I've got nothing to update here for today actually.Had a long drive home last night after Dad pumped oil in JB.Finally my wish to drive on the Expressway came true.Hahaha i was hitting on the accelerator damn hard that it went above 100km/h.The car was swaying and i'm afraid that i may lose control.My dad asked me to keep my cool by maintaining my speed around 95km/h and i did just that.I swear i was damn sleepy at that time.Thank God,no mistakes this time round:)And FINALLY!!!i got to sleep early and easy.Cos i was darn tired.I want it to happen again,tonight!
Monday, March 30, 2009
A simple getaway isn't as hard as you think.Just grab the right company,a right place,and way to goooo....ZOOOOM!!K let's play a game.Pictionary:)
The DATE!
Ermmm a BEACH?
CHANGI? PASIR RIS? SEMBAWANG? EAST COAST?
YOU!(that's right.hahah)K i'll stop it cos i find it annoying.K sooo,we were out at East Coast around 10 at night,reaching there feeling hungry.We had a hard time fixing the tent cos we are losers.With frogs jumping around -.-Hahaha!
Oh look at that fresh face of mine.Awakened by the sound of the seawater clapping against the sand. Hearing the birds chirping.
Dews here and there.Awww lovely!
Just look at that.Amazing ain't it?
No worries,the cold wasn't there for long.
The Sun's up soon after and it was scorching hot!Anyways,don't you think that the beach looks all lonely and sad?Sorry la,but that's what i see.
COMPLAIN!
Injured hand thanks to Dad's birds' cages.
Pus squeezing time.Oozy boozy yellow liquid.
It was heaven.
But not the temperature.
We had a fast shower before heading home.
And we slacked under a block to chit-chat.Oh God that guy's so irritating.Want ice-cream la,water lah that la.
Nevertheless,his company brought joy:)Thanks Nyot-nyot!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
It's my first drive.And i feel like crying.Hahahah!!It's really too different.From the car,to the car instructor,to the scoldings.CARMy Dad's car is too light to me.I don't feel the sense of security even in my 1st gear.Yeah tell me,it's that bad.INSTRUCTORI'm too used to my Uncle cos he speaks English.But instead of saying Right,my Dad said Kanan.K i have a problem translating that in a jiffy.So yeah i lose concentration.:(SCOLDINGSMy Uncle can't scold much but my Dad can cos obviously,i'm his daughter.Pain man my ears!!HAHA!-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-Sabina was giggling at the back and yes i felt like killing her.I got so nervous during my first parking that instead of steering away from the car beside me,i steer nearer to it.Walau!Headache siah!My ride at the multi-storey carpark was fun.But tiring la,have to be cautious like crazy.And this time,my parking was alrigt:)HAPPY!HOWEVER,...2 vehicles flashed their headlights at me.Hahah fierce or not?What's the mistake here?NEVER CHECK BLINDSPOT!!See...Blindspot is damn IMPORTANT sabira.Keep that in mind.Oh gosh i didn't know driving without an instructor is that scary.Hahaha looking forward to the next one though.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Hello everyone!Don't worry Snowy didn't turn black overnight,this is another cat.I named him/her Sexy cos i love its voice.
Anyways,i woke up around 4pm cos i slept at 4am last night.Was watching Golmaal Returns.Not bad,quite funny and irritating at the same time.And guess what,due to my waking up late attitude,Aba got angry he sulked the whole day,refusing to cook for us.
HOW CUTE!And yes i've got nothing to talk about today.Pretty boring,i know.Sayonara!
Friday, March 27, 2009
Yet another round of webcam fun with Lina.=DShe just loves it when i print screen her and place it in my blog or in facbeook.Somewhat like promoting her lah.Funny girl!
Anyways,the question was being raised just now.Dad smiled at me,half-laughing,while asking me,"So when are you gonna drive my car?"And i shamelessly replied,"When are you gonna let me?"Hahahhahaha!See it's not that easy alright.Passing my TP with a retired traffic police is not enough.I'm sure my uncle will let me drive on my own now.But Dad,there's still another round of TP for me by him.It's for the better right?You guys wouldn't want to place your lives at risk being my passenger.
