It's been a long time since i felt this calmness.It's true that i've been busy slogging at work every single day till i don't even feel guilty that i've been skipping too much prayers.I ended my contract with Flextronics today.And i'm still not budging forward,i still don't know where i'm heading to.It's thursday night and my heart moved me to recite.But my heart was really heavy.Every single line brings me so much heartache that churns out heavy tears rolling out of my eyes.Suddenly i missed so many things/people around me that had gone missing for too long.I don't know why it came,but i find it just too hard to recite properly and smoothly.I just hope that nothing bad's gonna happen anytime soon.But there's just something that's so unclear,and it's coming.May HE clarify it soon.Amin.
