on Sabira's diary??

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

** Malay Lesson 1 **

8:32 PM

The word mabok or "mabuk" (real spelling which is being mis-spelled in this era) has 2 meanings(sorry if there's more,just stating the ones in my brain:]).

1)Mabok = dizzy

2)Mabok = drunk

And so,i was feeling sooooo MABOK at work,and i was trying my best to sulk up to Mr.

So here's what i texted him.

"I feel so mabok at work man."

And his reply was,

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO DRINK!!"

Mr,this is for you.

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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

** report sick,again. **

3:46 PM

I skipped work today,despite being all ready this morning.

Sudden nauseous feeling,puking every other minute.

I went back to sleep after calling up my supervisor.

My condition was bad last night.

Fever shot up to 41degrees and sis claimed that my bed was warm,as though being heated.

She fed me food and after 2 spoons,i felt like puking,so she gotta finish it up.

I had a hard time sleeping,cos every side i turn to,i felt like puking.

So i forced myself to sleep.

Yes im very stubborn.

Mr and Muni kept on bugging me to go to the doctor,but i just won't.

But i know,soon enough,i'll be well once again.

Now where's Mum?

I totally need her.

Monday, March 29, 2010

** Out and sick again! **

10:12 PM

I was well this morning,except for some little flu and cough which irritates my tummy like mad.

I still don't feel like eating though.

After getting my pay,i followed the guys to Tampines Mac cos one of the guy wanna treat us to milkshake,for helping him the other day,when he was sick.

And so we slacked,and off to City Hall,a place i rarely stepped on.

Met Shabana and her friends:)

They were busy playing bowling.

Here are the girls:))

Had a walk with Shabby to Paya Lebar and then to Bedok to get her long sleeve shirt,and off home.
And bad news,i got sick again.
Damn.
I think it's the workplace:(

Sunday, March 28, 2010

** Sick. **

11:59 PM

I rarely get sick.

But when i am,i'll be seriously sick.

I had a crazy hot fever that gave me a damn headache,plus bodyaches and dry cough.

Terrible,i was on the bed the whole day.

I couldn't swallow any food cos i felt like puking all the time:(

Thanks Muni,Mr for being there for me throughout the day.

I think i'm stress over what's happening in the house.

*YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE!! YOU DON'T DESERVE MY FATHER*

Saturday, March 27, 2010

** 2 more for Aba **

9:29 PM

Have i told you that my dad has 2 more daughters now?

Me and sis have to fight for competition:(

Tough one,cos they are way cuter...

They are way too adorable...

Till they slept by his side.

DO NOT STEAL MY ABA AWAY!!!!!

Friday, March 26, 2010

** Forgotten...totally did... **

9:25 PM

In times when i were busy,i forgot that i can remove the probation plate from the car already.

Yes i was late.

25th March,a year had passed by.

Damn it feels awesome:)

And did i tell you that the guys at the workplace thought that i'm 17??

WTH!!!

Tell me that when i'm 31,and i'll definitely give your whole family a treat man!

Waahahahahahh!!

Managed to meet up with Nazi. It was so good to see her. Be strong alrighty,i love you. And we ended the night crapping at Simpang Bedok. Lovely.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

** How does it feel? **

5:17 PM

I'm just curious...

How does it feel to experience alot of headaches,and when you went to the doctor to check it out,you're unknowingly diagnosed with brain tumour,and was said that you've around 8 months to live?

How does it feel man?

Bf told me about that same experience which his bro's friend is going through right now.

What a turmoil,it's really sad.

Imagine yourself living a life,planning on last minute work,to ensure that your savings is enough to compensate the life of your wife and children whom you're gonna leave soon,for ever.

It must be real tough.

If i'm in his position,i would cry every night,shivering,thinking of how scary that day of death would be.

With people knowing about my situation,i'm sure they're gonna treat me at their best,cos they're trying to make me happy,and appreciate me at my last moments in life.

This would be the scariest thing ever someone can expect from God.

A big obstacle definitely.

God is great.

Don't ever underestimate his power.

Yes,live life to the fullest,but remember HIM at least.

Masyaallah.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

** I feel her:( **

8:34 PM

My hope didn't come true last night.

Was i angry?

Yes,a little.

But i know how tired he was,so..i'm fine after awhile and i slept kinda early and ended up waking up late for work.

Thank God there's enough time for me to rush.

So in the end,i was on time at workplace.

Work is simply awesome,the guys around are all so friendly,and i like how they are different from one another.