I think it'll be scary la cos my Uncle won't be there to help me push the steering wheel away if i'm too near the stationary vehicles,he won't be there to pull the handbrake if the road's too slopey.I'm still a new driver afterall.And,...I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUNDAY!!My first drive in Dad's car:)Okay,second.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
So i'm here today to elaborate on what happened yesterday.First thing first,I finally passed my TP.Man i've never felt so good before.It's like a heavy burden is off my shoulder.No more rushing for practical after school.No more lectures from Uncle,hehee.No more feeling pressured.No more hectic circuit sessions.And the best is that,NO MORE DISAPPOINTMENT!As usual,i was damn nervous the night before.So i did some prayers,reciting some ayats and i went to sleep in calmness.I woke up early,and recite the same ayat all the way till TP.I was hoping to get one of my Uncle's friends as my tester.The first 2 failures had really hitted me hard on my ass man.I guess God heard my prayers cos i got i nice tester.Not exactly nice,but guess he understood my situation after failing twice.He's damn patient with everything i do.Thank God i didn't hit any poles down BUT i striked the curb while doing my S-course.Reason was,it was my first time doing the S-course straight away after my vertical parking.I came in from a bad angle,leaving a wide space on the other side and TADA! 10 points for that.I didn't let that crush my hopes so i drove with confidence on the test route.And walah!He only placed 8 more points on me.Lucky it didn't go over or else,i'll be crying again.Woah only God knows how happy i was yesterday.And events that followed made me more happy.***********************************There was this Chinese girl who also passed,tried to give me a dirty look.But she lost when i crack a smile to her,and she started talking to me cos we were the only girls who passed.Hahahaa.I swear i look horrendous in the pic that will be on my license card.But who cares lah!All i was thinking of is jumping around in joy.But my headache came back soon after,but i didn't let that ruin my day.***********************************I set off to Muni's place to meet her.Had my meal there,watched a few videos together,munch on crackers together,and laughed at the Beauty Queens together.I had a great time whenever i'm with her,what more when Imran came back.My long lost lover.HAHA.***************************************I left soon after cos Faaiz wanted to meet me.I made friend with an old Chinese lady who's super fluent in English while waiting for the bus.We were both complaining about the bad service for bus 81.While in the bus,she told me about herself.She was sent to the Old Folks' Home by her children cos they said their children needs more space as they are growing up.I thought usually,this kind of things do smash the olds' hearts.But No.She was happy about it cos she gets to do whatever she likes,all private.She didn't bear any grudge on them,cos she was carrying lots of food which i volunteered te help her carry cos it looks heavy,and she was on her way to her daughter's place in Pasir Ris.In the bus,we talked about the 9pm Chinese series,Housewives Holiday.Hahhaa damn we love the same show.She's damn open when she describe to me that the show is all in one.There's sadness,comedy,happiness and one thing i doubt an old woman would say was,SEX.Hahaha yes she said it.I like her.And it's hard to hear i say,"Nice to meet you and take care."But i said it to her and waved her goodbye after i drop off.**************************************AND next,Faaiz and his cousin made me laugh when he told me the story about both of them happily trying to hit the 180km/h speed and then his bike stalled and died on them at Elias Road.The pushed the bike in the rain,all the way till my place.Hhahahaha funny or what.I really couldn't stop laughing man.Spent some time with him lying to him that i failed my TP and he said that he's gonna slap me if i lied.Yet he didnt hahaha,i think he was happy for me that he hugged me.Awwwwwwwww.I sent him off after he left his spoiled bike at my carpark,and i proceed on to webcam with Lina.Another person who made me happily mad today.
