on Sabira's diary??

Friday, February 29, 2008

**Chup Ja!!!**

3:55 PM

I've got movie reviews to post.
But i think that can wait till Sat.
Since i will definitely have nothing
to talk about on that day.

So let's talk about my crazy night.
Last night i mean.
Dad came back and brought us
to shop in JB.
He left us at the entrance and say,
"Take whatever you want".
Sabina and I were all grins man.
Hahahahaha..
That idiot.
She was only thinking about herself.
She left the trolley at one side,
and asked me to stand there.
While she go and get her stuff.
HORRIBLE!
The people there are really curious
people i can say.
They stare at me as if i'm the only
girl who does shopping in that state.
They were staring at my feet and
trying to guess what went wrong.
EXCUSE ME!!
I understand MALAY please!
Some more worse.
Especially the cashiers.
They were asking my dad what
happened to me.
HAHA!funny eh??
idiots.
Anws,the Singapore Custom ah.
I really don't know what to say.
Like my father had cursed,
"THIS IS HELL!!"
hahahhaa..
We couldn't stop laughing man.
Ya thanks to that Al-Qaeda man.
He's missing so yeah,the force
became crazy.

Secondly,the jam while going home.
Now it's Malaysia's Custom.
They were having this parade for
the Chinese.
So yeah,those people cleverly parked
their cars by the roads,
and jammed up the whole place,
when it's actually a smooth journey
home.

Thirdly,the urge to PEE!
Oh god!
It was horrible i swear.
I knew that the toilets will be
on the right lane.
So i told Dad to go right,instead,
he went left!!!URGH!!
So he consoled my saying,
"We'll stop at Wdlands coffeeshop ok?"
So i was like "yeah okay".
I tahan-ed like crazy and had
to wake Sabina up from her sleep.
The bright coffeeshop!
Oh god!!
It was terrible.
Majority of them there were Malays.
I got abit paiseh with my condition.
And we have people like that stupid
foreign cook in a stall trying to flirt.
EWWWWW!
And damn the toilet!
10cents per entry.
WHAT THE!!
We didn't have cash with us so forget
coins ok.
Sabina ran back to Dad and got it.
And the nice toiletkeeper said,
"Use the one with the seat,easier
for you."
THANKS BUT NO THANKS!!
I've waited long enough and i'm
not CACAT PLEASE!!
Thanks Sabina for entertaining him.
hahahhaa.
and after that,i swear that i won't
drink too much in JB.

Okay for today!
PATHETIC!
Went to the hospital,
the bloody doctor took the cast and
bandages off,and hell he forced me
to walk when i know i can't.
He think he doctor,he so clever eh?
Kanina!
As if he can feel my pain.
And i think he kinda get irritated
by me.
So he asked me to sit,he hold my feet,
and squeezed it.
shityouman.
Freaking pain okay!!!!
And then he said,
"erm,i think you should go for
therapy".
bloody hell!
Go hospital for all that??!!
Even my father knows that man
and he could earn that $22 that we
paid.
Eat peoples' money only!!

Muni's phone's dead.
totally dead.
So yeah,i don't know how to
communicate to her.
haha.like real only.
And i got to know something.
Something real bad that could happen
to anyone.
Especially if it's on the person's
birthday.
The distance between us make it
impossible for me to help you.
I'm sad for you.
I could have helped you out from
the glumness.
I could have.
7 more days.

**((Chuup jaa chuup jaa,aah ah aha))**

Thursday, February 28, 2008

**Happy Birthday baby**

8:27 AM

Today..
marks one year full of memories.
It's still fresh in my mind.
I don't know if it still is to you.
Our very first meeting.
The start of every lovely thing.
I cried reminiscing the past.
You took such a long time to
realise that it's our day.
I'm sad,it's hurting me.
But as long as you're happy,
i'll always be.

No words can describe how
much you mean to me.
Happy Birthday:)

I still wanna share an
umbrella with you.
Under the rain, like we’ve
always did.
I wonder if I can get your
old self back.
I’m trying hard like crazy.
You’re trying too, but please
don’t give up.
Just don’t.
Happy 10…
8 more days.

**((Aao sunao pyar ki ek kahani))**

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

**movie power**

12:05 PM

The next few movies i've watched.