Awesome!

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Mr had Napfa today.

And he was busily munching on Mc fries in the car before going for his physical test.

HOW ANNOYING!!

And there he was nagging away at me not being a motivational gf to him and blablablabla.

Duh!

With that kinda food,you're asking for a fail Mr.

And yeah he did failed.

Haahaha!

He even asked me to meet him at Queensway to shop around.

And for God's sake,i'm not into shopping!!

No way.

So i was home,entertaining my lil kitties.
Baby Whitey:)

Baby Blackey:)

Me and the sleepy kittens.

Don't mind the white stuffs on my face.

I had to apply some cream on my never-ending scars/pimples,whatever,you call them.

And i kept on feeling like dozing off all the time.

Not tonight,i gotta do some catching up.

Dear Nazi,

i heard about her.
I really wanna see you but i don't know how to contact you.
I hope you are fine.
You know i love you.
And i'm missing you like mad.

I wanna hear from you soon.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

** Hope. **

9:12 PM

Work's crazy..thanks to the heavy rain in the morning.

I was drenched from head to toe.

And i made a BIG mistake at work.

Hope that it's nothing serious.

Now i'm looking forward to later.

It's been a long time since i last met Mr.

Pray for me:)

** Tiring Monday? **

12:43 AM

Hey world.

It's 12.49am,and i just woke up at 12am just now.

Had 6 great hours of sleep since 6pm,and now i don't know what's gonna happen through the night.

Am i still able to sleep?

Hmm..i miss someone alot.

Just missed a chance to meet tonight,thanks to my sleeping like a log/pig or whatsoever.

Now what am i suppose to do to kill time?

** Happy birthday Muni **

Sunday, March 21, 2010

** Boring Sunday **

10:28 PM

Basically today,i spent most of my time in my room.

Doing up my scrapbook and listening to music.

Work is in tomorrow.

Yay:)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

** What did i do today? **

11:59 PM

I remembered going to sleep early last night.

I remembered waking up early this morning.

And the rest is unknown.

My Saturday passed just like that.

Yes,boring Sabby.

Friday, March 19, 2010

** Random outing huh? **

11:23 PM

And she did the same thing again today.

I won't nag about discipline again today cos i'm done with it yesterday.

After work today,i met bro,sis and her bf at Grandlink.

They were having rounds of pool.

And no,i didn't play any round.

After that,sis wanted to look for some clothes,so we went back to my workplace area and went shopping.

I was busy searching high and low for clothes that she may like.

And i found two,which she bought in the end.

And she bought for me one too.

AWWW!!!

After getting tired walking around,we cabbed to Changi.

I fell asleep in the cab after a camwhoring session at the back seat.

Right after this last photo was taken:)

It was raining when we reached Changi.

And we were hungry.

So we had seafood dinner for tonight.

Not that fantastic though,cos i wasn't that hungry.

And she's a happy girl today.

Got her pay mah!

Who won't be happy?

And my mences flow is really crazy,plus i've been running to the loo everytime i put something inside my tummy.

And i ran from the bus to home,cos i needed to ease myself.

Hehehehhee nothing new ain't it?

And and,my hand's itchy like mad!!

Help me God,ease the pain for me.

*Kek Lapis Cempedak,give my bf back to me now!!*

Thursday, March 18, 2010

** Discipline please.. **

8:24 PM

One thing you guys have to keep in mind,i HATE to wait for people.

If you're gonna be late,do tell me earlier,so i can come out later,or let me just go first.

Don't crap with me that the bus is freaking slow or whatsoever when you were the one who made the promise,stating the time there.

I FREAKING HATE THAT!!

Yes i can be a friend to you,but when timing concerns work,you have to be discipline.

If you're gonna be late,by all means,be on your own.

Don't purposely make me wait for you like a freaking fool and tarnish my own image,running in late with you and being stamped as a worker with no discipline.

Annoying piece of crap!

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That was all in the morning and the presence of mences and the cramps are not helpful at all.

Thank God my working hours are not that long.

I was able to withstand till the end.

And now i wanna have a nice bath cos i'm meeting my lover whom i've not met for a number of days.

It's story2 time with him tonight.

Both of us are upset over mutual matters.

And we're definitely gonna talk things out and pour our woes to each other,and cry on each other's shoulders and blablablabla..

YEAH RIGHT BELIEVE MY CRAP!

Bye!