I really thank God for all the happiness and not forgetting my Uncle who has been so patient with me.He taught me with no sighs,he pressured me with things that i hate to hear which in turn brought good results for myself.Thank you Uncle,and thank you Allah.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
One word for today.ALHAMDULILLAH!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I'll be blabbering about deaths today cos i heard of one last night.Well it's really good to widen your network actually.News that you may be the last to know will come firsthand.I just added a girl from my secondary school up on FB.And coincidentally,she approved my request and i saw her status.Another coincident,i love to read her blog.So i'm dead sure that her status in FB will definitely reflect a story in her blog.True enough,i got to know that my ex-schoolmate passed away last night.Schoolmate meaning schoolmate alright,it doesn't have to be a hi-bye thingy between me and him.As long as we were in the same school before and i knew and remembered that he existed is good enough.Well,i won't dare to say that i'm not surprised.This kind of sudden news which will definitely shock the hell out of everyone occurs.Much more at a very young age,i bet lots of people are dying to know the reason behind his sudden death.I would just love to say,'God loves him more'.But no,i'm still curious though.I can assume some stuffs like,ghosts,heart failure,fatigue,or perhaps burnout?See the field of subject is wide and it can be any of them.God,i really pity all this people who may had dreams yet to be fulfilled but death came earlier.Nono we can't blame God.It's just fated that their time is up.And yes each of one have one.You wouldn't know when unless you're down with sickness that threatens your life.That is not a guarantee though cos sometimes,it just so happen that instead of dying from the sickness you're suffering from,you died from some other reasons.It's scary thinking about this issue huh?It's like really,life is unpredictable.You may see your friends happily joking around with you at one moment,and next their parents called you up saying they are gone.The same goes to networking.You may see them constantly going online everyday,facebooking.But you wouldn't know that that will be his/her last messages to you.Sudden deaths really freak me out.If i had the chance to choose,i would choose to die from something that people are aware of.Let's say,cancer.At least people knows how much time you have left.And the time shall come in handy for them to relive the moments with me,indirectly preparing themselves mentally if i were to leave them one day.Just imagine,if i were to leave abruptly,i can imagine the devastation that will erupt.Weirdly,i realised that i have my own definition of death.It is something to shook out people who thinks that living life to the fullest,enjoying every moment of it without thinking about God who actually made you alive,can snatch it all away at one blow.I believe that everyone should be prepared to leave the world at any point of time.No point if we just sit down and think about it for long,only realising that life is short for the period after-death which we had observed and then we'll get back to our liberal views.Do keep in mind that,every single day we lived,is leading us to our deaths.It may be near,it may be far." All Praise Be to Allah, The Master of Planners. "Allah is Kind. Far Too Kind. SubhanAllah. He never fails to guide & remind & help us everyday in every way. MasyaAllah. If you think about it, we don’t do anything for Him. He’s doing everything for us! He takes care of us - our rizq, our health etc. In Ayatul Kursi, it says that “There is no god but He - the Living, the Self-Subsisting, Eternal. No slumber can seize Him nor sleep.”He stays awake all night watching us sleep, making sure we are okay. That we are still breathing and not choking on our saliva or whatever. We can’t even stay up half the night for Him. Who’s serving who? I got inspired by a a post from a blog.MasyaAllah.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wondering who's my bestfriend?It's the headache:)Yeap it's back and it's super horribly drilling my patience off.Lots of things playing in my mind right now.God,please be there to wash it all away.I'm feeling terribly awful.Everything's killing me.Please help.WOWOWOOWOWOOWW!!!What was that about?
Okay i find myself scary.Things that are present in my brain most of the time contradicts my first thoughts.Like really.And when i realised about it,i get a headache.Why is this happening?So don't mind me if i said something that is extremely different in a situation.But i doubt it will happen.Cos this is all internal disruptions to my mind.I'll be okay.Actually i don't understand what i said=)So if you don't,leave!(just like i did=D)
Sunday, March 22, 2009
It's been a few years since we're friends,I can't imagine my life without you now.Letter postings,videocalling.all those trends,HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIRA,love you,and stay WOW:)
So...it's the lovely girl's birthday.The girl who had always been behind me,supporting me through my ups and downs without feeling a tinge of tiredness.Right from the day i know her,she'd always been there for me.I love her as a sister,i love her as a friend.