Ta Ra Rum Pum.
Maybe happened most of the time.
So nothing special.
But great soundtrack!
7*.

Nana Tanjung.
Freakingly funny.
I just love the part when
Nana smack his daughters’ heads.
8* for making me laugh.

Jab we met.
Hmmm..nothing much.
Not a really good storyline.
Didn’t excite me.
Just like Ta Ra Rum Pum.
7*.
Tentang bulan.
Humorous,lively.
But I’ve watched something
similar though.
So yeah,nothing much too.
7*.
Welcome.
Hmmm..nothing much also.
I don’t find it funny.
It’s LAME!
Not that I hate it.
But really,it didn’t make me laugh.
For it’s lamity,6*.

I'm really working hard on my feet.
I need it to heal faster than ever.

Yeah I’m gonna miss the class outing.
But I don’t wanna miss the date.
That’s the day that will determine everything.
And hopefully place everything back in position.
Amin.
9 more days.

**((Tum bhi ho,mein bhi hoon))**

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

**DEAD TIRED**

3:02 PM

My feet stinks badly.
Thanks to the pus that
made everything happened.
Erghh.
I'm really missing my friends.
Nazi,Muni,Ally,Isya.
Sad,i only have four friends
from my sec school.
As in,i have more,but those
are the ones whom i badly
missed like crazy.
Okay nvm.
Dinner with dad and sis was
GREAT!
We tried making our own
bubble-tea.
Great disaster at first.
But it turns out well,i mean
the product itself.haha
Dad's now in the morning shift.
GOOD!
I love it!
I'll sleep all morning and wake
up at 2.
In a few hours time,both him
and Sabina will be back.
Sabina will have to be back earlier.
hahahahhahaa..
10 more days.

**((Tujhko ji bhar ki mein dekhon))**

Monday, February 25, 2008

**WEEEEEEEEE**

3:48 PM

weeeee!!!
im so happy!!!
cos i went out today.
with my crazy uncles haha.

on the way to my future sis-in-law's
place.

the crazy one.

can you see how happy i am?!

the three of us=)

at the place.

oh yeah.
my reaction after removing the
bandages.

kinda blue-black.
the stupid pus area.
i wanna walk.

grant me that wish yeah God!

hahahaa..

hehehee..just bored.

emo-ing.

im still waiting.
aniwaes..
bandages off.
thanks to Dad and my supporters!
the dinner at Haig Road was fantastic!
i love my UNCLES!
the short and the tall one.
God,do help me ya.
i wanna walk up and be surprise
to my ability to walk.
:)
He's back.
11 more days.

**((Jab khabi,chand na ho))**

Sunday, February 24, 2008

**Mere Jeevan Saathi**

3:30 PM

Mere Jeevan Saathi.
Watched this today.
Only this.
It's mainly about one stupid
psycho.
And she's crazy!
But haha..it happens.
6* baby.
Nothing much to offer.

Itchy fingers of mine.

Yeah i took it off.
The main prob’s gone.
And that’s the new prob.
Stupid pus!
Smelly like hell!
Can’t stand it.
Had to wrap everything back.
Haha.
I know I’m a bloody idiot.
But who cares.
I told Dad,lucky he’s not angry.
Orytes,here goes,…
11 more days to go.

**((Aankhon mein chupake rakhoon))**

Saturday, February 23, 2008

**12 more days**

1:58 PM

the movies i've watched today.

Bujang Senang.
Since Saiful Apek's there,
whatever he does made me laugh.
8* for this one.

Salah Bapak.
TOTALLY NONSENSE!!don’t ever watch this man.
Waste my time aje.
2* man.
Nothing more than that.

Dus.
Nothing to talk about.
Full of actions,I LIKE!!
But no suspense ah,cos Muni
Gave me early clues.haha.
And it’s unavoidable for me to
Have vast predictions.
Anything can happen.
So when im prepared,the movie
Didn’t excite me at all.
However,guess,it’s gonna be
8* for this.

Right now I’m just hoping for
The best.
There’s no use if I’m the only
One striving to save this
Relationship.
12 days to go.

**((Kitni bechain hoke,tumse mili))**

Friday, February 22, 2008

**When my mind goes blank**

2:10 PM

Ok these pictures are meant
for yesterday's post.