*Psst Kak Anna,if you're reading this,he's back.*

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

** Kitty Kitty **

8:59 PM

Helloooo:))

Im back early today.

And i was accompanying Mr at work.

The kitties were sleeping around me the whole afternoon.
Here are some pictures of them.

Big and fat and naughty now!!

Blacky:)

And there she was watching a video with me.

And now it's Whitey's turn.

Whitey!!

Me and Whitey.

And they are now watching my dad's birds.

Careful you guys!!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

** My work. **

5:16 PM

Okay guys,since i'm back early today,i'm gonna elaborate on my job.

Firstly,i still can't believe it that i've actually started working right now.

It feels good,it feels awesome,at least my mind's occupied.

I came in with 4 other peeps around my age.

3 guys and a girl.

Weirdly,all of them resemble 4 individual friends of mine.

Elly resembles Fana.

Elias resembles Nirza.

Farouk resembles Faizul.

The last one,i've yet to know his name,resembles Saiful Aslam.

It's really funny that i felt like they're soo familiar to me.

After looking at them again and again,i was finally abled to match them with people i knew.

Okay that's for my colleagues.

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So what do i do?

Mr said i'm now a cargo girl.

Perhaps?

My working environment,99.9% guys,99.9%Malay.

That's it.

I'm just suppose to scan the barcodes for the parcels that are sent from all over the world and do some security checks before letting the couriers pass by the gates.

Sounds chim huh?

But seriously,it's easy,and i had a lot of fun,mingling with different people every single day cos the other team is on anti-clockwise rotating mode.

They're so helpful and sweet and won't let me carry anything.

And while waiting for the parcels to be sorted out,we will sit down,yawn together and chat chat chat.

Mr kinda felt it today i guess,cos while i was doing just that,i received an sms from him,which says,

"Darling,how's your day at work? Don't flirt with the mats ok!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

And then i couldn't stop giggling after that.

I feel a lil tired today,that me and Elly slept throughout the bus ride home.

Thank God she lives only a street away.

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I'm hungry,i'm tired,but i'm happy.

Have a great night everyone!

Monday, March 15, 2010

** oooo lalalalala!!! **

11:29 PM

Hey guys.

I'm loving my working life.

I made new friends,and i kinda like what i have to do.

Looking forward to many days ahead

I won't post much cos i'll be tired,like now.

Nights.

** Happy anniversary Mum and Dad **

:'(

Sunday, March 14, 2010

** A.W.E.S.O.M.E **

8:16 PM

I'm starting work tomorrow,now i won't complain of boredom,but backache i guess.

I'm really looking forward to tomorrow,i wanna make new friends and forget my stress.

I hope it won't tire me to the max till i don't have time to update this blog of mine.

I was just thinking of an appropriate date when i'll just give a halt to blogging.

Not that i'm tired,it's just that right now,i have someone whom i trust,whom i can pour all my stories to,and who understands me in and out.

We shall see how it goes.

I'm definitely gonna miss blogging if that were to happen.

But i know soon enough,i won't have time for lappies anymore.

I'll miss chatting and all.

I've got programs i wanna catch on tv,and this is rare.

And i've gotta turn in early cos i gotta be at work at 9am.

No worries,it's gonna be manageable.

I wanna work hard,save up,and get married.

Fullstop!

Hahahahahahhaa!!

Okay i'm serious,i wanna lead a happy and blissful life.

You just have to thank god that i'm not a spendthrift,so my plans can be executed as soon as mid next year.

Insyaallah.

Weee,i'm excited:)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

** Feel loved:) **

11:48 PM

I had a great time with Didi and family today.

After a long time of not seeing all of them,especially SHABBY!!

We had fun like mad having lunch and dinner together.

Driving around and laughing like mad in the car.

Me and Shabby deserves a slap!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

We just couldn't stop laughing!!

Then we had a lil massage session and off we go.

A surprise present to Shabby: i hope you love my bite:))

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Love you all lah!

Can't wait for sleepover to happen!!

Friday, March 12, 2010

** And i'm back. **

11:24 PM

And so i'm back from my retreat with the lovelies..

So where'd we went to?

Bintan,Nirwana Beach Club.

This is the amazing breathtaking beauty of the beach.

Basically we had fun playing on the beach,digging holes,fighting the angry waves,adventure-ing the rocky rocks,star gazing,black jack-ing,kelong-ing and definitely camwhoring!

My woes were put aside,and i was the first to sleep on both nights.

Weird.