And really,i do.
" Honey,i'll always be here.I will never leave you.We may not meet for years.But the moment you call me for help,i'll come running."
Aww Nira,happy birthday.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
It's a lovely-day-at-home:)The three siblings slept together in the living room.How cute!!Maybe it's due to getting all scared out after watching lots of scary movies together.Hahahaha!And since yesterday,i kept on thinking about my eldest brother.How is he now?Is he fineJust where is he?Definitely the house is missing some people.Mum will never come back.But i hope that my first brother will.That's really my hope for now.I had been hallucinating alot about how i will react when he come home one day.The day which he will appear at the front door with a regretful face.That's all i'm asking for.Cos the house is getting too dead with Dad always working and it's rare to see my siblings at home with me.Weirdly,i've always been the one sticking at home.
And yes,i feel lonely.All the time.=(
Friday, March 20, 2009
Wanna see some really groovy and sexy moves?Here you go,play the video.It's real cute that the owner of the car insisted the petrol station's workers to hump on the car so that his car will be able to take in the maximum amount of petrol.Coincidentally,they danced to the song which is being played in Dad's car.Hahaha.These are the humourous behaviors of Singaporeans who won't want to miss a drop when they're in Malaysia.Die-die want tank full!My Dad too,he will park his car slightly sideways on the slope.And another Singapore car came in and the owner used a ramp that will put the tyre which is on the side of where the petrol is coming in to a higher height.Funny people:)Kiasuly Singaporeans.
We had a great time feasting and shopping in Malaysia!
Another cute stuff.This little cutey was on my window when it was about to rain.You should all know why birds like to visit my place,COS THEY GET FREE FOOD HEREfrom the ones that my Dad's birds dropped on the floor.
A plus+ point here,the visitors were indirectly sweeping the floor for us.
Thanks for coming,do come more often.*winks*
I'm upset over everything.I'm upset that i'm always the one at blame.I'm upset that i'm doubting anything about you.And i'm upset at myself cos i let myself to experience pain emotional beatings over and over again.When will all this end?K this is not cute!OUT OF TOPIC!:D
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Almost everything today disappoint me:(Firstly,my Uncle actually asked me to get calming pills from the clinic cos of my over-nervousness.That dampened my mood like hell.I just felt like pressing on the accelerator to its maximum and quit all this thingy called driving.*---------------------------------------*And secondly,i just hate it to the max when people made lots of statements regarding deaths of celebrities.They quote it as a 'shock'.But when normal people who died from hunger,abuse and all,did they even question them?Please lah.For God's sake,everyone had their own time of death.What's so shocking about deaths?You don't have to make a big HOO-HAA for the dead celebrity and start coming out with assumptions like,"oooooo,she was murdered cos she seems healthy when she stood on the red carpet last week."It's just meant to be ain't it?It's just the same as questioning God.Keep in mind,everyone has to die.winks!*----------------------------------------------------*Lastly,a big disappointment which really disheartened my heart about going to school soon.Do check your classes people.It sucks.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
So what is it all about?Who's the 'they'?Well basically,some funny things happened while i was on the phone with Muni during the late hours.And suddenly,the bedroom door opened on its own.I thought my siblings were pranking on me but they're fast asleep.So i took a deep breath and closed the door.And after a few more seconds,it creaked opened again.I'm sure something pushed it cos the door's not light mind you.It needs not merely the force of the wind to blow it open,but at least a slight push by a hand.Oh yeah,i got scared terribly hahaha.Lucky Muni was there on the phone.I moved myself to the balcony till it rains.And damn i can't even get back to sleep.It's been too many days,i've been constantly sleeping at 5am and waking up at almost 3pm.It's not a good thing cos when i tried to get to sleep earlier than 5am,say,3am,my eyes won't give way man.I'll be dead when i have something on in the morning.Just like tomorrow.Shall i swallow some pills to put me to sleep?Shall i?