Remember how much i complained
about being make-up less?
I look sick!

and the highlight for yesterday
was....Sabina and me made that.And it was SUPERB!
ENjoy!
Ooolalalala.
Cos we just found out that
The new blender is kinda
USEFUL=)
We blend ice,put cocoa,
Hershey cream and
Waffles!

I didn’t feel that well today.
So I settled down on movies.
To keep my mind from wandering
Away to nonsensical stuff.
So here goes.

Barsaat.
Not interesting enough.
Just a typical love story.
However,something on it
excites me.
The dialogues are soooo
familiar.
Could he have got inspired
from this movie?
hahahhaa.
I'm giving a 4*.

Neal 'N' Nikki.
Kinda an interesting movie.
It made me laugh.
But too obscene for a Bollywood
Movie.
Really..
Kissing on the lips might be
Too much yeah.
And I’m shocked with the vast
Difference between Kajol
And Tanisha.
Oh man, she’s like too modern.
Be like your sister man.
Erghh.
I’m giving 7* for this one.
Cos it made me laugh,
At least..abit.
Cinta luar biasa.
Hmmm.
I watched this with sis last
Night.
Not that bad.
Kinda catchy, and it arouse
Curiosity all the time.
9* for this one.
Dosti.
Oh god!!!
This is just my kind of movie.
Friendship is just my kind.
And the actresses are like just
Some kind of background prop.
Hahahaha.
Well done my hunks!
For making me cry,
Im giving 9*.
Don’t miss this one friend=)
Vivah.
Woah woah woah.
Not that interesting though.
But I love the love development
Here.
I’ll be the happiest girl on earth
If I’m in the storyline.
And hell,falling in love with
the only nice song.
Not many will like the movie.
Cos it’s slow.
I’m soft that’s why I kinda like it.
8* for this.

Yeah.
Like I’ve told ya.
I’ve been thinking a lot.
I don’t wanna lose it.
I’m striving hard to keep it
There.
Just be there please?
13 more days.

**((Piya..bole mera jiya..))**

Thursday, February 21, 2008

**MAKE-UP!!**

7:24 AM

Damn how much i missed
dolling up myself.
It's kinda pathetic,waking
up every morning,and looking
at my pale face in the mirror.
Where's the eyeliner?
Where's the eyeshadow?
haiz......
I'm not gonna put some when
i'm like stuck at home.
I'll only do that when i have
something to do,outside.
Pimples don't annoy me.
I know they're there,but
who cares?
I know my complexion's down!
It seems like i've sprayed a
bronze layer to my forehead.
All thanks to the scorching sun
on Chinese New Year.
Ok no use compalaining now right?
I hope by sitting at home everyday,
away from the sun,
will at least help lose some
darkness man.
Good thing that the rashes are
gone.Phew!
But i really want my colour back!
Before the big day at least:(
let's count it down.
14 days to that day.

**((Mere jaan tu jaan le))**

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

**HAPPY HAPPY**

1:39 PM

Firstly!!!
Happy BIRTHDAY TO BIG BRO!!
So yeah,i was stuck cleaning up
the kitchen last night.
Plugging in my earpiece,
singing awesomely,with a
broom in my hand.
Funnily,my bro's idiotic!
I wished him through an sms,
cos i wouldn't wanna take
my time off my singing.
So i sent him this,
"Happy Birthday!Hahaha
Dah tua!Cepat2 kahwin lah!"
=
"Happy Birthday!Hahaha
You're old!Get married quickly!"

And that idiot replied,
"Belo..Kaki tu cepat2 baik!
Hahaha!"
=
"Silly girl..Get your leg heal
quickly!Hahaha!"

Oh my goodness!!
He hit me back badly man!
Grrrrr...

Another news!!
I was tossing and turning in
bed in the morning.
And i realised that there's a
msg.
With only one eye open,
i saw.....
MOE:Congrats MUNIRAH BTE
MOHAMED NASER,you are
posted to REPUBLIC POLY,
Integrated Events Management
(R28) under 2008 JAE.

