
We all know that cigarettes can cause
lung cancer and various other diseases.
This fact points out that when our
smoking is like killing ourselves slowly
and, therefore, taking life that Allah
has made sacred.
So we need to make sure that young
Muslims understand what Islam is
about.
Many young Muslims have already
sinned, but they must know that it
is not too late for them to ask for
forgiveness.
Allah will forgive one who asks
sincerely for forgiveness and,
after doing so, tries hard to
follow the guidelines that
have been given to us to
help us with our life in this world.
When it truly comes down to it,
it doesn’t really matter if you go
to a Muslim school or a secular
school.
What matters is that young
Muslims realize what is right
and wrong in their religion and
that they take that extra step
forward and follow the guidelines
and do right and stay away from
wrong.
Fighting temptation does not
come from the school but it
comes from within the young Muslim.
"I explained that I was happy not
to be drinking and I was happy
that my religion forbids the consumption
of such a dangerous poison because it
makes it clear that
Allah is trying to protect us."
it's important that i know my limits.
i guess if i'm not sure whether it's
sinful or not,i should just play safe.
cos those places are places of influence.
where i see stuffs that i cant consume.
so might as well,stay away.
it may be nothing to some.
but dont you wonder why is there a
dissappointed face on parents who knew
that their daughters went clubbing?
bcos they know more.
and i dont want to do anything behind
Dad.
cos parents will pay for what we children
did during our life.
pity them at least.
**((Suno na suno na sunlo na))**
Monday, December 24, 2007
did noting much today.
i was freaking tired ok..
haha.
spent the whole afternoon,
plus evening at JB.
just some shopping.
and dining at SINGGAH SELALU.
damn it's just like an open club.
with sheesha,nice lightings.
plus LOUD music.
i wanna drive my frens there one day.
insyaallah!
**((Kuch tum kahon kuch hum kahein))**
Sunday, December 23, 2007
and for that.SHE'S COOL! cos he threw the slipper at Nazi. thanks but no thanks Rez! We ended the day by exposing our blunders.
Reza and me had been planning since e last 2 wks.
and here we go.
our bbq day!
it wasnt that fantastic thanks to e sudden rains.
lucky my bro and his gf were there to help.
we missed out quite a no. of stuff.
ok not that we missed them out ah.
but it's just that,it's not enough.
hehe.
so some pple had to make a couple of trip
to downtown to get them.
i went with Reza for the 2nd time.
and we met NAZI!
as we walked back.
we realised that we forgot the lighters.
so me Nazi walked back to dwntwn to get em.
and we gt an ice cream for ourselves.
me n the cutie pie.
haha.that emo girl.
that hardworking guy.
and his HARDWORKING friends..
the laughter girls.
ooops! caught in action.
that's ALI!
and this is ALLY!
i cant believe he touched that.cos he said he's scared of chickens.haha
the nicely wrapped corn.
it was superb bt we didnt get enough.
Faizul want this pic to be taken.i wonder why.
Chiak's competitor.
the guys enjoying the food.
then it was raining.
n these guys kept cool.
under the bbq bench.
close-up!
all the food under an umbrella.
hahaha...i love this pic.
i dont know who took this pic.
it's kinda lame.
trying to show the wet table.
besties under shelter.
Muni doesnt mind getting wet.
getting Ali to get in the pic.
tts the best Ali can do to repay Reza's kindness.
this is funny shit.
Ali tried so hard to imitate the girls.
but Chiak's face gt cut off.
and that's shitty.
all the guys.
picture perfect!
marshmallow man.
caught again!
focus on IZDIYAD!
and they started their bloody pranks.
Ali was the victim.
cos he wanted to go home.
and the guys started attacking him.
they broke a glass of sauce.
ish ish ish.
check your back Chiak!
Ali on his revenge.
the girls were in their own world..
and Mr Cool.
protected by his umbrella.
Mr Diyad.haaha.
this idiot gt something in mind.
he took Nazi's slipper.
and put it to bbq.
spreading butter on it.
hahahahhaa...yucks.
now he gt both slippers.
and kena back.
helping him to find his slippers.
and i will remember what he said to me.
HAHHAA..
gd comeback Nazi!!!
still gt mood to take a smiling pic eh.
cousins putting off the fire.
the people.
tired eh?
the calm night!
Nazi in the dark.
Faizul in the dark.
Reza in the dark.
her favourite moment.
Embarrassing ok!
And for mine,it’s worse.
Cos they got it recorded on Muni’s phone.
And crap they were laughing at me like hell.
I love today!
**((Maine mana mere jaan maine mana))**