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I am smiling gayly to myself.I had an easy time sleeping.All thanks to you:)It's been a long time since i last saw you.Maybe my heart was yearning for your face that it left a great impact."Can we still hang out as friends?"It broke my heart to hear that.Everything seems so different,i lose hold of myself,and i started to tear up.Touching the screen while i see you,i feel lost.I started to wonder if we ever had anything to do with each other.My senses told me that i've yet to embrace that lost."u noe what i miss? i miss the romantic in you
yeaa you used to be so in love...
i was quite jealous actually
all those secret words on yr blog
how u felt the current
and like ur embarass to b yrself
to eat
bcos ur nervous
so much feelings
im sorry im bringing the hurt back
but you had to much emotions then
its was lovely to see it
then ill remebr asking u what u did or he did
n ull tell me with joy in yr eyes
yr eyes wud really sparkle"
Yes i miss that side of me:(
Monday, March 16, 2009
I've seen it too much.Why are girls who are attached loves to cling on sooo much to their boyfriends?A day without hanging on the phone will kill them?A day without seeing one another will poison them?Up till the stage when they do not realise what others around them are thinking about them.It will be bullshit if they say it is because,'our love is true'.Who can confirm that?Pushing studies,family,friends all aside,what love are you trying to achieve?Singing them praises in every way they could:Msn,Blogger,Friendster,Facebook etc.Painting their faces up high in the skies,..what benefits does that brings you?You're just helping them earn a name reflecting,'CONGRATULATIONS,you have such a wonderful girlfriend'.And when things go wrong and you start to change your relationship status,removing your lovey-dovey and clingy pictures from the web,what a huge shame you're bringing upon yourself.Rejecting outings just for the sake of being with them,is it even worth?Man,plan your bloody time when you're in a relationship.And think of what others will think about it.Don't do anything/everything that will only make your boyfriends happy,and indirectly hurt the others who once played a vital role in your life before your so-called 'true love' enters your life.I am angry.I am.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Finally,one decent picture:)
Remember i told ya that i had a hard time scrubbing off the colours on my body?Soooo after an hour in the toilet,i went to sleep at 630am all the way till 1130am.Mr.Faaiz took me out today,a ride on his newly modified bike.
All the way to Ubi and someone was scared that there will be TP around hahhaa:)
So we were there cos he need to repair his bike.
Not that fine yet anyways.
His new lovely seat.
Action siah got his name there.
Smack your face then you know.
And it was raining by the time his bike is a lil better.
I was looking at the meter reading in excitement man.
140km/h,that's my first on a bike.
I swear i felt like i was flying hahahahaha!!
And oh yea,2 innocent souls looking for shelter.
We ended up at Pasir Ris Park.
My once-beloved place:)
I feel artistic today so don't mind the shots.
That's Mr.Faaiz,hugging his pretty helmet.
And his hair is really cute lah!!
:D
Can't avoid this huh?
:D
Mr.Brown eyes.
The pretty view from the tower.
I wish i can wrestle with anyone in the mud.
Seems cool ain't it?
The dark sky,gets darker and darker and darker.
Spotted our reflection on his helmet.
And it started to rain:DI LOVE RAIN RAIN RAIN!!!
He sneaked into my pic.
Babyface,prettyboy,i'm sure you loved it when i typed those here.Hahahah!
Don't mind him,this guy always take off his shirt when he sweat.Action only wanna show your chest hair.
:P
Feeling cold-_-
I won't forget to wish Mum & Dad a Happy Wedding Anniversary:)To Aunty Anita & Uncle Malik too.Happy 1 year Anniversary.AND...to Rina,Happy birthday cousin!
Get married soon!
Met Snowy under the block after Faaiz sent me home.