Guess i'm just tired.
I enjoyed this holiday with them and hope that it's not our last.

No i'm not gonna type a long essay here.

The pictures are up in facebook and you can read the captions to know the story

And i admit i missed home like mad.

I miss my father.

I miss my sister.

I miss my kitties.

And i miss my boyfriend.
But hey,i'm back,so...

AAL IZZ WELL!
=D

Bintan is definitely awesome.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

** Still on hiatus. **

11:59 PM

Sabby is still on holidays.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

** Hiatus. **

11:59 PM

Sabby is on holidays.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

** Random Outing **

11:59 PM

Had a random outing after i'm done visiting.

The whole album's in facebook and i can't be bothered to upload much in here.

I've so many things to do.

At Changi Airport.

At Changi Beach where Susu joined us.

I'll be away till Friday.
I'm gonna miss my cats.
And everyone here in Singapore..
Hahhaha!
I hope i'll have fun.
=D

Peace.

Monday, March 08, 2010

** This decision. **

8:15 PM

I've been thinking...

should i?

Sunday, March 07, 2010

** Pissed. **

11:59 PM

Have you guys ever experienced a moment whereby you're confused on what made you angry/upset/mad/sick inside?

It's not my first time.

And there's never going to be a last time.

I'm complicated,and it's always disturbing me.

I don't know what's bothering me.

I just felt like being alone.

And i hate that stares that people give,i just want space.

I don't like them bombarding me with questions that will obviously agitate me further.

I don't like to breakdown in front of people unless i'm really comfortable with them.

When will this end?

It happened for 2 consecutive nights already.

And i regret my actions the moment i stepped home.

What have i been thinking all these while,staying at home?

Some issues are bursting in my head,

but what are they?

Saturday, March 06, 2010

** KNN. period **

11:59 PM

I'm blogging now on Monday for the missing posts for Saturday and Sunday.

I had my dental appointment early in the morning.

Mind you,i'm out of house after a long time.

It feels sick and i've gotta be out for the next few days.

Visits to and fro the hospital definitely.

That didn't piss me off as much as this did.

MY EMAIL ACCOUNT HAD BEEN HACKED ONCE AGAIN.

Bad luck again.

And interestingly,this hacker had got the cheek to send the prank to my old email account.

Check this out,an email from myself to myself.

L-O-V-E-L-Y.

Read this baby.

I'm in London,and i need money.

HAHAHAA kya joke hai!!

And then my cousin and friends were sms-ing me asking me whether im really in London.

Hahaha another big joke.

Even my bestfriend in Australia called.

And thanks Shasya cuzzie for creating for me another account:)

Love you many many.

And Shabby,you know i'm sorry.

I didn't mean to miss your party,but there are unforeseen circumstances that had occurred.

I'll make it up to you.

Get wells soon Nenek:(

Friday, March 05, 2010

** One more. **

10:16 PM

Now not another sad news please.

Had enough of this boredom.

Life,please set in,

will you?

:'(

Thursday, March 04, 2010

** Why sun why?? **

10:59 PM

The Sun is beautiful.

But now,it's creating pitiful health conditions in the humans here.

Hope the weather's going back to normal soon.

I hate washing myself with warm water,it just feels like i'm washing myself clean with dirty,bloody liquid.

Don't ask me why.

Get well soon Earth:)

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

** Too long. **

10:45 PM

I miss camwhoring.

I miss going out.

I've been cooping in my house for days.

The headache's quite gone,but it's still too early to say,it might just give me another surprise visit.

-_____-

I'm bored.

Period.

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

** F.O.O.L **

11:59 PM

You know it's logical when questions like,

"What food/drink/desert etc. do you want?"

can be answered with a simple

"Anything."

But it takes a fool like me to answer to a question like this,

"So when are we meeting?"

with

"Anywhen."

It totally slipped off my tongue and he laughed at me like mad.

Yes i'm a fool,full of stupidity,but it did made you smile right?

Monday, March 01, 2010

** What's wrong? **

6:47 PM

I have a hell bad headache.

I feel like puking but there's nothing to throw out.

Sometimes i feel like i'm gonna go through a series of blackout moments.

Medicines,nah they won't help.

I swallowed some panadols last night and it kept me awake till 3am at which i was craving to eat.

And i slept on a damn full stomach.

Horrible.

Love volunteered to accompany me to the doctor,but i refused cos i hate going there.

I shall just heed to Muni's advice.

Coconut or ENO.

I need volunteers,

pretty please?