Damn i was overjoyed man,really!
I replied a simple WOOHOO to her,
and went back to Lalaland.
I was dreaming about us going
to school together.haha.
Guess she's really fated with that
course.
She got it the first time last year,
got it again after appealing,
and got it again this time.
Go MUNI!!!!
WELCOME TO RP!!! :D

Muni said i should be excited
about the date on the 5th.
Well,after much thought,yeah,
i SHOULD be excited.
I'm gonna make the moves
baby.hahahaha.
He's definitely changed for the
better.
Now i think he's back to the same
old him.
The one that i really love and
got attracted to.

Dom made me smile,doing tests
on Tickle.com.
I don't know about the Win-Win
situation thingy,
but,yeah,i'm HAPPY!
Thanks Dom,for all the suport.

And hell.
CANCER!!!
Killed another known person.
Lydia Shum passed away today.
Sure you know yeah.
cancer cancer cancer!
erghhh!!!!

God's definitely there,
but it's all fated.

**((Kasam se,sanam pyar tumse))**

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

**To Munirah with love**

7:28 AM

To Munirah with love.
I'm just hoping the best for you.
I'm not sure what you're going
through now.
But i'm sure that you're gonna be
strong cos this is your second attempt.
Hope that you'll get really well.
Just be positive yaar!!!
I know you will.
Just give me a call whenever you
feel like crying.
I've done nothing much for you.
You're just the best!!!
Have fun reading my letters=)
Be well Muni.
With much LOVE,
your cutiepie,
Bira:)

TO DOM!!!!
I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY FOR YOU!!
LIKE MUNI,YOU'VE HELPED ME..
ALOT!!!
I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
ALL THE BEST TO YOU DOM!
DO WHAT YOU THINK IS BEST FOR
YOU:)

**((Hum saath saath hain))**

Monday, February 18, 2008

**Come and Go**

8:32 AM

some things happened.
and it's gone now.
for the better,
definitely for the better.
i hope.

**((Deewana hai yeh mann))**

Sunday, February 17, 2008

**COMPLAINS**

10:10 AM

i'm gonna complain today.
bear with me.
anws,before i open my topic,
do appreciate the pics. :P

i arranged the cutted and peeled
oranges nicely.

while frying some stuff.
freaking hell im not happy ok!

I woke up in the morning.
I know I can walk already.
I have a great feeling.
Why can’t the appointment be faster?
I told Dad what I feel.
He said,”leave it the way it is”
Grrrrrr…thanks mum for the massage.
I know someone came.
My strong feeling,it’s her.
Miss you.

I thought Sabina will be up for me.
Hell she’s still snoring right now.
And I’ve gt no one to talk to.
It’s the same during the schoolweek man.
Fish I hate this!!!!

About him,well,I cant say that I’m
Disappointed or anything.
Cos I’m the one who chose this way.
So I should just keep my big mouth
SHUT!!!
Be humble, stay strong and whatsoever.

Like people say, when there’s bad news,
there’s always GOOD news.
And here we go.

Muni and me planned to go back to
the olden days.
Since she’s gonna be quarantined soon,
I’ve decided that we shall post letters to
each other.
Kill the boredom, kill the time.
And I can’t wait for that man.
I was too eager that I got my first bro
to buy me stamps and envelopes.

Another happy news is,
THE TEKONG TRIP IS CANCELLED!!!
Phew!
Now I don’t need to explain myself to
the people in charge.
I’ve explained to Vicky Wong though =)

Next, I’m so happy that I have a fren
Like DOM!
He’s seriously a very nice guy.
He understands what I’m going through.
And he’s always giving me hopes.
And I salute him for his advices.
Thanks fren!!

And MUNIRAH.
She’s never tired of my groans and
complaints.
She’s always there to support me.
Ahhhh, I’m truly greatful man.

And at last, there’s something to look
Forward to.
Sharon and bf will fly down here
From Canada.
They gonna be staying at Aloha resort.
And we cousins just planned to hold a bbq
next Friday.
Just us cousins.
Weeeehaaaa!!!
I can’t wait man.

Ok now..
Listen to dream I had last night.
I was involved in a concert.
Reza was there.
And ASH were there too.
Whenever I wanna have a glimpse on him,
she’s there to block my view.
HOWEVER!!!!
Another guy was with me.
And we’re like happy.
Haha.funny dream.
I remembered Reza was calling out my
name though.
Like Muni said, we were talking
about it last night.
That I brought it into my dreams.
So nothing to sigh about.
But still, it’s FUNNY!haha