She was mewing,so cuuuuuuttttteeeeeeeeeee.Dad's friends came over to see us sing.I'm tired of all the same songs.YAWN!!And what's with Humpty Dumpty had a great fall?No worries,no one fell.Just that i love relating accidents to Humpty Dumpty.I spilled lots of coffee on my dressing table and all over the floor.And a few minutes later.....Sabina came running in and asked me for help.1second later,i heard something broke outside.Imagine this,she dropped the bowl,and in the midst of that bowl travelling to the ground,Sabina had already ran and was standing in front of me.Wow,the bowl took quite a while to reach the floor and crack huh?Funny lah!!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
I was addicted to the game in her hp so i was trying all my ass to score. Did a little bit of exercise and we head off home to bathe. It's hard,1 hour of torture in the bathtub. Poor me;)
It was a last minute one.Dressed up in our ugliest clothes cos it's gonna get stained.Off to Khalsa Club for HOLI!!
There's only the three of us.And everything seem awkward.
While we were sitting down,waiting for our energy to boost,a few gys came over and smack the powder on our faces.Hahhaa nice welcome act i can say.And after awhile,we were all hyped up,running around the field to sabo each other.And the best part was,everyone was so friendly that anyone can come randomly to attack you.How Nice:)
There were lots of performance lined up for us all.
Watch this Mr.Cowboy who was dancing to all the beats.
And later in the night,he performed his sangeet.
Damn cool to see everyone dancing away.
And of course we cousins were having a blast.
Dancing at our fastest pace eventhough we don't know anyone there.
And cleaning up was the toughest.
I swear i had a hard time.
Ahhahaha before and after:)We had dinner near Mustafa and went to Mustafa to find for some stuffs.Everybody were staring at us cos we really looked ugly with the colours on our faces and clothes.
Hahhaha HOLI what!!
After that,we bussed to Tampines and Jasmine tagged me home.We lepak-ed at the playground till 5am.
Friday, March 13, 2009
So people,beware of those who might have a liking for you. Cos in this story,the girl who secretly admired Jack sent th ghost to take care of him because she can't be there since Jack already had a wife.Some will do whatever it takes to satisfy themselves,so it's no new thing. Ok i'm done,Happy Ghost Day:)
Friday the 13th is the thirteenth day in a month that falls on Friday, which superstition holds that it is a day of good or bad luck.Soooo..Erm actually what i'm gonna write about today is kinda spooky,nothing related to the above mentioned shit hahaa.Ok i know i'm random:)So Munirah,and those faint-hearted,do NOT read this post.Just wanted to share this story with all of you.Cos i find it scary when i was listening to it all alone,in a dark room where 2 of the alive were already asleep.I imagined every single scene and till now,it won't leave me ahhaha.What a joke!Ok i'll name the story BEWARE:)Jack came home one night from work when he saw his wife sitting on the sofa,all alone,in the darkness without any motive like watching TV etc.
Ahhh there she is:)Jack asked her,"Why are you not asleep yet,Jill?"Yet there was no reply from her.And suddenly,Jack's throat was itching for coffee so he asked Jill to make a cup of coffee for him.But her reply for 2 consecutive times were just a squeeky,eerie,cold,"Errrrrr....."However she made her way to the kitchen,brushing her shoulders on Jack's as he was making his way to his room to have his bath.While he was taking off his clothes,suddenly he was reminded that on that night,Jill will be spending the night at her Mother-in-law's.He wanted to be sure about it so he checked outside his room again and he saw Jill sitting at the sofa.He was still having doubts and wanted to make a call to his wife but his cellphone was outside and there isn't any phone in the room.
There is she is,sitting at her same position again.Jack was sure that there is something amiss,because his wife isn't herself so he closed his bedroom door and wore back his clothes.And when he opened the door,he was shocked to see the woman who resemble his wife standing right in front of him.After a few seconds,she broke into a mass of hysterical laughter and vanished in a blink of his eye.So he took his hp and rushed to his Mum's place.
